This is more of a vanilla cuckquean story than i usual do. There are still minor themes of femsub, and anal.
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Cathy and Erin had been best friends since they'd first met as toddlers, though they could not be more different if they tried. Cathy liked rock and roll, Erin liked classical. Cathy was a long haired blond with something between a motherly, and hourglass figure. Erin had a well rounded education, long and thin features, and short black hair that sometimes hid her glasses. Cathy had fiery amber eyes and a playful grin. Erin had cool blue eyes with an awkward chuckle when she responded, "No, not really, No."
"What?" Cathy was astounded, "Still a virgin!"
"Shush!" Erin tried to silence her. Some eyes from another table wondered over. "It's no big deal!"
"You're thirty years old!" Cathy loudly whispered. "What's the holdup?"
Erin knew Cathy would be like this. She wouldn't have admitted it if not for the drinks, she should probably stop. "I haven't found the right guy yet, I guess."
"I know you want kids." Cathy gave her a look. "From the way you saw mine."
"Your twins are so cute!" Erin agreed. "But I can wait."
"Time is a wasting. You wont be young forever." Erin knew that. "You want someone like Todd?"
What kind of question was that? "Todd is pretty great." Erin agreed. "If he has any twins please tell me."
Cathy sighed.
"What?" Erin asked.
"Nothing, just-" Cathy shook her head. "I've had too many drinks. I'm getting crazy."
"Well, you know how I like crazy."
"You really don't though."
"Well I like hearing about it."
Cathy laughed and traced a finger around the rim of her wine glass, "Right, well, Todd and I were jokeing about you the other day. You know, He was saying he didn't know why you were single because you're so cute."
"Dangerous thing to say to his wife."
"I know what he meant." She smiled, "Anyways, we were having laugh so I said to Todd, you know, I love you, and we've been together for so long, so if you wanted to have Erin as a wife for a night, I wouldn't be opposed to that."
Erin's eyes widened, "What did he say?"
"He laughed." She shrugged. "I don't think he knew what to say."
"I wouldn't either." Erin chuckled. "That's a hell of a loyalty test Cathy."
"It wasn't really. Er, I mean, kind of. Actually." Cathy started look anxious again. "Yes. Yes it was." She laughed. "Let's talk about something else."
Erin knew she was hiding something. And she knew exactly how to make her say it.
A few more drinks and jokes later she returned to the subject. Cathy continued, "I mean, like," She was quite drunk now, "I love you Erin. I love you so much!"
"I love you too." Erin chuckled. Cathy was an opinionated drunk.
"And I love Todd too!" She continued. "And I love my kids! And I just want everybody to be happy!"
"It's not like it's your responsibility or anything." Erin said.
"And I know you love Todd, and Todd loves you, and if you had kids with Todd, I'd love them too!"
"That's. um, Thank you?" Where was Cathy going with this?
"And you know, it sounds weird. I know it sounds weird. Because it is weird. But, like, I see you as family, you know." Erin let her rant, "And it hurts when you hurt. And I just want to see Todd fuck your brains out." She blinked and burst out into laughter, "Shit! I said it!" She giggled at herself, "Oh boy I'm a weirdo!" She snorted. "Oh, wow," She blinked a few times. "Oh, I don't feel so good."
"Me neither." Erin stared at her friend wide eyed. She hadn't had much more to drink but she was feeling lightheaded too. "You, you want to see what now?" Erin imagined the scene with a blush.
"You heard me!" She swayed in her seat, "I've imagined it for years! At first I thought it was just me being jealous, you know, like, you were better than me just because your fucking smart, and I'm fucking dumb as bricks. But then I realized how horny I was when I pretended he was bending you over instead of me. When I imagined Todd was fucking your pussy instead of mine. And I came. I came hard. It was fucking hot. And it scared me shitless. And I thought, like, maybe it would be better, you know? Maybe he deserves a brainy, smart, quirky girl and don't a dumb bimbo like me, and my brain knows it."
"Cathy, you aren't dumb."
"You graduated and I didn't!" she pointed, "And you're pretty. Not as pretty as me. Well, you know, a different kind of pretty. I'm like a monster tit, fat ass, it hurts to jog kind of pretty. You're more of a slender, long legs, tomboy pretty. And Todd might like that. And I always thought we'd do everything together Erin! You and me against the world baby! And then I got married, and I moved out of your place, and I didn't see you around and I knew I shouldn't feel lonely cause I'm married to the guy I love but I did! I felt really lonely cause you weren't there! And I thought, you know, maybe you could live with us! And I wouldn't have to do all this wife stuff alone! But that's stupid. I'm stupid!" She rested her head on the table. "Stupid. Stupid. Dumb!" She rolled her forehead on the wood. "Why is sex so hard?"
"You aren't stupid!" Erin shook her. "I mean," Erin searched her own feelings. "I felt a little lonely without you too. And I know we can't do everything together. But it's not that weird that you-" She stopped. "And you're asleep." She sighed. Cathy was drooling and unconscious. "Great. Probably wont remember any of this either. Perfect."
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Erin thought about Todd. She'd never thought about Todd like this before. In fact, she wasn't even used to thinking about sex like this before. Masturbation was not common for her. She was usually too busy and it made her too sad afterwards. She looked at her naked body in the mirror. She knew she wasn't very pretty. She reminded herself of an insect. Big eyes, thin arms and legs, and a nose that was too pointy for her likeing. She winced at her tits. They looked too pointy too. She had short black hair, and as she looked at her naked form in the mirror she reignited her old envy of Cathy's curves. All through school Cathy told her she'd grow into them, but even now at thirty she had two pathetic pear sized beasts. Her ass was average, at least. But since she was a bit taller than average it wasn't anything special.
There was nothing obviously wrong with her, she supposed. But she wasn't sexy. Not like Cathy. She squatted down and felt like her body was folding like a contortionist. Compared to Cathy, she felt like a skeleton with skin. She knew it wasn't that bad, but being around her for so long didn't help. She felt like her limbs were too long, especially her legs. She wasn't unhealthy. She was just slender.
But then she remembered Cathy's words. She said Erin was pretty. She tried to see herself differently. She'd never considered that she'd be a part of anyone's sexual fantasy. Now she saw herself as Elf-like, or angelic. The thought made her smile. She stood and went to one of her bathroom drawers under the sink. It had been a gag gift years ago, but now Erin could think of little else. Without her glasses she couldn't read the labels, but she knew exactly where and what it was.
With comically absurd jokes and adds and disclaimers that it was merely a model, Erin took a look at the dildo she received on her twenty fifth birthday. It was still in the box. She gulped and tore it open. She had considered doing this before, but never had the guts. Suddenly she was curious to feel what the real thing might be like. She had thought for so long she wouldn't have a chance with anyone, so why bother getting her hopes up? But now?
It was bigger than she thought it would be. There was a suction cup attached to the base. She couldn't help but giggle as it wobbled around. The real things weren't like that were they? It was see through and scarlet colored. She found her mouth watering and swallowed down her drool. Maybe that's where she should start? With her mouth? It that something Cathy fantasized about?
It was so strange, thinking about Cathy like that. She didn't have a crush on her or anything, and she was pretty sure Cathy was strait as an arrow. But somehow she felt a strong urge to satisfy her. Not a sexual urge though. More of a duty. She wasn't sure how she felt about that. But still she continued to fulfill that duty. Did Cathy want her to go down on Todd? Is that something she thought about? Erin had known Todd for a while too. Was this something he wanted?
Cathy went to her shower stall and closed the glass door. She turned on the water. She took a few deep breaths in the warmth before kneeling down and securing the dildo to the glass door. Now that it was hanging just above her face it was even more imposing. She sighed and made sure it was all slick with water before putting the tip in her mouth. It didn't turn her on as much as she thought it would. It was really just awkward. She couldn't fit most of it in before it was uncomfortable. It didn't feel right. She only really knew about sex from biology text books. Maybe it would be different with a real one? Maybe Todd's was smaller? She tried another minute or two before abandoning it. The taste was plastic and the action was mundane and tiring on her neck.
Cathy probably used her breasts. Erin pinched her nipples and pulled anxiously. If she squeezed them together hard she had some cleavage, but not enough to fit a dick between. She could rub the sides if she really tried. She looked around for something else to lube the cock. There was some skin care lotion with coconut oil in it. It wouldn't be the first time she had used it for naughty reasons. She took some and applied it to the dildo. Some washed down to the floor and made the ground slick. She applied it to her chest as well and then tried to surround the cock on the wall, rising up on her knees and pressing against it hard enough to barely bring her tits in cold contact with the shower door. Her breastbone massaged the shaft, but her breasts had a hard time going round like they should. She gave up after the cock flopped out two or three times. The whole experience just made her feel pathetic and desperate.
