Brothers

Brothers.

It was just coming up to my birthday, the actual day was Wednesday but I was going to have a party on Saturday night, it was pretty much all arranged, I was going to be 18 at last, my girlfriend had had her 18th nearly 2 months ago, we'd been a couple for the last 2 years, but now, next Saturday night we were to become a real couple, we'd kissed a lot, talked a lot about what we expected and had decided early on that we would wait until both of us were 18, I didn't know about her, sorry, Amy, and I'm Dan, well I didn't know about how hard it was for Amy but it was hell especially this last year not doing it, we have been in places that we could have, but we refrained, saving it for "Our" special night.

The night arrived, Amy was the first to get there, Mum and Dad had gone out for the night leaving me and my older brother to hold the party, they trusted us not to do anything stupid, Brian was 20 and acted more like a dad than a 20 year old boy.

The party got going and Amy had promised that once it got going we could go up to my bedroom and do the dead, we both had a drink and knowing that we would be having the time of our lives very soon we went and talked to people, we didn't need to be holding hands all night.

I don't know where the time went, but I realised that it was 10.30 and I felt it was time to find Amy and go upstairs.

I searched downstairs, I even went into the garden just to check with the lot of smokers that were always out there.

I couldn't find her, the only place left was upstairs, maybe she was in the bathroom, I went up, it was out of bounds for everyone, my hope of Amy being in the bathroom was dashed when I saw the door open and light out, but my bedroom door wasn't closed completely and the bedside light was on.

My chest swelled as I thought Amy was waiting for me, I walked the few paces to the door and took a deep breath before gently opening it.

Amy was in there, but she hadn't waited for me, she was nude, she was on her back looking at the door her legs open.

My problem was that Brian was between her legs driving into her like his life depended on it, Amy mouthed the word "Later" to me and held on to Brian as he, completely unaware of my presence carried on with his pounding.

I turned and went back downstairs, Ken, half drunk asked how the 'Tupping' was coming on.

Mum and Dad had a farm and tupping is when you get the sheep pregnant.

I had a brainwave, I went out to the barn, came back and went upstairs paying no attention to several friends asking what I was doing with that.

I went back upstairs to my bedroom, they were still going at it, but how Amy was on her hands and knees with Brian taking her doggie, neither of them was aware of me until I put the gunk between their bodies and spread it over Amy's hair.

The gunk, it's what we called it, it was a mix of colour, oil and some other stuff, you put it on the front of the ram and when he serviced the 'tup' it marked her, it was a sign that she had been mounted by the ram, it wasn't confirmation that she was pregnant, but you knew that she had been mounted. Apt I thought, Amy had been mounted, I'd seen it with my own eyes, twice.

The party broke up shortly after I came back downstairs, the screaming from Amy was enough that everyone, and I mean everyone, went up to see what the problem was, they saw a lot more of Amy than they ever thought they would, the next day I heard that I had done a good job of marking them both, it was washable, but it needed a lot of scrubbing to get it off your hands, as I knew from experience, off her back, tits, and more importantly her hair, was going to take days to get rid of it completely.

I went off to the barn, I had to think about my future, it had taken a bit of a U tern I felt.

Mum and Dad came home to what first appeared to be an empty house, but upstairs they found a highly distraught Amy, Brian was washing her hair and, well it was clear that they had been doing things that they shouldn't have.

Dad found me in the hay loft next morning.

"I don't want to know the details, but by god, you made sure that everyone knows what Amy and Brian were doing last night, are you alright lad?"

I had to face Brian at some point and went inside with Dad, he jumped up and came at me but Dad stopped him.

"I'm guessing that Dan caught you and Amy together in bed, by the look of the sheets, you knew that Amy was his girlfriend and you did that, what sort of man are you?

I don't want to hear anything more about this, you did wrong and got caught, Dan has got back at you, it's over." Dad's words were final, I knew it and so did Brian, he would mutter at me but he wouldn't say or do anything more.

Life was very frosty, I went to the pub Sunday night, I walked into cheers and lots of back slapping, I didn't buy a drink that night.

Monday morning I went to college as usual, Amy's absence was noted by everyone, and word of my party had spread to the staff it seemed.

"There won't be any more trouble will there Dan?" The tutor asked me.

I said not from my side, I didn't know about Amy.

Amy came into college on Tuesday, she had a hat on that covered her hair, but I was told that from behind you could still see the bright yellow in her hair.

Wednesday I was forced to face her, her idea not mine, her friends had made it clear that I was going to talk to her at lunchtime.

I wasn't sure what she could want from me, she had to know that it was over between us.

I followed her best friend to a classroom, Amy was there along with a group of her friends, mine made their way in to witness the showdown.

"What do you want Amy?" Let's get this over with I thought.

"Why Dan? Why did you do that?" I looked around at our audience, took a deep breath and let it out slowly.

"Well Amy, we, you and me had decided that my party was to be our first time, making love, I came to my bedroom and found you being fucked, by of all people my brother, and you just mouthed LATER, to me as he was fucking you, what did you think I was going to do? Wait my turn? Take sloppy seconds?, you were acting like the sheep, being tupped, so I thought it would be good that it was clear that you had been tupped, not just you, me and Brian, everyone would know."

I turned to walk out head held high, but thought I had better make it clear.

"Amy, don't bother to try to talk to me ever again, not next week, not next year, never."

I didn't start it, it had nothing to do with me, but I heard that when she walked about sheep noises were heard, I smiled inside at that.

Brian and I stayed as far away from each other as we could, Mum and Dad tried to smooth things over, but it was hard, I had decided that I had to change something in my life and went out to find what would work for me.

I came back one day not long after Partygate, as it was being called in the pub, it was while the 4 of us were having dinner that I dropped my bombshell.

"I'm leaving in a month, I've signed up for the Army." I think all 3 of them had open mouths as I carried on eating.

It was all why, you can't do that, and Mum was upset.

It was a done deal, I was leaving in a month.

I talked with Mum, a lot, she understood it, but it hurt I was sure, she helped me pick and pack the things I would need, as the day neared friends came and kept me busy, it was in the last week that we had a visitor late in the evening, Amy and her Mum. Between our parents things had become tense, not as friendly as it had always seemed.

"We need to talk to Brain." Amy found the floor the most interesting thing to look at.

Brian was looking unsure what this was about

"Brian, Amy's pregnant, she says that you're the only person she has had sex with, are you going to be a man? Or are you going to act like a little boy?" Amy's Mum said.

I couldn't help it, but I laughed, I laughed and laughed, there was a god I thought.

All eyes went back to Brian.

"But I thought she was safe, we only did it that night, I thought that Dan was tupping her, it could be his couldn't it, I don't love her and."

Dad stopped him.

"Of course, he'll do the right thing, we'll sort it out."

Amy went out to the car I assumed.

"I'm really sorry Dan, you never deserved this, Amy has to live with this, please take good care of yourself on your travels, I'm sorry if this has made you do what you are doing, take care." Amy's Mum said to me on her way out, she kissed me on the cheek and left.

It made my departure feel like it was meant to happen, I couldn't get the smile off my face, much to Brian's dismay.

It was painful to leave, but it was going to happen someday.

I went through basic training, growing up on a farm made it much easier for me than a lot of the others, we went through lots of tests, they said to find what was a good position to put our skills to best use, it turned out that I had an aptitude for computer programming, I never knew that, I knew I was good at problem solving, working out what clues meant but computers?

One day near the end of basic, I was ordered to the office, I was confronted by several men in dark suits who questioned me, some, no most I couldn't see what it had to do with me being in the Army, but I answered honestly.

"You have 15 minutes to pack your bags, report back here then, dismiss."

15 minutes later I was marched to a Landrover, driven to a helicopter and we were flying off in 20 minutes, to where? I wasn't told.

For the next 2 weeks, I was tested and given tasks to complete, I still haven't a clue where it was, when I left it was again dark and in a helicopter.

I did my 3 years of service and signed on for another 7, and then another 4, I enjoyed my life, I can't tell you what or where I went, as they say in the films, "If I tell you I'll have to kill you."

I kept in touch with Mum more than anyone, mainly by letters but by phone calls and emails, I never went home, for some reason it didn't seem right to me, much to Mum's distress.

I was 34 coming on 35 when I returned home, Mum was ecstatic, she must have cried a gallon of tears that night, I was young, fit as I'd ever been, and had a nice bank balance, I'd seen lots of things and places, some amazing, some I wished I'd never seen, I'd had my share of women, the good the bad and the ugly was a truth that I seldom admitted to.

I'd told Mum that I never wanted to know anything about Brian and Amy, and if she did start I would stop contacting her and return her letters, so I was surprised that Brian and Amy were living with Mum and Dad still, they were sleeping in our old bedroom.

Lyn, their daughter was a pretty 14 year old, coming on 28 by the way she spoke and carried on.

I hadn't told Mum I was coming home, nor that I had left the service, so everyone was surprised when I knocked on the door, Lyn had opened the door and asked what I wanted, but she wouldn't let me in until Mum came to see who it was, and then the tears came and everyone was gathered at the table to hear of my travels, I made a lot of it up to make it sound exciting.

I'd booked the local hotel for a week, not knowing how I would be received, what the living arrangements were etc.

Mum wanted me to stay there, but I didn't think that it would be right, not with Amy living there, in times of work stress I would think back to that night, it would wind me up and I would push myself that much harder, it got me through a lot of troubles, just hating her and Brian, I had learned that night that I held a grudge, held it for a long time, and it became known in my circle of the service, that it didn't pay to piss me off, I don't know if it was one night when I was drunk or if we had met up with someone from here that spilt the beans in Partygate, my nickname was Tupp.

I spent that evening with them, and went back to my hotel room, the next day I had a drive around the old patch, looking at the new roads and estates of houses that seemed to have sprung up in fields I used to play in with friends.

That evening I went to the pub, I sat in the corner that I had used many times in the past, nobody recognised me at first, and then a couple of lads did, and it was like old times, friends having a good chat.

But someone had to bring it up I suppose.

"Do you remember that night?" One friend asked another, and those who had moved in since that night had to be told the story.

Is that why she won't have anything yellow near her I heard?

That made me smile, the next day when I went to have lunch with Mum I made sure I took a large bunch of flowers that were all yellow.

Petty I know.

I was looking around for a place to rent longer term, someone pointed me to a flat behind the shopping centre that we had, small but tidy, and more importantly cheap.

I moved in and decided to have a week off, a holiday if you like.

It was the third day of my living there when the doorbell sounded.

I was expecting Mum to come and give me her impression of it, but it was Amy.

"What do you want?" I wasn't going to be polite was I.

"I'd like to say sorry Dan, if you're back here for good we have to find a way to get past this."

I let her in, I offered and made tea for the pair of us.

"Okay Amy, you're sorry, but just tell me why you did it."

"I can't, I can't tell myself why, I just know it was the biggest, most stupid thing I've ever done, or will ever do in the future, is there anything that I can do to make it up to you?" She looked at me this time, I hadn't planned to talk to her, but as I said I held a grudge.

"Yer, if you're serious, go into the bedroom and strip off." I held her eyes with mine, I saw her swallow and get up and walk to the bedroom.

I finished my cup of tea and followed.

Amy was standing at the foot of the bed in only her panties, they were nothing sexy, I'd seen that she had put some weight on over the years, a bit on her hips but mostly on her breasts, I had only seen them that once and I still saw them swinging as he fucked her doggie, saw them as he rutted into her.

"Get on the bed Amy, on your hands and knees."

I took my clothes off and moved to her head.

"You better make it wet, it'll help me get it in." I wasn't feeling kind in any way.

She did a good job of her blowjob, Brian was lucky it appears.

I moved behind her and put my cock at her entrance.

"Be gentle with me Dan, he won't fuck me anymore and it's been a long while."

I pushed in, it was tight, not made easy by how dry she was, but that soon changed as we got into the age old rhythm of rutting.

I fucked her, fucked her hard. I reached under her and pulled a nipple, Amy moaned in a not unhappy way.

I felt her cum, the dirty bitch came after such a short while, her head had fallen to the mattress, I pulled her up by her hair as I continued to fuck in and out of her, I wasn't going for the quick fuck and run that had been a staple of my life, I wanted to enjoy this, take my time and feel something from it not just the fact of ejection.

I felt her come again, I'd seldom had a woman who came from just me fucking her, in fact, most of the women I'd had I'd paid for, and their coming hadn't been in the bargain we had agreed on.

I felt myself getting near, I pulled out and went back to her head.

"Open Amy, no sucking yet, I just want another warm place to hold it."

I was going to stay like this until I had lost that feeling of impending doom, or coming.

Amy took and held me in her mouth, it didn't seem to worry her that it had only just been inside her pussy, I saw her hand go between her legs and she started to Frigg herself, I was holding myself still but Amy started, very slowly at first, to move back and forth, a quarter of an inch each way, it had the effect of bringing me back up to the boiling point, when I boiled over Amy was demonstrating that she could deep throat me, as I boiled over filling her throat I had a firm hold of her head, I felt her trying to swallow it before it chocked her, but she had to gag as I delivered a big load in her mouth.

I pulled out and saw that she was still strumming her clit and making herself cum before she rolled over onto her back.

I looked at her, these tits were big I thought to myself, they slid off each side of her chest, the nipples were engorged and, fuck I went and sucked them, bit the nipple and pulled the whole of her tit up with my teeth, Amy was moaning again, her hands went back to her pussy and started again to pleasure herself.

I watched holding and playing with her tits, not being gentle with them, but she seemed not to notice how hard I was with them, she came from what I knew was at least the third time and I saw her relax.

"Time to clean me up Amy, make a good job of it."

I said it thinking that this was when I got a slap from her, but she just moved to put her head on my leg, she took me into her mouth and played with me as her eyes were locked with mine.

I wasn't going to cum again I think we both knew it, but Amy took great care of licking and sucking me clean, obviously not her first time.

I got up and went to make a fresh brew.

Amy came out of the bedroom, I was expecting her to have dressed and ready to go, I'd used her like a slut and we both knew it, I wasn't expecting her to want anything else to do with me from then on.

"I can stay a bit longer if you want, we can do that again if you want, or we can... we can do whatever you want Dan."

I had to look at her, she hadn't dressed, stood there with a smile on her face and cum down her legs where it had leaked out, she made no attempt to hide it.

"Sit, tell me about your life Amy."

I put a cup of tea in front of her. She told me that after I had left she had moved into Brian's bed and he had been a good man, married and for the first year it had been reasonable, not good, but not bad, just, well not a lot.

He changed as the baby became noisier and needed more of her time than he thought she should give her, his demands became more frequent and more intense, and then he became increasingly more aggressive in how he took her, what he made her do and then he stopped when my Dad had words with him, they had been dry noisy, she would end up crying a lot of the times, after that he hasn't hurt her, all she has to do now is let him use her mouth, he hasn't penetrated her in years, she thinks he has a girlfriend or a woman he fucks somewhere in the area.

Amy offered me another blow job or she would ride me if that was what I wanted, I said that today was as much as I wanted.

She went off and cleaned up and dressed.

On her way out she didn't try to kiss me but did ask if she could visit again, I thought about it for a while.

"If you want." I wasn't going to show her how much I liked what we had just done. She left and I cleaned up, I went to the pub for something to eat that night thinking about what she had said.

9 in the morning, I'd been up, had my 5 mile run had a shower and was thinking about breakfast when the doorbell sounded.

Amy didn't wait to be invited in, she walked past me.

" I need to use the bathroom, I'm going to dye my hair this morning, everyone has started calling me yellow again, I want to show them that I'm proud that you did that to me, I'm going to dye it yellow," and then she paused thinking something. "If you don't mind that is."

I didn't mind, it might be fun I thought.

Amy went into the bedroom and came out naked. "Can I have a towel please?" I saw her doing whatever it took, I made breakfast for the pair of us, nothing fancy but waited for her.

Amy came out towel around her head after a while, still naked and unashamed. "I did it for you that night, but you never got to savour it, shall I shave?"

I nodded, if she kept it hairy I was wondering how long it would be before Brian spotted the new look, I smiled inwardly.