I have now submitted a few stories but the one that generated the most debate and feedback was the one with the least hardcore action in it. So, here's another -- and this has next to no action in it. I even thought of posting it in the Non-Erotic section -- but the story is very much about sex. So, like I said for "Decisions, Decisions" if it's hardcore action you want, move on to the next offering. But if it's a story about feelings and emotions, then I hope you enjoy this one.
As ever, please give me feedback -- both positive and negative (I hope I never stop learning), and I will reply to any emails. Thanks, BW.
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"Madam Chairman, ladies and gentlemen, fellow educationalists."
Stephen looked out to his audience.
Not a bad turnout for day one of a three day conference.
He knew almost two hundred pairs of eyes were looking at him, their owners hanging on his every word -- waiting for him to say something they could praise or something they could jump on, and argue about.
"You don't need me to tell you that bullying takes many forms, and has become part of our everyday lives -- and not only in our schools."
He was off, supremely confident in what he had to say, delivering it with both confidence and style. From the first ten seconds he knew he had them in the palm of his hand.
"I can vividly remember during my second year at secondary school ..."
The fact he spoke from personal experience was one of the things that made Stephen such a compelling speaker. He was so familiar with his topic that he was on autopilot as he spoke. He moved from the rostrum, a caged lion prowling the cage that was the small stage, unable to stop his arms waving, fists clenching and his flashing blue eyes pinning his audience to their seats.
Ah, there's Ted and Freddy from the DfES, and another couple of familiar faces that'll be propping up the bar tonight. Could be quite a good night...
"...but whilst the kind of direct bullying we are all familiar with potentially leads to physical scars, the psychological scars of indirect bullying can be much more damaging in the long term. These scars are typically ...."
Before he moved on to the heart of his talk -- Cyber Bullying, he wanted his audience to examine themselves, to think about the times when they had been involved in indirect, social aggression bullying. At some time almost everyone has been part of a gang or group that had criticised, picked on or gossiped about someone to the point where that individual had become socially isolated. In other words, bullied.
Stephen was speaking more slowly now, a little more than a whisper, forcing his audience to concentrate; to look at him -- to watch his lips. As he spoke his eyes could see the realisation in many of the people watching him. He could see them starting to squirm on their seats, understanding that they had at sometime, in one way or another, been involved in bullying.
As his eyes had roamed the room they had been momentarily dragged back, doing a double take.
Wow, who the hell is she?
Whilst he would never know everyone at these conferences, there is a certain hard core of regulars. She wasn't one of them. As he took a breath between sentences, his mind absorbed and stored the image. Short, blonde, immaculately styled hair. Gold
and was that glint diamond?
earrings with what looked like a matching necklace. White silk blouse unbuttoned just enough to show she was sexy and confident -- but was definitely not a tart. Peach coloured summer two piece business suit -- expensive, tailored, perfect for her colouring. From his vantage point on the low stage, the skirt showed a hint of thigh. Enough to raise the age old question in any man's thoughts -- stockings?
" ... is really no different to indirect bullying. It just gives bullies an extra, and an all pervasive, set of tools to enhance the misery ...."
Stephen was approaching the climax of his talk. The whole timbre of his voice was evangelical. Exhorting his acolytes to examine themselves, make sure they avoided hurting others, no matter how innocent it may seem. But more, encouraging them to be vigilant and to use the tools and techniques he'd mentioned to help remove bullying from our educational establishments and the workplace.
"... So, there you have it. Thank you for your attention, I hope it was an hour of your time well invested, and that you'll put into practice some of the techniques we've discussed to make our schools happier environments -- for us all. Thank you."
The applause was louder and more enthusiastic than most at such conferences. Stephen acknowledged it with polite nods, but stood that bit taller on the stage, with a little boy grin. The chairman officially thanked him, referred to a couple of key points, asked Stephen a pre agreed question to get things going, and then threw the discussion open.
It was lively and the audience's attention stayed focussed throughout. As did Stephen's attention -- on the woman in the peach suit. He was almost having to force himself not to make eye contact. Whenever he did, her shining eyes and glossy lips (not bright and red, but soft and perfectly matched to her outfit), were smiling back at him.
During the coffee break Stephen found himself surrounded by people who had wanted to ask him a question, or get his advice on a particular situation, but had either been too shy or not had the opportunity to do it in the Q and A session. All the time he was answering questions and listening, he was aware that his eyes had minds of their own, as they scanned the room for a peach coloured business suit. If she was around, she was nowhere near him.
As the second session was about to start, the delegates filed their way back to the main conference room, Stephen hung back a little whilst his eyes darted around the crowd to see where she was. With just a handful of people left he was just about to enter the room when she hurried in through one of the other doors. Stephen held the door open, and she flashed him that smile -- that smile that had almost stopped him in his tracks in his talk. She nodded a "thank you" and went in to take her place. Stephen had tried to look at her name badge, but was so self conscious about not wanting to seem to be staring at her breasts that all he'd managed to do was to get the vague shape of the letters and words - a short first name: Ann or Pam? And the surname looked like Pinch.
Stephen sat himself down in a vacant seat near the back. He was leafing through the Conference pack, half paying attention to the next speaker who was talking about bullying with specific reference to special needs children.
Ah, that's what I was looking for!
He slowly worked his way down the delegate sheet, ignoring the men and discarding the women whose names didn't fit.
Bingo! Ann Finch -- Education Consultant. Finch! Now there's a nasty coincidence
.
With an ironic shake of the head, Stephen whipped out his iPhone. Google -- and there she was at the foot of the first page. Stephen hit the link and scanned. Psychology degree, short teaching career, went to do a Masters in Education, stayed on at the University to do a Ph.D.
Bright girl then -- but her eyes had shown that. While he was online Stephen checked his e-mails.
Work, work, work -- Christ I need to get a social life
. It had been
how
many months?
since he and Laura had parted their ways. Well, it had all just spiralled to nothing really. Both had agreed it had been good, and fun, but just not going anywhere. He had seen her a couple of times since -- they'd even had a very memorable roll in the sack -- but it was over. They both knew it, and had no regrets.
Lunch came and went. Stephen had kept a look out for the peach suit with the flashing smile, but Ann was nowhere to be seen. The afternoon saw several workshop sessions, and she was obviously in different breakout groups to those that Stephen was in. At the end of the day's scheduled events Stephen went to his room, and decided on a session in the gym before dinner.
He completed is usual warm up on the bike and did his ten minutes on the rowing machine before moving on to the treadmill. The hotel's gym wasn't too bad, and as Stephen passed five kilometres of a 10k run, he looked up at the big window overlooking the typically small hotel pool. She looked jaw droppingly stunning, so much so that Stephen stumbled on the treadmill, and very nearly lost it. He heard sniggering from the next treadmill and looked over.
"Yeah, she's bloody gorgeous, isn't she?"
Stephen grunted some vaguely agreeing response. His co-runner continued:
"I thought she looked good in that outfit today, but seeing her in a bikini! Bloody Hell!"
Stephen couldn't help but agree. He decided that he'd give the weights a miss, and after he'd done the next 5k, he would instead go for a swim. As he beat out the kilometres, he watched as Ann ticked off lengths of the pool with a degree of ease that would have impressed Mark Spitz. At last the machine beeped, and he slowed down -- not a bad time, but he wouldn't be troubling any elite athletes. He changed into his swimming gear, showered off the sweat and tried to look casual as he entered the pool area. The surface of the pool was a sheet of smooth glass. There were no swimmers to disturb its surface -- especially no swimmers of the blonde, bikini clad variety.
Bugger, why did I bother with that last 5k?
Stephen almost reluctantly disturbed the sleeping pool and did a few lethargic lengths before getting out -- still mad at himself for missing an opportunity.
Stephen was late down to dinner. He glanced round the bar -- the DfES crowd were nowhere to be seen, but neither was Ann. He walked into the restaurant and looked round -- a few groups he recognised, but no-one he knew that well.
Ah well, looks like you're dining alone
. He told waitress there would be just him, and she found him a table by the window.
"I hope you're going to eat properly after all that running today."
Stephen looked up from the menu to see those eyes smiling at him as they seemed to have done all day. Before he could respond, she gestured to the chair opposite:
"May I?"
Stephen stood up and said that of course she could join him. He smiled at her:
"I think I'm not the only one who's worked up an appetite. You pounded out a fair few lengths in the pool."
"Hmm, anyone would think we've been spying on each other."
Her eyes and smile were saying "Yes, I know you've been looking for me all day".
God, are women really that good at reading us or are we just crap at hiding it? Or maybe she's saying that because she knows that every man at the conference had noticed her. Whatever, the game's up!
As she sat down, he looked at her. She was obviously one of those people that would look great dressed in a sack tied with string. Her third outfit of the day (if you could call that bikini an outfit) was a plain white shirt and jeans that had been sprayed on. She wore the same gold and diamond earrings and necklace that she'd worn earlier. But Stephen's heart sank when he noticed the other items of jewellery -- a simple solitary diamond engagement ring and equally simple gold band. So, she's married.
It wouldn't be the first married woman you've shared a bed with
. But Stephen knew that downstream was all complications, guilt and heavy decisions.
They talked fitness, swimming, gym and dancing.
"Though I don't get much opportunity for that these days", she said, with a rather sad, faraway look in her eyes. When Stephen asked why, she just shrugged.
"I bet that's because your husband keeps you tied up at home. I know I would."
