[NOTE FROM THE AUTHOR: In my humble opinion, the best way to get the fullest sense of understanding and even enjoyment from this story is to read it through from beginning to end, and then return to read it a second time. I promise, if you follow that formula you will experience many "ah-ha" moments that will make you smile and think and perhaps even discover added layers of personal revelation and understanding that can make a difference in your life! Enjoy.]
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Some call it payback. Others refer to it as karma. The analytical minds reference it as irony. There are those who even smirk at what they see and cluck their tongues with a mocking tone asserting that justice has been served. At the moment of my crisis, I could not have cared less what you call it. My concern was that I found myself caught in the crosshairs of a moment that I had not seen coming due to either my own arrogance and carelessness or the crafty maneuvers of my wife that would leave me fucked like I had never been fucked before.
This perplexing moment was rooted in what had become suddenly clear to me and I had absolutely no idea how to respond. Sir Walter Scott's words were ringing loud and clear in my mind. "Oh, what a tangled web we weave, when first we practice to deceive!"
THE MOMENT OF CONCEPTION
My adorable and sweet wife, Liz sat on the couch swiping away on her phone tracking the latest posts on FaceBook. As I sat across the room from her, the television droning on in the background, I grew bored and struggled to focus on my work. My mind wandered and with a few clicks of the mouse I jumped from the task of completing the presentation I would deliver the next day to a couple of news sites about sports. These ate up some time but did not inspire me to get back to work.
I glanced over the laptop screen to Liz sitting across from me, cuddling her phone in her hands as if it were a newborn puppy. She glowed, as usual. A remarkable woman in so many ways; bright, witty, able to make everyone feel like they are her best friend. Although she was extremely social, she was a source of eternal frustration to those who tried to flirt with her beyond clear boundaries she kept to as a faithful, loving wife. But her personality and figure were a constant magnet to most any man (and a few women) who was in her presence for any time at all.
Different folks were drawn to flirtatious hopes with her due to different things. Sometimes it was her blue eyes, sparkling and warm, that could make you feel like she was channeling excessive acceptance your direction. For others it was the way she laughed and giggled which could induce someone else in a completely different room to join in the moment without even knowing why; other than the sound of her inviting cackle. To any man who had any sense of sexual desire, her body was the most seductive attribute. She had been a key player on her state champion High School volleyball team. She also had excelled on the swim team. She worked hard, but admitted that she was just blessed to be born with her athletic abilities and the body necessary to compete. Tall (5' 9") and slender (150 pounds), she had a body that included curves thanks to a firm ass and breasts that pushed the limits of her 36c bra cups.
As she sat there, just glowing with cuteness, I thought about putting the laptop aside and taking her to bed. If I had done that, perhaps the course of history might have changed. But I did not do that. I am not even sure to this day why I did not do that. I could have seduced her to bed, enjoyed a wonderful fuck, and then gotten up early in the morning to finish up the presentation.
Instead, as my eyes enjoyed the view of her in those cute yoga pants and braless nighttime tee, my arousal dared me pursue a different path. I clicked on a popular porn site. I took a few moments to mix my real time desire to fuck Liz with the visual stimulation of clicking on nude photos of women I found with a search of "hot athletic babes."
Liz had no idea I looked a porn. She never asked, I never volunteered the fact that I did. It was an occasional thing that never seemed threatening. On this particular night, I was savoring the photos of women who reminded me of Liz. The blonde girls with blue eyes. The large pink nipples that formed well rounded circles positioned high up on the breasts. The bottoms that seemed to invite me to snuggle up behind and wriggle my hard dick between those cheeks. Each click of the mouse driven by my lust, seeking temporary arousal until the moment I would work out my needs with Liz.
I clicked away. Then, purely by accident, I clicked on a tab that took me to a strange screen that I knew nothing about. It invited me to enter the chat room and enjoy the company of others with mutual desires. My cock was already halfway erect due to the photos and I was ready to transition to Liz and complete my pleasures with her. Again, I had a chance. I should have just exited and gone on my way to lead my sweet wife to our bed and enjoy the passion of fucking her. But I didn't.
I made my way through a series of prompts until I had acquired my username and password. I honestly had no idea what to expect. It was an accidental click and I was curious. Nothing more than that. When I arrived at the menu which offered me all sorts of options for rooms to chat in, a certain room caught my attention: "Adorable Wives." I was naive. I mistook the title to represent a room where 'adorable wives' gathered to chat about sex. The thought immediately occurred to me that I could perhaps ask a woman or two a few questions about what brings pleasure to them and see if I could learn a new trick or two for bringing pleasure to Liz. That really was my intent. To bring pleasure to Liz, not to use Liz to pleasure others.
Upon my arrival in the chatroom, I discovered that the occupants were mostly guys. Initially I sat passively just reading the comments scrolling up my screen as the chat unfolded before my eyes. I quickly realized this was not what I expected. I could have left the room then. But I didn't. I stayed and gathered my balance as I began to absorb the flow of filthy thoughts shared openly in the room.
That night, I did not type a word. I just sat there and read what others were typing. It was like I was a voyeur able to eavesdrop on conversations that definitely were not appropriate for most ears. It was like being able to read minds and see the truth of what men thought about their wives and the wives of others. Pictures would migrate up the screen as comments chased behind, comments typed by men lusting for the wife of another man. It was absolutely riveting. So much so that when Liz got up from the couch to go to bed and stop by to give me a kiss goodnight, I flipped the screen to the window showing my presentation work and acted as if I were still working. I let her walk away, my eyes enjoying the view of her sweet ass wiggling in her yoga pants, and off to bed without me. I could have gotten up and joined her. But I did not. Instead, as soon as she cleared the room I quickly returned to the chatroom.
I sat there for a while longer mesmerized by the convergence of comments and photos. Men posting pics of their wives and then basking in the afterglow of total strangers making comments that ranged from edgy flattery to the most vulgar and obscene thoughts that in my opinion, at that time, should never be expressed beyond the dark corners of secrets one keeps in their own mind.
In what seemed like an instant, over an hour came and went. I tried to return to my work on the presentation, but I was utterly preoccupied. Not only did the echoes of that chatroom continue to bounce around in my mind, but my swollen cock throbbed in need of relief. Even then I could have gotten up, woken Liz up if she was asleep, and gotten a quickie to fulfill my desire. But I did not do that. Instead, I returned to the chatroom and masturbated as I watched men interact in their lusts for each other's wives. The photos... the comments... the unspeakable revelations. I shot a load that nearly got away from me and onto the keyboard. I was surprised at how forceful those spurts of cum were and equally amazed at how good the cumshot felt.
MOMENT BY MOMENT, EVENTUALLY ADDS UP
Over the course of the next few weeks, I increasingly returned to the chatroom. That first night I had only been a passive observer. But in the days and nights that followed, I began to engage. I found myself offering my comments about other men's wives whose pictures floated across the chatroom. There were a few that might compete with Liz, but for the most part the women were quite average. Yet there I sat and allowed my mind to freely think of those women in sexual ways that nobody who knew me would ever think possible of me. Each time I would continue to engage in the chat dialogue until I finally masturbated and would shoot my load of cum over thoughts of other women.
Although I engaged in no debate or discussion in seeking a truthful position on the matter, I felt that technically this was not cheating. Even though I felt guilty each time I masturbated while chatting about those other men's wives, I would quickly re-convince myself that it was harmless fun. Although I was exchanging the pleasures of fucking Liz with masturbating, I rationalized the trade by telling myself that Liz needed the break from my oversexed appetite anyways. I wanted it everyday. She was happy to do it only once or twice a week. This, ah yes THIS, was a welcome compromise that definitely was a win-win for us both. Well, at least that is what I told myself.
