Being the mother of two beautiful children and the wife of a very devoted husband there isn't much more than I can ask out of my life. At the age of 26 I have everything I could ever want.
We have a beautiful home in an upper middle class area in the suburbs, new cars and I do not have to work to help support our family.
Our sex life is good but not as good as it has been. The past few months Bill has been neglecting me as far as the romantic side of lovemaking. He has had a strange way of showing his love to me.
Oral sex has been the biggest part of his lovemaking for the past few months. It took me some time to put his penis near or in my mouth and when he came in my mouth I was devastated. It tasted horrible and I was completely turned off.
We argued over it for about a week and he pleaded with me to try and do it again.
It took me several times to accept what he wanted to do but I never enjoyed the taste of his sperm. I let him cum in my mouth but I spit it out. Most times I swallowed some but most of it was disposed of.
I came to like the feel of his penis in my mouth being so smooth and hard but when it was time to cum I would shiver with the thought of him cumming in my mouth. He told me over time I would enjoy it but I know that is his dream not mine.
Although I must admit that I do look at men now and wonder what there penis looks like as I see a bulge in their pants or when I'm at the beach with the kids I notice the tight swim trunks and the bulges that they show.
I have never cheated on my husband and Bill was the only man I have ever been to bed with. Bill and I met in High School where I didn't date much.
I stand 5'2" with long brown hair and hazel eyes; I have always weighed between 110 and 120. My parents always told me I was attractive but I looked at myself in a different way.
I was always self-conscious of having small breasts, 34B with a 22-inch waist and 34 hips.
Bill told me he liked my butt. It was "perfect to hold on to" he always said.
Bill is a very good husband and a good supporter of our family but I still wonder why he has changed so much with the sex thing. He spends much time by himself on the computer and reads erotic stories in magazines and online.
Working for a computer company in the city Bill has to travel often and when it is possible we travel as a family and make a vacation of it.
This particular business trip we drove two hours upstate to a town that was far from our city. We had stayed here before and became friendly with the owners of the motel.
As we arrived at the motel I noticed a man standing in front of the office. He was average height just under 6' and very well built. Standing there in his swimming trunks I couldn't help notice the huge bulge in his swimsuit. It seemed I couldn't take my eyes off this well built man.
Bill parked the car and walked over to check in. I also got out of the car leaving the sleeping children with my mother to watch as I went into the office with Bill and this handsome man.
As Bill was checking in I couldn't help to notice the wave in the blonde hair and the beautiful blue eyes on this stranger. He looked me in the eye and I felt like a deer caught in headlights
I was embarrassed as he winked at me. My face must have turned four different shades of red.
He introduced himself as Jim the owner's eldest son. He said he was expecting us and looked forward to meeting us since his family spoke so well of my family. I didn't say anything to Jim. All I could do was smile and try to keep my eyes off of his crotch.
As we entered our room Bill past a remark on how Jim had his eyes on me and seemed to read Jim's mind. "Looks like he seen something he liked by looking at you." Bill remarked. "Never noticed," I said.
Bill has had a fascination of me going to bed with other men. I guess the thoughts came from him reading all those erotic stories. My answer to him was the same " never in a million years, you are all I want and need." I was content but it's obvious Bill wanted more from me.
After getting settled in we all freshened up and made our way out to get dinner. On the way out I innocently looked in the direction of the office where I first seen Jim. He was standing there talking with a tall beautiful blonde as we rode by. Looking his way, he noticed and waved and also winked at us. I felt a tingle go through my body but disregarded it just as quick as it came.
During dinner Bill was going over his schedule for the week. It was Monday and his schedule was to visit the Dean at the college in town. Wednesday he was to go to another college about fifteen miles north of here. Then Thursday he had to be back in the city but Friday return to follow up on his past two appointments. He had decided to return to the city alone and leave the family here to enjoy the vacation. I agreed since my mother was along to help with the children and keep me company.
After dinner we returned to the motel to relax and watch some TV. We had 2 separate rooms, one for my mother and one for Bill and I with the kids. There were always occasions where the kids wanted to sleep in grandma's room.
As we pulled into the motel Bill stopped the car and asked me to go into the office and see if they have a TV guide of some sort that we can look at and know what is on TV for the evening.
I entered the office as Bill took the rest of the family to the rooms. Upon entering I didn't see anyone behind the desk so I walked further in and toward the far side of the desk where I can see a door that led into another room. The other room was brightly lit with TV monitors on one wall.
At a fast glance at one of the monitors I seen an empty room and another showed the pool area yet another showed a walkway that ran behind the motel to the rooms in the rear of the building.
I was thinking that it must be there way to monitor the property, which was good for the guests' protection.
As I walked even closer to the doorway I heard a woman moaning. Looking deeper into the room I saw a larger TV monitor with a man and woman making love. I gasped "Oh no a porno." Hearing me gasp a body came to the door and blocked my view. Closing the door behind him Jim said "Good evening Mrs. O what can I do for you?"
"Oh Jim" I said "Bill was wondering if you have a schedule or guide for the TV so we can know what is on?"
"Yes of course Mrs. O, I have an extra one back in the office." As he reopened the door I saw the TV again this time with two men and a woman. They had her from both ends and as I watched I noticed the men and how large they were. Breaking my fixation on the TV Jim stepped out to block my view again and handed me the paper for the TV guide.
"Oh thank you Jim" I said and turned to walk out.
As I turned to walk out Jim said, "If you can't find anything to watch I have some tapes here that I would be happy to share with you." Looking me in the eye he winked and smiled. I headed for the door and to my room.
After going to the room and getting the kids settled into bed I started to think about what I had seen there in the office. He was watching a porn film and offered it to me to watch. I know Bill would love to have seen it but I didn't tell him what I seen or what Jim had offered. Bill has enough with the erotic stories; I don't need him getting any Ideas from a pornographic movie.
Getting myself ready for bed I took my clothes off leaving on just my bra and panties as I looked at myself in the mirror. Not bad for a twenty-six year old having had two pregnancies. My breasts hadn't changed since High School. Some women have children and their breast get larger. Not me they stayed the same as always.
I removed my bra and looked good at my breasts. Nice and firm with long pink nipples. When Bill plays with them they get longer and harder. I put my fingers on them and rolled over the nipples and pulled them a little. They responded quickly and began to get hard. I only wish they were bigger and stay as sensitive as they are now.
As I was putting my sleep shirt on I was thinking about the pornographic movie Jim was watching and wondered if he had a girlfriend and if she ever watched it with him? Thinking about him again made my body tingle again and felt my nipples getting harder. Taking my mind quickly off Jim and the porno I finished putting on my sleep shirt and brushed my teeth.
As I got into bed I moved close to Bill to watch some TV but found him sound asleep. Laying there in bed with the TV on my mind was only on the event of the evening.
Never seeing a porno before but was intrigued by what I saw with the two men and the one woman. Not believing my eyes as to how the men were hung and the size of them.
It took a long time to fall asleep but after so many thoughts of what I had seen I realized in the morning how wet I was and how wet my panties had gotten. Going back to when I fell asleep I remembered putting my hand inside my panties before falling asleep. I must have had sexual thoughts all night because when I woke my hand was still there feeling myself.
I had to stop thinking of that now and get to the task of feeding my children breakfast and enjoying the beautiful day that lay ahead of me. Bill was off doing his sales call. Mother and I walked with the children to the nearby restaurant for breakfast.
Passing the pool area I noticed Jim there standing with a group of the guests. Noticing us walking by he made it his business to waved and yell a good morning to us. I waved back and also yelled good morning. I couldn't help notice that he was in another bathing suit that looked tight than the previous one and showed a large bulge between his legs. I couldn't help think "Am I the only one who notices his bulge? Or does everyone just take it as a common thing being in a resort area." Maybe it's just me but why am I getting thoughts that I have never had before.
The day went well and the kids had fun swimming and I also swam and got some tan just relaxing by the pool. The rest of the day went by without seeing Jim after the morning hello. After breakfast we didn't see him any more.
As nighttime approached and the kids were in for the night Bill and I sat outside in front of our room just to relax and feel the cool night air. From our room we had a perfect view of the office. I was wondering who was the attendant tonight and were they watching a porno?
After some time outside we seen a car pull up to the office and a tall blonde got out and went inside. It was the same woman that I had seen talking to Jim just the day before.
An hour has past and the woman never came out.
Bill stated he was tired and wanted to turn in so we put the chairs away and entered our room for the night. As we lay in bed Bill rolled over and kissed me. As I returned his kiss his hands went under my sleep shirt to hold my breast in his hand. Taking my nipple between his fingers and rolling them he told me he was horny and needed a blowjob. I pushed his hand away and asked if that's all he knows. "How about making love to me" I asked. His answer was the he was too tired and just wanted some relief.
His hand was back on my breast and playing with my nipple. My body was responding against my will. I didn't want to give in to him but my body was enjoying the feel of his fingers. From my breast his hand traveled to my panties. Feeling my bush with his fingers he was finding that I was wet and enjoying his touch.
