Shy Wife Learns Again
This is the second story in this fictional series with characters who are not real and events which did not happen. The first story was the setup for this one which I really saw as the first story when I considered this story line. This series will be shorter and lighter than the cruise series.
Obviously, Ben and Ann love each other. Let's see what Ben's new plan is......
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It has been over a year since Ben and Ann's vacation to the Canary Islands. He has thought a thousand times about the events which took place there. Some of his thoughts excite and fascinate him others alarm and distress him. His fantasies, most people have them, have played into his thoughts too.
Ben was glad when Ann had drawn the line and not let the husbands put sunscreen on the other's wife's breasts. He loved Ann and wanted her all to himself. He wanted her to learn to love herself as much as he did. He wanted her to see herself as beautiful and lovely and deserving of being loved. He didn't want to turn her into a slut.
On the other hand, he had to admit to himself how exciting it was and how turned on he got watching Tom and Jill looking at his wife's tits. He remembered rubbing sunscreen into Ann's breasts on the beach with others watching too. He also remembered the stiff hardon he had because of it and how Ann almost had an orgasm while he did it. He thought about the hot sex they had continuing even after they had returned home.
He had daydreams of watching Tom caressing his wife's tits envisioning the way she might push her erect nipples into his fingers and moan. He remembered her story of masturbating in the water with Jill and daydreamed about watching Tom's face as he watched Ann with her bottoms down to her ankles shoving three fingers deep into her sopping pussy as she pulled her nipple. In some of his daydreams, Tom even kneeled in front of Ann replacing her fingers with his active tongue. It occurred to him, he almost never had any thoughts of him doing anything with Jill or even watching her while Tom watched Ann.
These thoughts alarmed and distressed Ben; he loved his wife. How could he possibly want these things? They had come away from that vacation still knowing they each loved each other and wanted to stay together more than they wanted anything else. If he let anything like that happen, let alone encouraged it, would she still believe he loved her and cherished her?
Ben remembered how excited his wife was wearing the two piece suit for the first time in public and then more excited after going braless in the restaurant. Even that excitement escalated going topless on the beach and in the water and being touched in public. But, it had not been enough to keep Ann's head clear on how lovely and sexy and deserving she is. She was back to deflecting his compliments with self abusing insults. Her appearance and dress had slipped as if it was a self fulfilling destination statement.
What to do; what to do? He is torn on all sides with no clear idea of the best thing to do. He knows what he wants; his lovely sexy beautiful wife knowing she is desirable and being confident in herself to give herself to him with the excitement they had those nights on their vacation.
If he got them involved with a new couple or new man, they might have an agenda for it all to go way too far and do things Ben and Ann didn't want and couldn't tolerate. If it was someone they could trust, it would have to be someone they knew and he didn't want anything on-going or anything which might mess up their future relationships. He can't come up with an answer which gets what he wants without serious repercussions.
The answer came almost by accident on his next business trip back east to corporate headquarters. As the head of production for his company, Ben sends production reports and reports of immediate and long- term production estimates based on orders and sales in the pipeline to Joe Martin, basically the corporate equivalent of Ben. Twice a year Joe comes to the plant to audit Ben's processes and Ben travels back to corporate whenever Joe summons him. They have worked well together for over 15 years and have become friends as well as associates.
Back at corporate after a long day of sharing reports and working on the next annual production plan, Joe invited Ben to dinner and drinks after at the premier restaurant in the five-star hotel where Ben was staying. It was after dinner with the two men sitting in a quiet corner of the lounge each sipping his favorite drink.
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Ben, your work is great; hell it's always great. I wish the other production managers were as easy to work with as you are. But, something's wrong; you seemed to be distracted all day. Are you OK, is there something at home? Is everything OK between you and your wife? What is it man; whatever it is, it's dragging you down.
I don't know what to say Joe. It's terribly personal; something I don't feel I can share with anyone. But, I don't know what to do about it. If it ever gets out or gets around the company, it will cause irreparable damage to me professionally and my marriage.
Ben, you are good man and a friend; you know I am a man of my word. Whatever you tell me here in confidence will never be repeated to anyone. You mentioned your marriage, is your wife leaving you or seeing someone else?
No, just the opposite; Ann loves me dearly but she doesn't believe I or anyone else should love her. She thinks she is old, fat, and ugly. She dresses herself in dowdy clothes and makes little effort with her makeup in a self-sabotaging way of trying to prove she is right. Whenever I compliment her she puts herself down.
Now Ben, I've met your wife a couple of times over the years. She is attractive. Have you considered you might be doing something which makes her feel this way?
I have thought about it; No, I don't think so. I think it comes from her mother telling her she wasn't beautiful and would never deserve to be loved by a man because there was nothing special about her. I – well we – did some things on one of our last vacations. I thought they helped some but it didn't last and now she is back pretty much like she was before. When we were first married, I thought she would eventually just get over it; but the last 10 years or so has been so frustrating for me. It hurts me so much to see her treat herself this way and to know what she doesn't let us have together as a couple because of it. I love her so dearly and wish there was just something I could do to help her and have it stay permanent.
You say you guys did something which seemed to help. Just what did you do?
Oh God, I can't believe I'm telling you this. I think I need another drink. (After signaling the waiter and waiting quietly for his drink, he took a long swallow and let out a big sigh.) We went on vacation to a great resort in the Canary Islands. The first day there she wore her frumpy one piece swimsuit so I bought her a two piece suit. It was modest but she almost freaked out over it. I stayed calm and just kept reassuring her and let her choose. Two days later, she decided to wear it and it excited her even so she didn't want to admit it. Her attitude toward herself was great and the sex was good.
Then after several days, we met this other couple. They acted so innocent but looking back on it, I don't think so. This guy's wife gets Ann to go braless to dinner in the restaurant that evening and his wife does too. Having him and his wife look at her when she felt she was being naughty excited her too even more than wearing the swim suit. Hell, it excited me too; a lot more than looking at his wife.
The next day, his wife talked Ann into going topless on the beach. I was shocked and surprised at the same time. I mean, it was something I wanted; but I could see what she was doing and I didn't like where it looked like they were trying to take us. The next step was his wife getting her to put sunscreen on her breasts with everyone watching; then, came her getting Ann to let me put sunscreen on her breasts with everyone watching.
I have to tell you, I was playing along with all this because it was like a dream come true for me. I was excited as hell and I could see Ann was too. She almost had an orgasm while I was touching her as she watched everyone watching us. It was when his wife tried to get Ann to let her husband play with her tits it all went to hell. Even though there was no way in hell I was going to let that happen, I let Ann handle it. She told them no and goodbye and we left.
That took a lot of courage to let her decide that way; what if she had said, "Great, let's do it?"
That was something I needed to know; if she wanted to go any further with them. Everything we had done up that point had both of us more and more excited. I knew where my limit was but I needed to know where hers was. I was so proud of her; she is a good woman and a great wife.
So, what do you want and what do you think it will take to get it?
I have thought about that a lot and I know both of those answers. The sixty four dollar question is how to make it so. Ann is a wonderful beautiful maturing woman. She sees herself as old, fat, and ugly when she isn't any of those things. She doesn't believe she deserves to be loved and believes I deserve better than her. She says her breasts are old, flabby, and small. They are lovely, soft and radiant. My wife is lovely and has every right to expect to be loved and know she deserves it. When she smiles, she is drop dead gorgeous. I want her to know these things about herself and be confident enough in herself she can accept my compliments and my love. I want her to dress and act like that. I want her to anticipate being loved and being made love to so she can give herself to it and joy in it in the exciting way she did when were on vacation.
