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Something was wrong, but Maureen had no idea what it was. It seemed like a shadow had suddenly fallen over their marriage.
Herb was evasive when he spoke to her. He didn't respond to her as much as humor her, no matter what she said.
After more than a week of this, she had enough. He started to get up from the table after dinner to clear the dishes, but she held his arm and motioned for him to stay in his chair.
"What's going on, Herb?" she asked.
He looked at her as if he didn't know what she was talking about.
"Don't give me that look. You're not good at being cagey. It's like you're suspicious of me. You're watching me all the time and hanging on every word I say like you're waiting for something."
"Come on!" he said. "How could I suspect you of anything?"
His tone didn't reassure her. Her irritation showed in her reply.
"You know our lives are such an open book that it would be hard for me to hide anything from you."
He didn't say anything, so she continued.
"You're too smart for me to fool."
"Am I?"
His reply came so fast that she thought he had been waiting for his chance to say it.
"Aren't you always telling me you're smarter than me?" he continued. "That's what you say to everyone."
She exhaled loudly in exasperation and gave a short laugh.
"You're so funny. You always run circles around me. That's why I make such a big deal out of it when it turns out that I'm right about something. It amuses you and our friends. If I thought it hurt you, I'd never say that.
"I love it when you lie and tell your friends I'm smarter and better looking than you. Whenever one of them puts down his wife in front of other people, I'm thankful I married someone who doesn't need to do that to make himself feel important.
"But everybody who knows us knows you're the one with the brains, and I'm the one with the temper."
She saw that she wasn't getting anywhere, so the conversation ended there, but similar conversations continued to take place. They didn't have sex for over a week, which was unusual for them, and when they finally did, it was like animals coupling, with no tenderness or intimacy.
Afterward she was angry -- at him and at herself. She decided that she wasn't going to wait any longer to find out what was going on.
The next day she didn't have any trouble discovering what was causing his behavior. The hard part was disguising her emotions that night when he came home. She wouldn't look him in the eye and barely said a dozen words to him all evening. He noticed but continued to observe her and didn't ask her anything.
She continued avoiding him the next morning and rushed off to work. By that evening, she had gained control of herself. Though he continued to act the same way, she didn't notice because she was usually lost in thought.
She initiated sex a few days later, but again it was more like they were rutting animals rather than lovers.
Herb woke up Saturday morning, a week and a half later and saw she wasn't in bed. He went down to the kitchen and found her at the stove.
"Do I smell pancakes?"
"You sure do!"
Maureen spoke in a cheery tone, but there was a slight strain in it.
"What's the occasion?"
"Today is a special day," she said. "I'm going to tell you everything you want to know, and then we're going to start the rest of our lives. It's going to get rough later, so I thought we'd begin with a nice breakfast."
"Uh..." he said.
"Close your mouth, Herb, or a fly's going to get in. Isn't this what you've been waiting for? Don't you want to hear the truth — the whole truth?
"Yes, but —"
"No discussion until after breakfast," she interrupted. "But I'll tell you this now. You know how I'm a stickler for details. I always insist on knowing every little detail. It's a habit I got into at work.
"Most of the other sales reps are lazy. They don't bother doing the preparation I do, so they don't dee the details, or if they do, they think of them as trivial. Details are the reason I always get the biggest year-end bonus of anyone in my department.
"I know my habit spills over into our private life, and our friends wish I'd stop pumping them for every little detail when they bring something up. I see your exasperation when I tell a story and have to spell everything out. Like you say, I'm beating a dead horse.
"So I'm warning you now, that I'm going to tell you everything in detail. At least after I'm done, I don't think you'll have any questions.
"But breakfast will be silent. I'll be looking at you and thinking about our six years together, our plans to start a family next year and the reason I married you. Can you remember why you married me? I married you because I love you more than anyone else in the world. I still do."
He began to say something, but she put up a hand.
"Not now, Herb. After breakfast, you'll hear all the details. All of it will be the truth. I won't hold anything back. After that, you can say and do whatever you want."
They ate in silence. Both looked at each other nervously. They cleared the dishes together, and then she took his hand and led him up the stairs to their bedroom.
She let go of his hand and took off her robe and her nightie. He stood staring at her, but she ignored him until she got onto bed and sat in the middle of it cross-legged and looked at him.
"Take off your pajamas, Herb," she ordered.
"Why?"
"I've been thinking about this for the last week and a half," she said, "and I've decided that this is the best way to do it. The two of us — alone and naked.
"I'm not going to pressure you to do this. No arguments. Today it's not about me trying to force you to see things my way and do what I want. Today I don't want you to do anything you don't want to do. No reluctance either. If you're reluctant, I'll stop. You have to totally consent. Absolutely no non-consent and no reluctance.
"If you'd rather not hear the truth, I'll stop now. But if we don't air this out, I don't think there's much of a chance we can go on together. So it's up to you. Should I get dressed and forget it, or will you take your clothes off and join me on the bed?"
For a moment, Herb stood immobile, staring at her. Then he slowly took off his pajamas and got on the bed facing her.
"May I begin?" she asked, and he nodded.
"I know this is putting the cart before the horse," she said, "but before I talk about what could tear us apart, I want to propose a solution to keep us together. I want you to have this solution in your mind while you hear the truth. But like I said before, the solution is just a suggestion. If you don't like it, we won't do it.
"You'll think my solution is extreme because you're not a hothead like me. The last few weeks have proven how much patience you have. You've been waiting and watching and listening to every word I say. If you were boiling inside, you never once showed it."
Maureen stopped, and he saw there were tears in her eyes. Her breasts rose and fell as she took a few deep breaths and continued.
"Whenever the subject of cheating has come up, even before we were married, you and I were of one mind. We both agreed it's disgusting and unforgivable, no matter what the circumstances might be. Both of us believe fidelity must be absolute if love means anything at all. Am I right?"
"Yes," he said quietly. He looked at the tortured expression on her face.
"Since our feelings about cheating are extreme, the punishment for cheating should be extreme," she said, as she moved up the bed to the headboard and took hold of the long pillow.
She loved her long pillow. It was almost two-thirds of the width of the bed. There was barely room for his smaller pillow next to hers. She used the pillow in all sorts of ways, besides just sleeping on it. Some of her ideas made for amazing sex.
She pulled the long pillow down to the middle of the bed and centered it, so there was only a little space on each side of it.
"Move over, please," she said.
After he did, she draped herself over the pillow. Her head and arms were on the bed, and so were her knees. Her butt was over the pillow.
He stared at her beautiful, round, naked ass and was so absorbed that he didn't hear her speaking. She had to repeat herself.
"Please go to my dresser and pull open the top left drawer and take out what you find inside."
He got up from the bed and followed her instructions. He looked at the pieces of leather and cloth in his hands.