Thanks to LokiKarameikos for his editing help.
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We had agreed to go out for dinner when I got home. She was ready and waiting for me, so I quickly changed and we headed out for the restaurant.
"I have a surprise for you when we get to Little Italy" she said as we were driving there.
"Why not tell me now?"
"Because I want to wait until we are there for the full impact."
We talked more and soon arrived. We were taken to a booth in the back that we liked. The restaurant was quiet and homey, with long table cloths that went half way to the floor.
"Sit next to me tonight. It will make the surprise easier" she said as she slid into the booth. I followed and sat next to you.
You took my left hand in yours and placed it on your thigh while the waiter was going over the specials. You then slowly slid it up your thigh as you spread your legs. You then took your hand away and simply said, "Keep going higher." I kept going until I came to your naked pussy.
"That is a surprise. Why no underwear tonight?"
"I wanted you to know that that is your cunt."
I simply looked at her for a while as I continued playing with her pussy. "You do know what you are saying don't you? You aren't teasing me?"
Let me take you back in time and fill you in on why I was surprised about her comment.
My name is Bill and my wife is Carol. We are both in our 50's with grown kids and have been married for over 25 years. Over the years I had tried to expand her and our sexual horizons, without much luck.
We had watched videos of wives getting fucked by porn stars, I had bought books for her to read and tell me what stories she liked. I had asked what her fantasies were (she said she didn't have any), to tell me about past lovers and her ex and she said she didn't want to. She never asked about any of my previous lovers, not that there were that many. I just couldn't get her past the occasional fuck in bed with the lights out.
Before we got married, she would dress to show off her tits and would be up for a variety of sexual events. But after getting her Mrs degree, she became a 'Mrs Goody 2 Shoes' in granny panties. I tried to get her to show off her tits again and she would say 'it's just adipose tissue, what's the big deal', and not show even a hint of tit.
She would say that she could do what she was told, but when told to do things, they never got done. I would come home for lunch when the kids were in school and tell her to be wearing a button-up dress or a skirt with a button blouse and no underwear. What would she wear. Slacks and a t-shirt. We would go on vacation and I told her to go look for a bra that had holes for the nipples or were just a shelf bra that exposed her nipples and the top of her tits. She never did. I bought her one and what was her response, 'I can't wear that.'
She would often need help to become wet before fucking. She would use KY or something similar or have me spit on my hand and lube her up that way. I soon decided to bypass the hand and just spit on her cunt directly. There was one time on vacation that we were watching a video of a wife getting fucked and I was saying what I had said before. 'You'd like to be that wife wouldn't you. Getting fucked by a big cock (mine is a bit smaller than average) would really get you off.' When she came, she soaked everything. I had never seen her squirt like that before, or since. When I reminded her of that later, her response was that she wasn't that turned on when it happened.
I then turned to terms of endearment, like bitch, slut, cunt or whatever popped into my head at the time. This was done at home and in public at times, just for us. I then told her that was my cunt I was playing with. Later I would ask whose cunt I was using and she would say it was mine. Then it was my tits and my ass. I told the bitch I was going to do whatever I wanted with my cunt, even share it.
One day I mentioned that I didn't care for her. A couple of days later she asked me what I had meant. I told her I didn't care if she came or not when we were fucking. She was my slut and her only concern was to please me. For the record, most of the time I made sure she got off before me, but there were times when I just used the cunt for me and she seemed to like it. I told her again she was my bitch and here to please me and her pleasure didn't concern me. When we were done talking, she said she understood and was happy with it.
I continued to talk about sharing my cunt and even added maybe I would rent it out sometime. Originally, she didn't say anything about these comments, then she started saying no and I told her it was my cunt and I would do what I wanted with it. At times I would ask whose pussy it was and she always said it was mine.
Normally when we fucked, it was on our sides with me fucking her from behind. Once in a while it would be missionary with me on top, easier to spit on the bitch.
Then about a year ago I went through a bit of depression (lost my job to a layoff). In the process of talking with a counselor, she said she couldn't allow anyone else to fuck her. Prior to this, I had lost interest in sex and we hadn't fucked for a while. I had wanted to watch her get fucked by someone with at least an 8" cock, especially a nice big black cock.
Now she was telling me it was my cunt again. I'm trying to figure out if she is serious or just trying to get me to fuck her thinking she'll let me do what I want with my pussy.
"Do you know what you are saying bitch? You know what I might do if you are serious. You had better think before you answer the question."
"I have been thinking about my answer, that is why you are playing with your naked pussy. It is yours to do with as you decide is best for you. That and your ass, tits and face."
The waiter appears and asks what we would like to drink. I tell him: "She will have orange spice tea and water with lots of ice. I'll have water and coffee for now."
As the waiter walks off for our drinks I look you in the eyes. "You liked that I ordered for you didn't you slut. Your, or should I say MY pussy got wet when I ordered your drink. And you didn't say a word when I ordered the extra ice. I ordered that just for you to see your reaction since I know you don't like ice. Maybe you are serious about this."
"Yes" you say as you look down and start looking for something in your purse. "Please let me out to go to the restroom. You can read this while I am gone." She slides an envelope towards me as she gets out of the booth and walks to the restrooms.
I open the envelope after watching you walk off and sit back down.
My Dear Husband,
I have been in turmoil for quite some time about our relationship and what I have done to make it more stressful. I realize that I was wrong about not allowing you to use me for your total pleasure. That decision has hurt me, but I know that I have hurt you more, the person I love.