I have been telling you about the cheating that I have done in the past and that I really haven't cheated in the last three years. Having said that, once a wife breaks her sacred marriage vows, it is always difficult to keep them sacred again.
I really haven't cheated in the last three years, but I have fooled around a little. And I did a little fooling around today.
About 3 months ago I had a cosmetic procedure that has given be the figure I had when I was 20 and since the procedure I have gotten a lot of attention from men, especially doctors. There is this doctor, Dr. Ryan, whose patients I see in the hospital. Over the last three months he has hit on me pretty hard. One time he asked me what birth control I was on and one time he told me that he planned to seduce me. Anyway I have always flirted with him, but kept him at a distance.
Today I wore a thin green low-cut dress to work. I noticed all day that my colleagues, both men and women, kept staring at my chest. When I met Dr. Ryan this morning to discuss one of his patients, his staring was blatant. In fact, I pointed at his eyes with two fingers and told him to look up at my face. He said that he couldn't help himself when I dressed like this.
We flirted a little more before he told me how bad his day was going. He was so stressed out, it looked like he would lose it. I like Dr. Ryan and I felt sorry for him. So I told him to meet me at my office in a half hour because I had just the thing to relieve his stress.
I finished seeing my next patient and hurried to my office. On the way there I thought what have I gotten myself into.