Chap.1. Daytime
"Bridge night tonight?" she asked while they were seated at the table eating a late breakfast.
"Right, and I forgot to tell you, we're playing here. It's hot in the city and the guys thought it might be cooler out here. They also want to see the camp," he answered curtly.
"Well thanks for telling me now. I was planning to go downtown with you tonight to visit my sister. I thought I'd also just briefly check up on the kids while I was there. Since we rented this place a week and a half ago you've been out three times. I haven't gone anywhere at night since."
"What do you mean by 'check up on the kids'? Megan is nineteen and Paul is seventeen, hardly children anymore. I thought you wanted to rent this camp for a couple of weeks to get away from them for a while. You're always telling me they're driving you up the wall. Anyway, what three times?"
"Count them. Once last week to the union meeting, last Thursday the bridge game and this week, on Monday, you met that insurance man and didn't come back until 11 at night. I know were you went, you went to that strip bar. Those young girls are far more interesting then I am, right, Mr. Macho lover boy?"
"That's not true. I met Ed and we went for a few beers at Jimmy's Bar. That's when we decided to play bridge here this week. "
"Yaa, yaa, as if. Anyway, you spend too much time at that bar after work. Look at you with that big beer belly. But at night, you can't fool me Bob, you go visit those stripper sluts of yours. I know I don't attract you anymore."
"Ah you're a great one to talk, Have you seen yourself in the mirror lately: sagging breasts, bulging belly, flabby upper arms, drooping eyelids, and cellulite here and there, " Bob lashed out cruelly.
"Some people still think I look pretty good for a woman who is thirty nine, but not you. You've stopped looking at me long ago. At least I'm trying to help myself. I stopped smoking for one thing and as a result I put on a few pounds. You're still a slave to that damn cigarette. You know how harmful smoking is but you can't quit. And now I joined that belly dancing class hoping to lose some weight and for something to do. It's good exercise and it's fun. Besides it gets me out of that house where the only thing you can do is sit there watching sport channels all night. But you think it looks silly. No matter what I do it's never good enough. I know you don't love me anymore."
"Please Alice let's not get into that again this morning. I do love you. I don't show it as much as before."
"You never show it anymore, period. Certainly not in bed."
"Shut up with that stuff Alice before I get mad. Let's just drop it. Now for tonight, the guys will be here early so try to get dinner over by six. It only takes thirty minutes to get here from town. It's so hot these days they want to get out of the city. All I'm asking is that we eat early and for you to clean the place before they get here. That's not asking very much is it?"
"Alright, alright Saddam. Your every wish is my command."
"Very funny," he shouted as he slammed the screen door on his way out.
Through the large picture window she watched him go down to the dock where he tinkered with the old 10HP outboard motor.
"Sometimes I think he loves that motor more than me," she sighed to herself.
He was only wearing shorts and sandals. At forty-four he was still a good looking muscular man, although age, a sedentary life, too much booze and good food were changing him physically. Alice noticed he was putting on weight and he definitely had a beer belly.
Getting up to do the breakfast dishes, she thought, "god what a life. I'm nearing forty, my work at Wal-Mart is dull and going nowhere. What else can I expect working in the children's wear department. Bob just got passed over by a younger man for a promotion as a supervisor. He thinks he'll drive bus now till he retires. He's a bitter man right now. He's always tired and depressed. I tried to give him confidence in himself but I've failed. Our sex life is a disaster. He seems to have lost all interest in me. No matter what I do I can't get him aroused. I'm a failure at that too. If I could only lose a few pounds and firm up maybe he'd find me attractive again. If we could only get some excitement back into our life! I'm not ready to throw in the towel yet. I think what I really need is a change. My life has been stagnant recently. I don't know what I need but I need something to give me a reason to enjoy life again.
As she was thinking about all these things, Bob walked in to announce, "I'm going to town hon. I have to get a new solenoid for my motor. Do you need anything?"
"Some munchies: chips, peanuts and, oh yes, some cheese for tonight. We have the crackers."
"Ok. I'll come back as fast as I can."
"I hope so. I don't want to spend all my time alone out here."
After he left she went to the bedroom and pulled out a bag that was hidden in her dresser because she hadn't had the courage to open it before. She pulled out a small box and opened it. Out came two tiny pieces of clothes one could have held in a closed fist. One piece was a bra, the other panties.
"Oh boy! What possessed me to buy this bikini? Well, now that I have it, I might as well try it on."
Slipping off the black wrap she stood naked in front of the mirror. First she tried on the adjustable triangle top that could slide on the underneath string to become smaller or larger. She tied the small strings at the neck and in the back. After she got her breasts adjusted in the cups, she looked at herself. The top was nearly transparent. It revealed clearly her large areolas and nipples. If she wanted to she could bring in the lower part of the triangle to cover less than half the breast making it even more revealing. Next she put on the g-string bottom, which tied at the sides. The back string disappeared in the crevice between her buttocks. The bottom was so teeny and tight that it revealed dark pubic wisps of hair peaking out from the top and sides of the white triangle. It also was so transparent that it revealed a dark patch of hair highlighting her genitalia through the sheer white triangle.
"Wow," was all she could say. It certainly was quite a change from the one-piece matronly swimsuit she had been wearing so far. The tan lines from the suit were clearly visible. Apart from her legs and arms and shoulders there was not much of her body that was tanned.
The sales girl did tell me that it was,' their hottest suit and would definitely attract attention.'
"This number is downright outrageous. Every woman wants to wear something that is totally forbidden, something very personal that makes you feel powerful, sexy, seductive, "she told me
"Is it ever sexy."
She had bought the skimpy swimsuit especially for Bob. Now that they were alone on holidays away from the kids and home, she thought that maybe Bob would relax and start feeling frisky. She really wanted to arouse his libido. Their marriage depended on it because at this rate it was doomed. Just wearing the bikini made her feel sexy. Of course, she had no idea what it would do for Bob.
"I'm not that bad looking," she affirmed with no great conviction." After all I'm 5'8'', I have nice long legs, a good-looking face with blue eyes, large lips and long flowing blonde hair. My boobs are all right even if they do sag a bit. My 36D, 27,37 is acceptable for my height. I'm going to keep the bikini no matter what Bob says. It makes me feel good. I hope it turns him on. We haven't made love for β¦three months at least. The last time he came in five minutes, went to sleep and left me hot and frustrated."
She strutted around some more, while looking at herself in the mirror. Abruptly her hands went to her breasts to adjust the triangles and lingered there when the action was done. She slowly massaged the pendulous globes tracing small circles around her nipples until they grew a little. Her eyes roamed down to her crotch where she could only just see her labia surrounded by darker pubic hair beneath the sheer fabric. Some curly strands extended beyond the fabric but Alice was too lazy to shave them off. The sight of her barely covered nudity excited her. Already she was experiencing satisfaction from the naughtiness of looking at herself in this revealing suit.
"Calm down sweetie make it last."
Then she picked up her tanning lotion, a large towel, a magazine and book she was reading and covering herself with the short floral wrap she strolled outside and down to the dock.
She removed the wrap, rubbed suntan protection on her legs and body before sitting down in the lounge chair with her legs stretched out. The blonde picked up her book and started to read. The book was pretty erotic with a lot of steamy scenes. Unconsciously her free hand was caressing her body. Later she selected the magazine that had a couple of sex-oriented articles. Every so often she would lay the magazine aside to daydream and at the same time to inspect her body. It was glistening with sweat from the heat of the very hot day and with the oil of the lotion. Seeing herself this way quickened her pulse.
The part she was reading was about a woman, who, wanting to spice up her life, had gone to a truck stop with glory holes. A glory hole was a hole cut about fist size through a wall between two stalls in the special restroom. One of the participants, either the male or the female, would stick some fingers through the hole to signal that they were available. Following this gesture, one or the other of the participants would touch or suckle the fingers to indicate that they were also ready. Then, the male would poke his penis through and the female would masturbate and suck it. In the book all the cocks were big and black, thus fulfilling two fantasies at once. If the woman was horny enough she could let the black guy fuck her by placing her ass up against the hole. Alice was completely turned on by this lewd anonymous behaviour. It satisfied a deep urge in her to receive pleasure while giving pleasure. She began to touch herself.
Before anything happened, a boat with two men trolling for fish came in sight. Alice watched them approaching while thinking it might be fun to exhibit herself. When the boat got close enough, on a whim, she quickly removed her top before standing up pretending to adjust the angle of the chair. As she bent over her ass wiggling in the air the men let out long whistles. She turned around to give them a smile and a curtsy. Long after they had passed the dock, she was still standing and they were still gawking. Without putting the top back on, she sat back down her legs shaking. At this point she was so stimulated that she needed to masturbate. She pushed the bikini bottom to one side. Placing her lubricated thumb and forefinger on either side of the prominent clitoris she rolled the flesh back and forth. In no time she felt the surges building up. Suddenly an overpowering release shook her body. Long after the ten or twelve violent tremors had subsided the helpless blonde was still quivering in ecstasy.
Exhausted she closed her eyes and drifted off .At 1 o'clock she put on the bra and the short robe and went into the cottage to eat a light lunch. Shortly after, Bob arrived.
"Did you eat Bob? I can make a sandwich."
"Ok by me. Boy it's hot downtown. We're lucky to be here. I'm going fishing this afternoon."
While he was changing, she thought she would surprise him with her bikini when they went down to the dock.
After lunch, down at the dock, while his back was turned, she removed the wrap and said," Bob you mind rubbing this cream on my back."
"Sure," he answered as he turned to her.
His mouth fell open when he saw her.
"What are you doing in that skimpy outfit? "
"I thought you might like it seeing we're all alone here. Don't you think it makes me look sexy?"