Tears were rolling down her eyes, and I felt sick to my stomach. I was caught red handed, quite literally, with my dick, out masturbating to internet porn. How could I be so stupid? I usually listen closely for her car to pull up, but I was so enthralled in the scene I was watching on my computer screen that I tuned everything else out.
"Why are you not attracted to me?" She said in a tone of mixed sadness and anger.
"Honey, what do you mean? Of course I'm attracted to you" I responded, more defensively than I should have. I had promised her that I would stop looking at pornography and turn all my attention to her, but I failed.
"No your not. You just go on the internet and look at those women instead of looking at me."
I was not sure how to respond. She was right I did look at other women on the internet but this had nothing to do with a lack of love or feelings for her. I loved her immensely and even after 8 years of marriage I was still as hot for her body as when we first met. But, there was something unsatisfying about the vanilla sex we had. Cumming in her cunt after 5 minutes thrusting against her barely responsive body night after night was little more than a physiological release that left me feeling spiritually empty.
When I masturbate, when I watch pornography, when I do all the things she hates so much our relationship changes. In my fantasies my wife becomes the passionate lover I know she is capable of. She becomes the true slut that I know lies within every woman.
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"So, Shannon, you're interested in earning a little extra money in the porno business"
"Yes" my wife meekly replied to the film producer.
"What are you willing to do?"
"I guess some nudie stuff." She sounded so innocent. "I guess I could do some girl - girl" I squeezed her hand to provide reassurance that I approved of this.
"You know working with guys pays more" the produce responded with an evil grin. I have to admit the way he said it made me feel out of control and uncomfortable.
"My husband and I have discussed this and I don't think that working with guys is a good idea."
The producer smiled at me in a way that could not hide his obvious contempt. He then gestured for an assistant to come over and whispered to him something about getting rid of the baggage.
"Well you certainly have the right look for us, but we still have to see how you perform on camera before with give the job." Her look was hot she was 28 years old 5,8 and 115lbs with a perfectly toned ass and B cup breasts. I was getting hard just thinking about how the producer was sizing her up "Your husband can wait in the green room."
As if on cue the producers rather muscular assistant escorted me to a very pleasant room with couches and 4 different flat panel televisions. I made myself comfortable while the large assistant made sure to keep himself between me and the door. The flat panel televisions were displaying a brightly lit room with a round bed in the centre that was covered in black silk sheets. Each television showed the same room from different angles. There was a gorgeous woman sitting on the edge of the bed with only a pair of red cotton panties on. This left little to the imagination and I guessed her breasts to be a 32C. Beside her she had a bottle of body oil and a small assortment of dongs. At first I thought these televisions were to amuse me while my wife "auditioned;" however, when a few moments later my wife entered the room I realized I was going to see exactly how well she performed. When my wife walked on camera with the producer as her escort she was still fully clothed, in her cotton T-shirt and military green mini-skirt.
I have to admit I felt pretty excited about watching my wife's first girl-girl experience. I could feel my cock starting to strain against my tight jeans.
It didn't take long for the action to start. The other girl moved quickly over to my wife introducing herself by caressing her breast through my wife's shirt (something that from personal experience always seemed to turn Shannon on) and said "My name is Tammy".
"mmm, my name is Shannon" my wife replied in a very reassuring manor. "nice to meet you. This is my first time with another woman, so I am a bit nervous."
"There's nothing to worry about." Tammy replied. Her lips quickly went to my wife's. They explored each other's mouth for a moment. My wife seemed hesitant at first but Tammy guided my wife's hand down to her her own breast and she immediately seemed to relax.
"Shannon lets get you a little more comfortable" Tammy said in a lustful tone. She slowly removed my wife's top to reveal that she was not wearing a bra. On the screens provided for me I could see my wife's B cup breasts with her areolar buds already standing erect on her mammary flesh. Tammy wasted no time and started to caress my wife's nipples. On the tele I could see Shannon slightly lick her lips as her breasts were being expertly stimulated. Tammy then moved her attention to Shannon's mini-skirt. Slowly pulling it off at just the right angle to give the camera a perfect view of my wife's ass. She was wearing her black thong panties. This was the hottest garment of clothing she owned. The wide thong made her ass look incredible, and it became the immediate target of Tammy's affection. After a few short strokes of my wife's ass Tammy guided Shannon over to the round bed.
"Dude, why don't you take your cock out" the porno production assistant suggested.
I have to admit I was little nervous about whacking off at this very moment, but it certainly wasn't the first time I had masturbated to the thought of my wife making love to another beautiful woman. So I complied and hoped I wouldn't blow my load prematurely.
Tammy had my wife lying on her back with her legs spread and was pulling the crotch her panties aside. This exposed by wife's swollen pussy lips and allowed Tammy to gently spread my wife's slit with her tongue.
"Mmm, that feels so good" Shannon was obviously in ecstasy. Tammy inserted two fingers into my wife's soaping pussy and began working on her G-Spot. "Yes, Tammy, keep licking my pussy. I have never felt so good". My wife's body began to shake as a powerful orgasm roared over her. "yes, Tammy, yes".
Tammy smiled up at the camera. She was a professional and it was clearly mission accomplished. Shannon's body was lip as she was still recovering from a very powerful orgasm. Tammy took this opportunity to grab the body oil and started to lubricate my wife's skin starting with her breasts until every inch was covered.
"Mmm Tammy that feels good, but I think it is your turn." Shannon gently positioned Tammy on her back and pulled off her red cotton panties. Without hesitation Tammy spread her legs to give my wife access to her already wet pussy. Shannon moved to Tammy's vaginal orifice and gently licked her labia minora. Tammy's hips responded instinctively reaching forward toward my wife's mouth. Shannon didn't need any more encouragement. She buried her face deeply into Tammy's shaved pussy. Her tongue was so deep into Tammy's vagina that Shannon was literally using her nose to stimulate Tammy's clitoris. Since this was her first time with another woman she was inexperienced but based on Tammy's responses she was a natural.
My wife was still wearing her tong and the sight of her perfect ass propped up as she leaned into Tammy's pussy was so inviting. I wanted so badly to charge into the room to tap her ass while she was pleasuring Tammy. One thing for certain I was going to have to enjoy things from a distance since the production assistant was between me and the door and his body language made it clear that I was not going anywhere.
Without my wife noticing (she was fully entranced in Tammy's cunt) three naked men, whom I guess were in there late 20's and early 30's, entered the room. They were all white, tall and muscular with semi-erect cocks between 7-9 inches in length. I immediately became very nervous knowing those cocks weren't just for Tammy. The guys just waited around stroking their penises gently; enjoying the same show I was watching (but from a much better view). From the moans I could hear, and from the close-up shot of Tammy's pussy that clearly showed a mixture of female cum and saliva dripping from my wife's mouth, I knew she was close to her own orgasm. Hardly a moment later passed and Tammy arched her back offering all of her female juices to my wife as she loudly announced her own orgasm with a moan.
While Tammy was enjoying a momentary afterglow, Shannon licked her lips and smiled. "How was that Tammy?" my wife asked meekly "Do I have what it takes to pleasure another woman on camera?" Shannon was obviously pleased with the results of her first lesbian experience.
"Honey" Tammy responded "you were hot, but your audition is far from over!"