Iâm sure it didnât take me long to get home from Leanneâs house. All I know is that I was all jazzed up with excitement. I could not believe that I had just done what I had set out to do with Leanne. She was more than amazing, and I just knew that I had helped her to deal with a lot of anxiety. On the other hand, I had given her other things to deal with, now.
I sat in my living room, thinking about what had happened and wondering how I could keep things going. I certainly wanted to have continued sexual relations with Leanne, but I also was quite aware of how this may affect Heather. As I thought more about the situation, I came to the conclusion that I needed to come clean with Heather, and hopefully involve her in the whole thing. My thoughts began wandering, giving possibilities to threesome with Heather and Leanne.
I mentioned before that Heather and I are fairly open about sex and that we also have shared fantasies. My concern was whether I could get Heather to fantasize and agree to a threesome with Heather. I almost resolved that it may be better to pull another fast one, only this, my wife Heather may be the one who is caught unaware.
I finally stopped thinking so much about it and began wondering where Heather was. I had been home, after seeing Leanne, for several hours now. Looking at my watch, noting the time to be 6:00pm, I knew Heather should have been home at least an hour ago.
My mind began playing tricks on me. I was worrying about Heather not being home. She said she had that lunch meeting, but other than that, she would have had a normal workday. I wouldnât have worried so much if I were not feeling guilty myself for what I had done with Leanne, earlier. Heather was most likely just running late, and I needed to relax.
As I waited, I found the remote control and began channel surfing. I remembered how Heather was dressed for her meeting and smiled within. I sure had a beautiful wife, and I was lucky to have her. She is the best part of me, and what makes me want to be a good husband. Why am I thinking about all of this? Most likely because I just fucked one of our friends.
I drank a few beers while watching ESPN. The evening wore on, and I fixed myself something to eat. I tried to call Heather on her cell phone, but realized that was not a good plan, when I heard it ring in the other room. She had either forgotten it or left it home on purpose. I called her work number, only to get her voice mail.
Most of the afternoon and evening was spent wondering about Heather, but I was now getting seriously concerned. It was after 10:00pm and I had not heard from her. I didnât want to get crazy with worry, because she would only take it wrong when she would finally get home. I know, because I have put Heather through the same thing before. I guess I now realized some of the pain I may have caused her, when she has to worry about me. Being a diesel mechanic often took me away from home at odd hours and longer workdays. I was lucky to have a couple of days off right now, but having Heather still gone, and getting late at night, had me worried.
The effects of several cans of beer had me ready to pack it in. I decided to have courage, stop worrying about Heather, and go to bed. I stripped down and crawled into bed. Heather and I generally slept in the nude. We just found it more comfortable and free. Besides, we had not had any children, so we truly had the house to ourselves. The bed was comfortable, and I relaxed, smelling the effects of my wifeâs perfume on the sheets. I felt myself drifting off, laying on my back. I had visions from the events of the day, drifting through my head as I fell asleep.
Iâm a light sleeper, and so I heard Heather come into the house. I looked at the clock and it was nearly 1:00am. I couldnât help but wonder, what her excuse would be, for being so late. I resolved in my mind, not to make it a big deal. I love Heather and I couldnât think of anything that would change that fact. I was just glad to hear her, and to know she was now home. I was still half way sleeping as she came into the bedroom. She didnât turn on the bedroom light, just the small nightlight near the bathroom.
She never spoke, and I pretended to be asleep, which was nearly true. I watched my sweet Heather while she undressed, as she was not really looking at me. In the dim light, I could see her lovely figure. She had removed her blouse, shoes and skirt. It was only now, that I realized that the stockings she had on earlier, were not pantyhose, but rather stockings and garter. She usually only wore the stockings and garter for special occasions, all of which would involve me. She removed her bra, freeing her tits. She massaged them gently and briefly. She reached and released the stockings from the garter and slipped all of it off. She now stood naked, only a few feet from me. After a brief pause, and looking my way, she slowly, and quietly, got into bed.
I had the strangest feeling that she may have had quite a day herself. I thought about how she was dressed, and how late she had come home. Heather had slowly slid up next to me. I still acted to be asleep, and I could feel Heather place her arm across my chest. She snuggled her head onto my shoulder, her hair touching my face. I felt very close to her, and yet I could sense that something was different. She did not try to wake me, but held me close. As I drew in each breath, I could smell her perfume, and I began to get aroused. The next sense that I realized was that I could detect the odor of Heatherâs pussy, and I remember that intoxicating smell. I always notice it during heated sex with her.
I think, at that moment, I came to the conclusion that Heather had been with someone sexually. It all added up. The skirt, stockings, garter, high heels, lunch meeting, and then getting home at 1:00am, were all points of interest. The strange thing is that I was more curious and excited than anything else. Knowing what I had done with Leanne, made me feel guilty. If Heather had cheated on me, what could I say? I would be wrong to be angry. Yet, there was a part of me that was jealous. I silently wondered, as we lie there together.
Heather was still very close to me, and she began to softly stroke her fingers around on my stomach and chest. I knew she was wide-awake and her mind was fully engaged. As she caressed my skin, I thought I felt her jerk, or twitch. I then felt it again, and I realized that Heather was quietly crying, although trying to hide it. Now was not the time to lie still and pretend to sleep. I believed she needed me to care and understand something. I gently moved so that I could get my arm around her, and I drew her in even closer. As I did so, she knew I was awake and began sobbing more. I hugged her, but did not say anything. She cocked her head upward and softly said, âIâm so sorryâ, and sobbed openly. I looked over toward Heather and kissed her forehead. I caressed her shoulder and said, âitâll be okâ. âWeâll be okâ. She knew that I knew something, and couldnât control her crying anymore. She tried to start telling me that she had done something bad. I just held her, and told her to calm down. âI know you have been through something, and when youâre ready, you can tell meâ. âI love you with all my heart, and I know you love me tooâ, I said. What ever youâve done, weâll be ok. She buried her face into my shoulder and held me tight.
We stayed like that for nearly half an hour, just caressing each other, not saying any more. I was getting very aroused and I had an erection that was only getting bigger. I moved my caressing fingers all around her shoulder and I turned on my side facing her. With my other hand, I began caressing Heatherâs tits and squeezing them softly. Her nipples were rock-hard, and she was moaning in unison with my hand actions.
Our lips met in a deep passionate kiss. I could faintly taste semen, and I slowly pulled my head back for a moment. Though the room was dim, I could see worry in Heatherâs eyes. She froze, not making a move, and I felt that she was scared of what I had noticed. I had conflicted feelings about it, but I love Heather enough to do the right thing. I felt her tits more and began caressing her side and back, as I kissed her again. I felt her relax and moan into my mouth.
I moved my hand lower, gradually reaching her cunt. For a moment, she held her legs together, saying, âYou donât have to do thisâ. Again, there was worry in her eyes and voice as I nudged her legs open. I did not speak. I merely began to slide my fingers around her clit and up and down her slit. She was very wet, with her own juices, but someone elseâs, as well. I easily slipped two fingers inside Heatherâs cunt. I know what semen feels like, and I was quite aware now, for sure, that someone had fucked my wife, Heather. I was not mad. I was, however, very turned on. I pulled my fingers out of heatherâs pussy, and I brought them up near my nose. She still had that worried look on her face, as I smelled my fingers. I couldnât resist the strange temptation to taste a sample of another manâs sperm. I stuck out my tongue and licked just a bit of one finger, never taking my eyes away from Heatherâs eyes. Even still, I had not said a word, while Heather was obviously concerned. I slowly moved my hand over to Heatherâs lips, touching them with my slick, semen soaked, fingers. At first, she did not react, but I pushed on her lips gently. Heather realized that I meant for her to open her mouth, to take my fingers in. She hesitantly opened her mouth as I slipped the two sticky fingers inside. I felt her tongue licking and cleaning my fingers, as our eyes were still locked on to each other.
After a moment or two of this, I removed my fingers from her mouth. I could feel her trembling next to me, and I felt for her. I knew she was bearing a burden of guilt. My problem was my own guilt about Leanne, but I decided that now was not the time to bring that up. I continued to softly stroke Heatherâs skin and created goose bumps, as I looked at her.
âDo I know himâ, I asked. âNoâ, was her simple reply. Neither one of us spoke again for some time, as we just held and caressed each other. I could not believe how horny I was. The whole thing had given me a tremendous hard-on. On one hand, I wanted to know what happened. On the other hand, I just wanted Heather to relax and know I loved her. I knew she would tell me if I asked, but I decided to let it go for now. I continued my caressing, and she seemed to relax.