It was Thursday evening, near the end of a long week. My wife, Shelly, and I were settling down after dinner with a glass of the red Zinfandel she brought home. She said it was a present from a friend.
"Mmmmm, I really like the flavor of this wine," I told her. "Who's your friend, and why did she give you this? Do I know her?"
"Actually, Baby, my friend is a guy I work with. You met him at Cheryl's birthday party. He was the guy who kept pulling me out to the dance floor."
"Oh, yeah, I remember him! He was that black guy, right? What was his name, Paul, Saul, something like that? "
"No Baby, his name is Buck."
"Ooooh yeah! And I should be able to remember that because it was clear Buck wanted to FUCK! He wanted to FUCK YOU!"
"Oh come on, he was just flirting a little! He was just having some fun."
"Yeah! And so were you! You were all revved up, wet, and aroused when we got home!"
"Okay, he did get me a little excited."
"So what's the story with this wine? Why did he give it to you?"
After a pregnant pause, she said "Welllll... you know how you have said the idea of me being with another guy really turns you on?"
"Uuuhhhm yeah. And you said 'No fucking way, Jose!'"
"I know, I know. But that was when you first started talking about that. And it's just that Buck and I have become kind of close. He's a cool guy. I really like him."
"Whoa! Wait! Oh My GOD! What are you saying? Now you're saying you want to have sex with him?"
"No, no... not exactly. Well, I don't know. It's just that he wants to take me to dinner and go out dancing. And it might be fun to see what else happens."
"Wow! How did all this come about?"
"Well, he and I have kind of been lunch buddies lately, and he's fun to talk to."
"What do you mean "Lunch buddies?"
"Well, he and I usually have lunch together, sometimes with other co-workers. Sometimes, just the two of us."
"Okay, and what happens at these lunches just the two of you have together?"
"Well, lately he has been taking me out to lunch, and I've really enjoyed spending time with him."
"Wow, so you've been going out on lunch dates with this guy!"
"No, I wouldn't say that exactly. Well not in the beginning anyway."
"Oh, but now you are dating him, is that it?"
"Okay, well don't get upset, but the last couple of times he's taken me to a park on the way back to work, and ... well ... we have talked about what's happening between us. And, well ... we have kissed."
"What you're actually saying is that you have been making out with this guy in the park, isn't that right?"
"Okay, well ... yes. I'm sorry. But Honey, I really like him and he's hard to resist!"
"Jesus! Fuck! So why did he give you this wine?"
"Because my friend Dora told me there's a rumor going around at work about Buck and I having an affair. I just don't want to be sneaking around. And I want to be honest with you. I love you! He gave me the wine so you and I can share it as we talk about this."
"And what will you tell your friend, Dora? You love me, but you want to have sex with him, is that it?"
"Oh come on, Honey! That's different, and you know it. It's just that he turns me on ... I don't know maybe it's only lust for him. But you are the one I love. Besides, you have told me it would be a huge turn-on for you if I had sex with another man. And I just think ... well... maybe this could work out for both of us."
"You want to have sex with him, and you want my blessing! That's it, right? You want me to say, yeah! Go ahead! Do it!"
"Hey! Come on! Stop that! How many times have you told me it would be hot if I had sex with another guy? You know you have pushed that fantasy on me over and over until I warmed up to the idea and finally admitted it turned me on too! So now we can make it happen! And now you are trying to make me feel guilty because I found a man I want to make love with?!"
"I ... I don't know.... I just... I'm scared you might want him more than me. And what I said was having sex, not making love!"
"Oh come on, that's just semantics! And isn't that part of the kink, the fear that he might make me his woman? I love you, but for me, part of the excitement is that I might want to submit entirely to him, and he might want you to submit to him too! He is a very masculine, dominant, sexy man! He is very hard to resist! And, Honey, let's not forget, you have admitted to me that you have fantasized about being with a man yourself!"
"Okay, you are going way off the rails now. I am not gay! I am totally into women. I am totally into you! I don't want to lose you! And what's going on here? How far have you already gone with him, and where do you intend to go with this?"
"Baby, he and I had a very hot make-out session this afternoon. He unbuttoned my blouse and lowered my bra. He fondled and kissed my breasts. He sucked on my nipples, and you know how that turns me on. It was so hot! And his dick.... Oh my God, his dick felt so hard and so big! I had to see it. And, well... I went down on him!"
"Fuck me! You gave this guy a blow job in the park?! Jesus, fucking Christ!"
"I'm sorry Honey. I've told you too much! I'm going up to shower and get comfortable. We can talk about this later."
Then as she got up to go upstairs she turned and caught me trying to adjust my pants.
"Oh! Oh my God!" She yelped. "Look at you! Your dick is trying to poke through your pants! Hahaha, Baby, you have a big hard-on. This turns you on, and you know it!"
She was actually laughing as she went up the steps.
At this point, I should tell you about my wife. She is a very sexy five-foot-five brunette Latina with a very curvy figure, a big, sexy, enticing bubble butt, and modest-sized breasts that she often flaunts in low-cut tops.
She is sexy. She knows it. And she likes to flirt, which gets her a lot of attention. And she knows that gets me going when we are out and some guy is trying to make moves on her.
We are both in our early 40s, married for 17 years, with no children and still having hot sex. It's not always as passionate and as explosive as in the beginning. But that seems natural as early passion kind of cools off.
But I love her madly and she knows it.
It's true, I have pushed this fantasy of her with another guy for years. And it turned me on when she finally admitted she might like that kind of adventure.
After a night out, we even started talking about some of the guys she flirted with at a club on a dance floor, or at a party.
She teased me about how good they might be in bed. How big their dicks might be. What she would let them do to her. Even how she might need me to clean her out after they came in her to show I accepted the idea that she could have sex with other men.
But that was always just sex talk, fantasy stuff. Not actual reality!
I never thought it would actually come to this. And this scares me. I would go crazy if I lost her!
After showering she came back down in a very sexy semi-transparent negligee. She went into the kitchen before I saw her, opened a bottle of expensive red wine, and brought us each a glass of it.
"You are one sexy wench," I said to her as she placed both glasses down on the table in front of the sofa and leaned down to me.
"And that's one reason you love me, isn't it?" She said before giving me a sensuous kiss on the lips.
"Of course it is. But it's not the only reason. I love the sense that you and I are a couple, that we belong to each other. I don't want to lose that."
"I know, and I don't either," she said very slowly and sensuously. "But, Honey, I think we should be completely honest with each other."
"Well, of course, I think so too."
"Okay, so we both know you get really aroused watching porn videos where a more dominant man seduces a guy's wife and drives her wild."
"Well, yes, and you get pretty fucking turned on yourself!"
"No question about that. I used to think it was weird, even perverted. But over time I have found it to be very sexy, erotic, and very arousing! I get turned on fantasizing about being that wife with another man. We have both gotten turned on by that!"
"Okay, yes! But, it's a fantasy, not a reality."
"I know, but just think about how hot it might be if it were a reality. And another thing, you seem to love the porn videos the most that have a hot black guy seducing a white wife. A hot black guy with a bigger dick!"
"Jesus, come on stop, you're just trying to persuade me to agree to you and this black guy, Buck, going out! Fucking dating! Dating and FUCKING!"
"Sweetheart, let me finish. I have also been checking your online browsing history. I know you have secretly been watching gay porn videos. Quite a bit of it Interracial gay porn!"
"Jesus Christ! I can't believe you are snooping around on me like that. And I am certainly not gay! I might be a little curious, but no way am I gay!"
"No, no I don't think you are gay. But I think you are probably bisexual. I think you fantasize about what it would be like to be with a man, even to have a man dominate you. It's true, isn't it?"
"Aahhh.. fuck ... I don't know.... I don't know. I'm not sure about all that."
"Come on, be honest with me, I know you have fantasized about sucking another guy's dick! I know you have! So admit it! I am not judging! I think it's perfectly okay."