Part 3 - Downhill Fast
Chapter 6 - The Talk
Since that night my wife first slept with Emanuel, I started noticing a big change in her. Not only did she start visiting Emanuel more frequently at night, obviously for sex, she also seemed to grow more distant from me. Her behavior around me started to grow more impatient or indifferent. On the one hand I could tell she was concerned about me, but it was like I was becoming a burden or liability. This didn't stop me from trying to connect with her. I couldn't willingly let go of my treasure.
The elephant in the room was her relationship with him. I was also very interested in knowing more, so it was a natural subject for me to bring up. In the past she'd been willing to discuss her affairs. I was curious to know more about her relationship with Emanuel. So, one night we were getting ready for bed, and I took the opportunity to break the ice.
"What's it like, Jo? I noticed you haven't mentioned it much."
"What? With Emanuel?"
"Yes."
"It's great. He's a great lover."
"What makes him great?"
"He knows how to dominate me. How to make me feel like a woman."
"So he's got a big cock, right?"
"Yes, very big. But it's more than that. He tells me what to do, and it satisfies me to please him."
"Do you let him fuck you anywhere?"
"Why all the questions?! What's the matter with you?"
"My love, I'm sorry, I didn't mean to rile you. We used to talk about your sexual escapades in much greater detail. I'm unable to please you sexually, and it brings me some happiness to hear you talk about your experiences. You're my life, and I care so much about you."
"I'm just not sure I'm comfortable talking about it. It makes you sound like some sort of pervert."
Her words stabbed me deeply.
"Jo, I am just trying to understand your joy. I want to share it with you since I'm unable to give it to you personally."
I let it sink in a little. Then I continued.
"You know I admire Emanuel, right? I'm not gay, and I don't get off on him using my wife for his own sexual conquests. But I envy him, and I admire the effect he has on you. I want to be him, to be the one that dominates you, brings you to the edge, invades your dreams."
"Just stop! I think you need to cut it out. I think maybe what you need to do is live your own life."
I could see the wheels turning in her head. I was only making matters worse as I tried to say the right things that were clearly the wrong things in her mind.
"I m thinking it might be time for a divorce. I care about you so much, and I value you as a business partner, but as I watch you fail to cope with our new reality, it also makes me sad, and I wonder if both of us wouldn't be much better off apart. Can you say otherwise?"
I was facing away from Jo, tears streaming down my face. She's suggesting that we say goodbye indefinitely. Immediately my heart was breaking in two. I couldn't imagine life without my Jo. She was everything to me. Literally everything. Without her I'd be lost and without purpose.
Rather than answer her question directly, I just responded with, "I couldn't say, my angel. I couldn't say."
Chapter 7 - Emanuel Hosts Some Business Associates
Around six months into our relationship with Emanuel, he hosted an exclusive gathering with his top four business associates at a small retreat at an exclusive resort in the mountains. I was one of only a handful of guests given I was the creative talent that enabled his businesses to achieve next level results.
It was nice to get out of the city and away from all my frustrations. It let me get a little more personal time with Emanuel away from Fabio. I looked forward to some long nights of hot sex where he would use me as he chose. I growingly wanted to be kept by him, to please him whenever he needed. This trip I hoped would give me more of what I lacked in this department.
When we got to the resort, our group was mainly just Emanuel, me, and the four executives. Maura had arranged everything but she stayed back in Accra. When we got there it was afternoon. We all had drinks on the patio deck overlooking the valley below. Later we all had dinner as Emanuel wanted to celebrate with his guests and thank them formally for the strong partnership they had cemented. He included he hoped that this weekend trip would further cement their relationship.
After all retired, Emanuel invited me to his room. He locked the door and then we passionately made love, his tongue exploring my mouth, his cock first invading my mouth with wanton abandon, desperately seeking to enter all the way but settling for the area near my epiglottis, then probing ever so deeply inside of my sex, bringing me that relief that it seemed only he was truly capable of bringing. I must have cum twice as he fucked me good, deep, and hard. His smooth, thick cock met little resistance as I gave myself to him again, his hand holding my ass upward to better receive the full length of his monster.
After he'd split me in half completely and filled me so deeply with his semen, we lay in each other's arms, talking about anything and nothing. Eventually Emanuel got on the topic of how important the meeting was to him. In this scope, I remember feeling so proud that he should choose me to be here for it.
"Jo, I'm glad you are here. It is important to me that you be here to share this moment with my business partners, some of whom I've known since I was a child."
"I'm grateful to be here," I responded. "I love you, Emanuel."
"Jo, there's something I want you to do for me tomorrow. Can I count on you?"
"Yes, Emanuel, anything."
"Good."
"What is it?" What do you want me to do?"
"Let's just wait until tomorrow. I promise it will be exciting."
The next day we all took a small outing around the mountain. Some of the men weren't too physically fit or had a bad knee such that hiking around wasn't very feasible. We were mainly limited to the roads, anywhere the ATVs could go. Emanuel had me ride with him.
We got to a hot spring that was tucked away in a small valley away from others. It seemed everyone had been there before. The men reminisced about the old days when they used to come here, just the boys.
"I didnt know they had a hot spring here. Fun!" I exclaimed, trying to sound excited. The rub was we hadn't brought swim suits.
"Yes, we used to come here as boys, most of us. We still like to take a dip now and then, reliving the old days," Emanuel said.
"Honey, I don't think we brought the right clothes," I chastised playfully.
"That's okay, Darling," he started. "We're all adults. We don't need bathing suits."