Note: This story is the thirty-fifth episode in a series entitled "April's Story". If you have not read the previous thirty-four episodes of this series, I encourage you do so before beginning this chapter.
This is a dominant wife humiliates submissive husband story. That is the kind of story I write. If you do not enjoy these types of stories, I strongly recommend that you look for something else to read.
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We went to bed just after eleven. It had been a long day, I was tired. I should have fallen asleep immediately, but I didn't. I couldn't get Carl out of my mind. Actually it would be more accurate to say that I couldn't get Carl's cock out of my mind.
As I lay in bed next to Mark, I kept thinking about how wonderful it felt to have Carl's huge penis pumping in and out of my cunt. I'd forgotten just how much I loved to fuck. Now that I remembered, I knew that I wanted to do it again and again.
I started to think about how I could make this happen. Motels were expensive. Even cheap motels were expensive when you're using them four or five afternoons a week.
I began to consider alternatives.
Fucking Carl at school seemed like a very bad choice. After school, students were everywhere and custodians randomly came in and out of classrooms. Even more important, getting caught would be professionally disastrous. School was not a choice.
I wracked my brain for other possible alternatives. I could only come up with one that was both safe and affordable.
I turned to Mark. "Baby are you awake?'
He rolled over. "Yes, what's on your mind?"
I laughed, "Carl's cock, I can't get it out of my mind. I have to have him again. Mark, I want him to fuck me every day. I'm obsessed with his big beautiful penis."
Mark didn't say anything.
"Baby Carl and I need a safe place to fuck. This is the only place I can think of that works. Mark, I want to bring Carl to our house so we can fuck in this bed."
Mark was silent for a long time. Finally he said; "If that's what you want, I really can't stop you can I?"
He rolled over so he was facing away from me. As he lay there, I was fairly certain I heard him crying.
I put my hand on his shoulder. "Baby, what's the matter?"
Mark rolled over again so he was facing me. "That shouldn't be too hard to figure out. I'm jealous. You have a new man. I'm worried that you won't need me anymore."
I stared at my husband for a moment and then I snapped at him.. "Get used to it pussyboy, you're a cuck. Jealousy is going to be part of your life. Now quit whimpering and go to sleep. I want some quiet while I dream about my lover."
As soon as I said it I knew it was a cruel thing to say; but at the moment I was too focused on Carl to care.
Mark turned away from me again. He was silent.
I callously fell asleep dreaming of Carl Mason's cock.
The next morning I overslept. I panicked when I woke up and saw the time. I didn't want to be late for work so I raced around the house in a tizzy combing my hair, putting on my makeup and getting dressed. Mark was a sweetheart and handed me a piece of toast and a cup of coffee as I rushed out the door. I was in such a hurry that I forgot to kiss him goodbye.
As I drove to work I had a chance to calm down just a little and started thinking about the events of the last twenty-four hours.
Suddenly I felt awful when I remembered what I'd said to Mark as we fell asleep last night. I didn't know how I could have possibly been so cruel. Mark was a wonderful husband. I loved him, I would always love him. All he wanted last night was a little reassurance and I didn't give it to him.
I was overcome with guilt. I felt even worse when I realized that I'd just rushed out of the house without bothering to kiss him goodbye.
I pulled my car in the faculty lot. As I parked, I decided that I would call Mark during my preparation period and apologize.
When I walked into school my thoughts turned to Carl. I couldn't wait to see him.
I quickly went to my classroom, locked my purse in my file cabinet and made sure my lessons were ready for the day.
As soon as I was certain that everything was in place I looked at the clock. There was still fifteen minutes before school started. I just had time to run over to Carl's room and say good morning.
Carl was sitting at his desk when I walked into his classroom.
"Good morning Mr. Mason."
He looked up and smiled.
I walked over to his desk. I was about to kiss Carl's cheek when I noticed a picture sitting in front of him. It was a photo of two very cute little blond haired girls. They were sitting together on a porch swing. The girl on the right was maybe two or three. The girl on the left was a little older. She was probably four or five. They were dressed in matching white party dresses and they both had a pink ribbon in their hair.
I stopped and looked at Carl. "Who are these cute little girls?"
Carl beamed at me. "Those are my daughters. The little one is Katie; she just had her third birthday. The older one is Becky; she'll be five next month.
I was speechless. I'd never even considered the possibility that Carl might have children.
I needed time to think. I quickly stammered out, "I have to get to class." And then I turned and started to walk out of the room.
Carl stood up. "April is everything okay?"
I turned back to Carl, "No everything isn't okay. You have two little girls."
Carl shrugged. "What difference does that make?"
"Carl, it makes all the difference in the world. I couldn't live with myself if I was responsible for breaking up your family."
"April, that won't happen."
"How can you be sure of that? What if one of your wife's friends sees us go into a motel together? What if we get sloppy and you go home with my lipstick on your collar?"
I shook my head. "No Carl, this game we play can't involve children." I stared at him. "We can continue to be friends, but we can't be lovers. You have a family that needs you. I won't do anything that might separate you from them."
I turned and walked out of the room. I was on the verge of tears. I went to my room, students were coming into class.
I sat down at my desk and buried my face in my hands. This morning on my way to work I realized that I'd been cruel and thoughtless to my wonderful husband. Now I'd just found out that I was a potential home wrecker. I wanted to cry. I was a horrible person.
The bell to start first hour rang.
I looked up, thirty-four teenagers were staring at me. Ponce, Danny, Lorraine, Helen, Morris, Jessica, my father and most of all Mark had all taught me to be strong. I wasn't going to disappoint them now. I had a job to do and I had to do it. I would just have to deal my problems later.
I swallowed hard and stood up. "Everyone take out your literature books and open them to page seventeen."
At lunch time Carl came to my room to try to talk to me.
I refused to see him. I wasn't angry with Carl, I just knew that we didn't have anything to discuss. I also didn't trust myself. Part of me wanted to keep getting together with Carl. I didn't dare risk letting him talk me into doing something I'd later regret.
I was relieved when the final bell rang to end the school day. I quickly laid out my lesson plans for the next day and went home.
I hadn't called Mark. I was afraid I would start crying while we talked on the telephone.
It was 3:30 when I got home. Mark wasn't due home until 5:00. I tried to keep busy, but the time still past slowly. No matter how much I tried, I couldn't stop thinking about the awful things I'd done in the last twenty-four hours. As I thought about them, I started to get sadder and sadder.
By the time I heard Mark's key in the lock I was on the verge of tears. When Mark walked into the house I was sitting on the couch staring at the floor.
Mark stopped and studied me for a moment. Finally he said, "April, what's the matter?"
I looked at him and said, "Do you hate me?"
"Of course not, I could never hate you."
"Mark, I am so sorry I was mean to you when we fell asleep last night. All you wanted from me was some reassurance that I still loved you and I was too wrapped up in myself to give it to you."
I stood up, walked over to Mark and put my arms around him. "Baby I love you more than any other man in the entire world and I will always love you more than any man in the entire world."
Mark smiled. "April, it's nice to hear you say that, but I know it. I knew it last night."
He sighed. "Last night was a new experience for me. It was the first time you've ever come home after a date with another man. I was trying to figure out how to cope with it. I had to remember that one of the many reasons you're cuckolding me is to cause me some pain."
He laughed. "We both know you're a sadist and we both know I'm a masochist. When I started whining last night, telling me to quit whimpering and learn to live with my jealousy was the perfect response."
He kissed my cheek. "Is everything okay now?"
I slowly shook my head, "No, everything is still awful."
Mark took my hand and led me to the couch.
"Let's sit down." Once we were seated Mark smiled and said, "Tell me everything."
I started talking. I told Mark about Carl's daughters. I revealed my fears about becoming a home wrecker. I described how I broke off my relationship with Carl and refused to talk to him at lunch.