Tears were rolling down her eyes, and I felt sick to my stomach. I was caught red handed, quite literally, with my dick, out masturbating to internet porn. How could I be so stupid? I usually listen closely for her car to pull up, but I was so enthralled in the scene I was watching on my computer screen that I tuned everything else out.
"Why are you not attracted to me?" She said in a tone of mixed sadness and anger.
"Honey, what do you mean? Of course I'm attracted to you" I responded, more defensively than I should have. I had promised her that I would stop looking at pornography and turn all my attention to her, but I failed.
"No your not. You just go on the internet and look at those women instead of looking at me."
I was not sure how to respond. She was right I did look at other women on the internet but this had nothing to do with a lack of love or feelings for her. I loved her immensely and even after 8 years of marriage I was still as hot for her body as when we first met. But, there was something unsatisfying about the vanilla sex we had. Cumming in her cunt after 5 minutes thrusting against her barely responsive body night after night was little more than a physiological release that left me feeling spiritually empty.
When I masturbate, when I watch pornography, when I do all the things she hates so much our relationship changes. In my fantasies my wife becomes the passionate lover I know she is capable of. She becomes the true slut that I know lies within every woman.
......
"So, Shannon, you're interested in earning a little extra money in the porno business"
"Yes" my wife meekly replied to the film producer.
"What are you willing to do?"
"I guess some nudie stuff." She sounded so innocent. "I guess I could do some girl - girl" I squeezed her hand to provide reassurance that I approved of this.
"You know working with guys pays more" the produce responded with an evil grin. I have to admit the way he said it made me feel out of control and uncomfortable.
"My husband and I have discussed this and I don't think that working with guys is a good idea."
The producer smiled at me in a way that could not hide his obvious contempt. He then gestured for an assistant to come over and whispered to him something about getting rid of the baggage.
"Well you certainly have the right look for us, but we still have to see how you perform on camera before with give the job." Her look was hot she was 28 years old 5,8 and 115lbs with a perfectly toned ass and B cup breasts. I was getting hard just thinking about how the producer was sizing her up "Your husband can wait in the green room."
As if on cue the producers rather muscular assistant escorted me to a very pleasant room with couches and 4 different flat panel televisions. I made myself comfortable while the large assistant made sure to keep himself between me and the door. The flat panel televisions were displaying a brightly lit room with a round bed in the centre that was covered in black silk sheets. Each television showed the same room from different angles. There was a gorgeous woman sitting on the edge of the bed with only a pair of red cotton panties on. This left little to the imagination and I guessed her breasts to be a 32C. Beside her she had a bottle of body oil and a small assortment of dongs. At first I thought these televisions were to amuse me while my wife "auditioned;" however, when a few moments later my wife entered the room I realized I was going to see exactly how well she performed. When my wife walked on camera with the producer as her escort she was still fully clothed, in her cotton T-shirt and military green mini-skirt.
I have to admit I felt pretty excited about watching my wife's first girl-girl experience. I could feel my cock starting to strain against my tight jeans.
It didn't take long for the action to start. The other girl moved quickly over to my wife introducing herself by caressing her breast through my wife's shirt (something that from personal experience always seemed to turn Shannon on) and said "My name is Tammy".
"mmm, my name is Shannon" my wife replied in a very reassuring manor. "nice to meet you. This is my first time with another woman, so I am a bit nervous."
"There's nothing to worry about." Tammy replied. Her lips quickly went to my wife's. They explored each other's mouth for a moment. My wife seemed hesitant at first but Tammy guided my wife's hand down to her her own breast and she immediately seemed to relax.
