Special thanks to X_Christina_X for the editoring assistance.
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Chapter 5 -- The Break Up
The next day after the wedding, I had awakened up alone in the bed having a headache. There were sounds coming from the kitchen. First, my mind wasn't clear but then slowly, I remembered about the wedding reception, then Ian's arrival, then the story that Rebecca told me and how I reacted. Oh God, what did I do? I just acknowledged everything she did. I didn't know why. Maybe it was the alcohol, maybe it was the excitement of the moment or maybe it was the spell that she had on me under. Whatever the reason was, I was feeling pain deep inside. I stood up and went directly to the kitchen.
She was there in her nightgown, as beautiful as always and was preparing breakfast. She smiled at me.
"Good morning, honey." she said and walked towards me.
"I'm so happy!" she said. "This is our first day as an husband and wife. How do you feel?"
"I'm..." I stuttered and she interrupted me with a kiss. While we were kissing, my mind was full with the images of Rebecca and Ian. How they kissed, how he fondled her body, how she moaned. After all, I didn't know how it ended. Did they make love? Did she fuck him? While we were dating, it was easier. I was considering myself as the second guy and never felt that she belonged to me. Now, it was different. She was mine and should have been only mine. She noticed my frigidity.
"Are you all right?" she asked.
"I don't know." I said. "I think I'm not in the mood right now."
"I know how to make you get in the mood." she said smiling and was fondling my dick through my pants.
"How's that?"
"Please..." I said.
She didn't listen to me and went on fondling it.
"Rebecca, please!"
"Come on!" she said, "This is our first day. I feel so horny."
"I'm really not in the mood right now." I said.
She quit her efforts.
"Fine!" she said frustrated and looked into my eyes in silence.
"You think about Ian, don't you?" she said.
"Well..." I murmured.
"I can't believe it," she said.
"Reb, I'm not very comfortable about that."
"Why for God's sake?" she said. "I thought you'd love me under any circumstances."
"Of Course I love you, Reb. It's just..."
"So does it matter what happened there?" she interrupted me.
"Honey, it's not easy."
"Oh!" she sighed.