Susan nibbled on his ear, taking small nips at it as well as licking his earlobe.
"You deserve a break too. I know you desire me. I've seen how you look at my legs and tonight, how you looked at where my legs join my body. I know what you were seeing in your mind. I want to show you that part of me..." more licking, "I know how to please men especially someone I like."
Jon felt some wetness on his underwear and knew it was his precum leaking due to her licking and words, which were getting to him big time. Just a slight turn of his head and he could be kissing her which would lead to her getting what she wanted for her birthday. Not that it wouldn't give him something special too; after all Brittany had kissed Steve and others.
She felt his hesitation and said, "Don't worry about Brittany she is getting some too, she's out celebrating my brother's birthday. If she can give in so can you."
That was a mistake on her part. He had been getting ready to say no but the mention of Brittany caused him to react immediately. He growled out a "No!" Stood up quickly then took a step forward, turning around as he did.
Jon said, "No I'm sorry if it's your birthday but that is one present you are not going to get."
She looked at him shock for a moment but then stepped forward and tried to put her arms around him. "But I've wanted you, even while having sex with other guys I think about you. And I can see you do need a break- a reward."
Jon took her arms in his and gently pushed her back. "No!"
He had decided it was better to leave to get away from Susan and he wanted to see where Brittany was after what Susan had said about her getting some. He hadn't known about the drugs yet or he would have been even more concerned. Somehow later he had met Susan at the restaurant Brittany had dinner with George and Linda.
As Brittany now thought about it she wasn't sure how it had happened, she had been distracted by her fantasizing about Jon fucking her but Jon had explained that he and Susan had found out that Tommy had given her the whole can of drugs and herbs to drink. Jon explained that Susan had said that wasn't good, that Tommy was supposed to just give her some of it. She had drunk some to see how it worked and had been turned on enough to do a foursome. She had been begging three guys to fuck her, and to let her suck them. She had taken them in every hole more than once. The amount Brittany had drunk may not be safe and it would excite her even more. Jon had remembered what she had said about the club so had quickly driven there, eventually finding Brittany in the bathroom.
As she lay in her bed alone Brittany could not understand why Jon had asked her to leave. She hoped it really was to think, she thought his love would make him choose her but at the same time she wasn't 100 percent sure. She felt like crying then she would feel like getting angry. "It wasn't fair! I did said no. Yes I kissed someone else, but I didn't fuck them that should count for something!"
She finally got to sleep and the next day as she was packing, Jon came home. She was glad to see him but she also wanted to know where he had been. Hopefully not at Susan's or any of the other girls she knew that wanted him.
"I spent the night at Tony's" He said to answer her unspoken question.
She was shocked not knowing what to say, "But Tony has a lot of girls over, he is always finding someone to have sex with," she ended up saying.
"Not always, he does spend quite a few nights alone and last night was one of them. I slept alone. I'm not the one...Ur, umm... I mean I just had to spend some time thinking."
Brittany could only nod knowing what he had stopped himself from saying. She finished packing and went over to Jane's. She had been Brittany's Matron of Honor and was still a good friend.
Over the next few weeks Brittany spent time at Jane's, at her mother's, also at Jeanette's and even at Joanna's for one night. She thought about getting her own place since Jon didn't seem to be in any hurry to make a decision. She called once a few days after she moved out. She didn't want to be pushy and clingy especially after she heard that being clingy in this type of situation could drive the other person away.
He answered on the second ring, obviously knowing who it as.
"Hello Brittany... how are you?"
She wanted to yell "how do you think I am after you kick me out and then don't call." but she said, "I'm Okay. I'm staying at my mother's right now. I've talked to Jeanette and will be staying there for a couple of days."
"That's good. I'm sorry I haven't called. I have been busy at work they have been having some overtime."
She thought he must have heard some of her anger in her voice for he went on to say, "I know I should have called. We do need to talk. I'm glad you told me where to find you."
They talked a moment longer but she ran out of things to say and obviously he did too for after a moment of silence he said, "I need to let you get back to doing what you were doing."
She wanted to get mad and to tell him to decide but all she said was "I love you."
He said, "I know." then they hung up.
She called again three days later.
Again he said "Hello Brittany" in a gentle sounding tone as soon as he answered.
"Hi Jon, I called to tell you that I'm going to be spending the night at Jonna's but I will probably have to go elsewhere after work. I'm working more hours now."
"Uh, yeah."
There was silence again and then they talked about a couple of movies that had just started showing.
"I'm thinking about going back to Jane's even though I have to sleep on the couch there."
"She is a good friend."
"Yes she is."
After another silence, "There's a new club opening soon."
"Yes I've heard of it"
A pause then she gave him her cell phone number. Obviously he had it but she wanted to make sure he didn't forget.
"Thank you... And you don't have worry about your cell phone charges. Its still on the same account as mine."
Again they ran out of things to say so they each said bye and hung up. She said she loved him again as they ended the conversation.
She sat there feeling confused. It had been obvious he hadn't been thinking about their relationship as he promised. But he had said her cell phone was still part of his; that meant something. She got up frustrated, wondering if he still loved her. She was starting to think this was the end after all; maybe she should get on with her life. Get a full time job and her own place, go out. That last thought almost brought her to tears. She didn't want to date anyone else.
One night some of her friends came by and took her out, trying to cheer her up. They went to a new club and sat, drinking. They told her she needed to forget Jon, he obviously had forgotten her or he would have called by now. Jane was one of the few voices that said he would decide soon. It wasn't like him to break a promise or to forget his love for her.
She went out a week later again and this time a handsome guy named Rob, came by the table to ask some of the girls to dance. Most did dance with him and when it was her turn they encouraged her to have some fun, all she had to do was dance. She did and it was fun, somewhat fun that is. She didn't enjoy it as much as with Jon but Rob was a good dancer and he knew how to talk to a woman. Afterwards, she sat down and he went on to the next friend.
What she didn't know was that Jon had walked into the Club, while she was dancing with Rob. He had decided he needed to get out and the new club sounded like a place to check out. He walked and was shocked to see Brittany there, and even more shocked that she was dancing with a guy. He watched them together wondering if she was out on a date with the guy. He was relieved when she went back to her table and he saw that the guy was taking turns dancing with each of the friends sitting together. He thought about approaching Brittany but decided that he had something to consider so he left and went home. He had been not thinking about Brittany on purpose because it was painful but as he realized a lot of time had gone by and he better make a decision now or he could lose her by default even if she wasn't dating currently, she would eventually if he didn't communicate with her.
Once back home he started pacing as he thought. He had never paced before and wondered why anyone would but he had excess energy. He couldn't sit still so he paced. He thought about him and Brittany. Everything had been so simple until he got that DVD of her bachelorette party. Now it was almost like he doubted everything she said. He knew she had told the truth about what happened with Steve but that didn't help. He still felt like she was right on the verge of cheating.
There had been that swim party they had gone to, a couple of weeks after the attempted or partial seduction by Steve. He had been getting ready to leave work when his boss told him something had come up, somebody hadn't been there to fix a machine, so Jon had to work on it. He didn't know that much about it but he and another worker each knew something about it. They had been able to fix it but it had made him late to the party. He had called Brittany telling her he was going to be late and may not get there at all. She was angry because it was supposed to be a night for them and she had a new swimsuit to show him. He rushed home, changed and hurried to the party.
Once there he didn't see Brittany, Susan had come by and mentioned she had seen Brittany, drinking more than usual and flirting with a couple of hunks who were there alone. It looked like more than just fun flirting to her. And she mentioned that some couples were going around to one side of the house for some privacy, for there were some benches set among some larger bushes. Jon had left her but had thought about it and decided to go to that side since he still hadn't seen Brittany. He saw her just as he turned the corner of the house. There she was with her arms around another man, a nice looking hunk but as he she saw him, she got a very shocked look on her face. She had pulled back from the guy and her bikini top had come off. It was new with no straps around her neck or shoulders so just the back strap held it up. Her expression turned angry and after grabbing her falling top she tried to slap the guy. The guy stepped back out of her reach. It was obvious the guy had untied it, but not whether she hadn't wanted him to. Later Jon wondered if the shocked look was produced when she realized it was untied, or when she saw Jon standing there while she was allowing some guy to undo her top. The anger and slapping attempt could have been faked.
Jon hated thinking those type of thoughts but it fit with her earlier anger at him, her drinking that night and what Susan had said about the flirting. He wanted to believe her, especially since something strange was going on. It was almost like someone or something was trying to get her to cheat. He shook his head thinking he had better talk to her though. He had promised to decide and even though it hurt to think about it he should.
The next morning Jon called her cell phone number. He had heard from Jane that Brittany was staying with another one of her friends, Lisa. That friend had two extra rooms and didn't mind sharing one especially when Brittany was paying some of the rent. Brittany was able to pay for her own food, gas with a little for rent and some fun.
It was early but she should be up to get ready for work, since it was one of her early work days. It took her a little while but she finally answered the phone. She was very surprised that it was Jon, but at the same time he got the impression that she didn't want to talk right then. He said he would call back later and that it was important. When he hung up though he wondered if he really would call back for he had heard a male voice mumbling something in the background. "Maybe she had taken that guy home after all or for that matter had gone home with him. That would explain her reluctance to talk right then and why it took so long for her to answer," he thought. He sighed not knowing what to think. "To be fair it could have been one of her roommate's guys but how would I find out for sure? If I ask when I call her back it might get her angry especially if it was her roommate's guy." Thinking about all this was giving Jon a headache, so he put it out of his mind and went to work.
The next day, early in the morning he woke with a start. He jerked upright with the dream he had been having still in his mind. The dream had been about something he had forgotten about. He felt like slapping himself on the forehead, "how could I forget that detail?" It changed his thinking and what he was feeling. All those weeks that he had wasted. If he had thought about it he would have made a decision sooner, instead of waiting so long because he was afraid. Now if it wasn't too late. If that was a guy with Brittany the other morning, he would deal with that when he found out for sure. Now though he had to find her and to tell her what how he felt and to apologize. Even if it was too late he needed to do that. He had a very uneasy feeling, he had to find her and talk to her. Maybe it wasn't too late now but it would be soon.
