I met Joan in a chat room. I don't remember why I went there, maybe I was just bored. I was just noodling around on my PC when I ended up in a BDSM chat room. I was watching the repartee' going on and all of it seemed so childish. A few subs and some wannabe Doms; then one name caught my eye. The screen name was 'curious mom' and she was not taking part in the discussion. On a lark, I clicked on her name and typed,
"What are you curious about?"
I received no response.
"Come on. I have seen you here for the part 15 minutes and you never joined the conversation. What are you curious about Mom?"
Again no response. Then finally a reply.
"Domination and submission."
"Which; top or bottom?"
"Which is what?"
"A top is a Dominant personality and a bottom is a submissive one."
"Oh, I see."
"Which are you curious about?"
Again no response.
"Do you want me to guess what you are curious about?"
Again no response
"I think you are curious about submission."
No response
"This doesn't seem to be much of a discussion, so I will just leave you being curious."
"No, wait, ........submission."
"You want to know what submission entails? If you might be a submissive?"
"Yes."
"It means to give up control of yourself to another, not only your body, but your mind and your free will. To obey your Dominant, be it a man or a woman and to dedicate your life to his or her satisfaction."
"Sexual satisfaction?"
"In everything, but sex is a very important part of it."
"Oh."
"Your pussy is wet now, isn't it?"
No response.
"ISN'T IT?"
"Yes."
"Your nipples are stiff, aren't they?"
"Yes."
"You would like to touch your self now, rub your nipples or clit. Maybe masturbate?"
"Yes."
"Well I don't want you to. I want you think about what happened here today and I will meet you here again tomorrow at the same time. Goodbye."
With that I signed off and left the chat room.
The next day I was back at the same time and she was there, waiting, not taking part in the discussion.
I opened with,
"Did you touch yourself?"
"No, you told me not to."
"Good girl. Now you see I have some measure of control over you. How does it feel?"
"I don't know. Good I guess. No responsibility on my part."
"Are you home alone?"
"Yes, the kids are in school."
"Get naked."
"What?"
"You heard me. Take off your clothes."
No response.
"WELL?"
"I'm naked now."
"How do you feel?"
"I don't know. Funny, exposed."
"Turned on, wet?"
"Yes."
"I want you to feel my hand on top of yours. Moving it to your nipple. Open palm rubbing your tit and your nipple. Feel the tingle go down your belly to your pussy. Don't type, just obey. Feel my hand guide yours down your belly to cover your pussy. Feel how wet you are. Wet your finger inside of you. Move that wet finger to your clit. Now rub that sweet juice on your slit. Faster now. Now cum!"
I waited, then asked,
"How was that?"
She left the room.
The next day I was back but she was not. I came back the next day and there she was, waiting silently.
"I see you are back. Where were you yesterday?"
"I didn't want to do that again. I was afraid to come back. I felt so guilty."
"Why?"
"I am married. I have two children."
"But?"
"I can't stay away. It was too incredible. I never had an orgasm like that with my husband."
"Do you know why?"
"No."
"Because you gave up control of yourself to me. It freed you of your inhibitions because you were obeying me. What you were doing was masturbating because I told you to do so. At the time you didn't feel guilt. I freed you from that and it felt good."
We did some more cyber sex and I got her off another time and she admitted it was just as good as last time and I left her with the promise to meet again on Monday, same time.
Monday came and she was there waiting for me again.
"How was your weekend?"
"Good."
"How do you feel now?"
"Horny, excited."
"You like what's happening to you, don't you."
"Yes."
"We are going to take it to the next level now."
"Oh?"
"It only gets better."
"OK."
"What's your phone number?"
No response.
"If I don't get your number, I am gone."
No response.
"Goodbye."
"Wait."
I waited, then again,
"Goodbye."
"Wait, OK." and she gave me her phone number. "Please don't call me unless we meet here first."
The interesting thing was that she was in the same area code and I was and I knew I could get her address from the reverse directory.
"Of course I won't. I don't want to destroy your marriage but I do want to make you my slave."
"I thought I am a submissive. What's the difference?"
"You will know when it happens."
"What is your name, I can't call you 'curious' or 'mom."
Again a hesitation,
"Just your first name."
"Joan."
We went on to do phone sex and she was totally into it, and truth be told, I was getting off on it too. When she came she was so vocal it was a good thing she was alone. Then on Friday she typed that I couldn't call, one the kids was home from school sick. I said,
"I understand but you have make it up to me. When do you do your marketing?"
"Usually on Saturday with my husband and the kids. But if my son is still sick Harry will have to stay home with him."
"Whether you go with him or not I want you to wear a skirt and blouse and high heels, nothing else."
"No underwear?"
"Nothing else."
"I will feel like I am naked."
"Exactly."
"I don't know if I can do that."
"Look any time you want to stop this, all you have to do is refuse my request and we are finished. My requests are the same as commands and if you don't obey, I will leave you. Is that what you want?"
"No."
"When you get to the market I want you to question the produce manager about which item is firmer and stronger, zucchini, carrots or bananas."
"I don't know if I can do that."
"If you don't do it, don't come back here on Monday."
Monday came and she was in the chat room when I got there.
"Hello Joan, how was you weekend."
"My god, it was incredible."
"What happened?"
"I went to the market just as you told me to and I was so turned on by feeling so naked. I felt like every man that looked at me could tell what slut I was. When I was talking to the produce man I swear I was leaking down my leg. I was so hot that when I got home I sent the kids out to play and I dragged my husband into our bedroom and I fucked him. I never did anything like that before. I was insatiable and he didn't know what hit him. I fucked him in the afternoon and again that night after the kids went to bed and I would have done it again in the morning except that the kids were up before we were."
"Did you like the weekend?"
"I loved it."
"Do you realize what you called yourself?"
"What?"
"A slut."
"I did, didn't I?"
"Yes."
"Then I guess I am."
"Not entirely yet, but soon. Do you know the Starbucks near you on 2nd St?
"Yes."
"Be there at 10am tomorrow. Wear the same clothes you wore to the market Saturday."
"Ohhhh godddddd."
I hung up the phone.
I walked into Starbucks five minutes late and she was there sitting in the back corner watching the door. I looked around and there was one man and two women in the whole place. I knew which one was her the minute I looked at her, she was so nervous. Her face was pretty, not beautiful, I couldn't see much of her figure. I stood in front of her and said,
"Hello Joan."
"Hello...... I don't even know your name."
"Just call me Sir. Try it again."
"Hello Sir."
I sat opposite her, facing the wall and I put a two foot long piece of two inch wide black velvet ribbon on the table in front of her.