It might be helpful for you to read Files #11 and #20 before you read this one since this picks up where those left off.
When Michael had rushed me out of the restaurant to the parking lot and ravaged my body, we both felt the heat of Valentines Day like never before. What we did in the passion of the moment as he bent me over our car made Cupid blush. It was absolutely amazing.
Yet, embedded in that experience was the undeniable reality that Michael did not know that those pictures were of me, my body. The next day, as I reckoned with the fact the he was turned on by pictures that he mistakenly believed were sent to him from a secret admirer, I realized I had a problem.
Of course, thanks to my dear friend Jen, the problem of his lustful eye fantasizing over that anonymous, naked body was only half my problem. The fact that after I first realized that Michael did not know it was me in the pics and I had continued the charade, well, that eliminated any possible claim I could make to being purely an innocent victim.
No, I had listened to that little devil whispering in my ear and wandered down the slippery slope. Then, when I invited Jen to join the game, I basically had relinquished control.
The facts were both disturbing and provocative. Michael, my dear hubby, was engaged in a series of naughty email exchanges with me, although he had no idea it was me. Then, I doubled-down and not only allowed Jen to coach me on a plan that might have made things hotter, but it also gave her a front row seat to what was happening.
Although I had long ago come to trust Michael, I was not a fool. I knew he had a roving eye whenever a pair of breasts were nearby. I also knew that he had a naughty mind, although he had never embarrassed me. But this email exchange had migrated from fun and naughty to birthing perhaps a small sense of insecurity.
Of course, Jen could hardly wait to hear about what had happened at the restaurant. Wednesday morning, the day after Valentines Day, she was sitting on my couch, sipping her coffee as she pumped me for information.
After giving her more details than I wanted to but far less than what she wanted to hear, I shifted gears from revelation to introspection. "Jen, I think I have a problem here."
"Ah Kathleen, just like you to worry about something that is so full of fun!"
I shook my head and said, "Fun yes. But Jen, have I created a monster?" My eyes beaded into focus at her as I echoed, "Have WE created a monster?"
Jen laughed heartily. "If you want to define 'monster' as a husband who loves you dearly and unknowingly craves your body more than he realizes and treats you to some of the hottest fucking a wife could ever hope for, well then, yeah, I am happy to take credit for that!"
I chuckled, Jen's gift of helping me see the fun side of things in full bloom yet again. I hesitated, the words 'yeah but' ready to be spoken. Jen knew me all too well and could seemingly read my mind.
"What Kathleen? What are you worried about?"
"Well" I stammered, "there is this little deal of my husband thinking he is emailing with a woman who is sending him naked, sexy pictures."
Jen laughed that contagious laugh yet again. "Well, isn't he?"
"Oh Jen, you know what I mean! He thinks it is somebody else."
Jen's sharp mind was pensive for all of half a second before she replied, "Kathleen, he hasn't initiated any of the email contacts. He only responds."
"How do you know that?" Jen's mocking sneer reminded me that I had given her the password to my email account so she could serve as my proxy during our naughty Valentines Day plan. She had complete access to all the emails. She knew as much as I knew. "Oh yeah, you are in on it, aren't you?" I smiled at my oversight.
Jen took another sip of her coffee and then spoke in a calculated tone, alerting me that her mind was plotting once again. "You know, Kathleen, there might be a way to leverage things in your favor AND quail your fears."
"I don't know if I want to hear this" I groused. Jen just giggled. So did the little devil perched on my shoulder.
"Well, if you would rather just stew in your funk, fine by me."
I took the bait. "Okay. So what's your idea?"
"Well, what if this mystery woman, mystery to him of course, got a little too wild or demanding for his taste? What if this mystery woman spooked him enough to get him to cut things off. That would put an end to it. Would that make you happy?"
I pondered the concept. Although I was edgy about the fact that Michael was lusting for a naked body he did not know was mine, I was not entirely ready to completely forfeit the potential fun such naughty email play had provided. The little devil perched on my shoulder whispered in my ear,
Ask her. You know you want to.
I heaved a big sigh. "What do you have in mind?"
That's all Jen needed. She was addicted to adventure. I knew that. Getting her involved in this was a risk. But she was such a good friend who I could trust. Perhaps too smart for her own good, she was also a master game player. I was glad that she was on my side!
"Do you trust me?" she asked.
"Of course" I nervously replied. This was the woman who I had allowed access to more of my personal life than anyone else. I had allowed her to slip behind the veil of my sex life. Just 24 hours earlier I had posed naked for her as she took pictures of me! Of course I trusted her ~ I
HAD
to.
"Okay then" she said, "this is the plan." Again, not unlike the day before when she had concocted that amazing plan for Valentines Day, she chirped like a sparrow at sunrise as she laid out how we were going to take things to the "next level." It was genius if it worked. It was devious whether it worked or not.
Handing over my secret email account to her was one thing. But now I was complicit with allowing her to use that account to worm her way into our sex life. It was odd, but it made perfect sense to me. If her plan worked out, and I had confidence that it would, Michael would once again take me to levels of orgasmic pleasure I dreamed about even as he cut-off contact with whoever he thought was on the other end of the emails. It was definitely a win-win scenario!
That evening, after dinner, Michael & I were in the family room watching TV. I sent Jen a quick text that read, "READY".
Moments later I heard Michael's phone alert him to an email. I acted normal. He sat across the room from me, which allowed me to pretend I was watching TV. In fact, I was studying him. I smiled inwardly as I watched him shift in his chair to discreetly assure that I would not be able to see the screen of his phone as he flipped his finger across it. Emails about work were not uncommon in the evenings, but there was no doubt it was an email from Jen.