This is not a story in which the characters get what they deserve. Nor is it a good vs. evil morality tale. If that's what you seek, you'll be better served elsewhere. It's a story about people (of the fictional kind: I made them up, so they don't act like you or me), and the wonderful and terrible things they sometimes do for and to each other. And of course, love and sex. My thanks to stev2244, who kindly "beta-read" and pointed out places where I had attempted subtlety and achieved only confusion.
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Next weekend, I will go away and sin. I will cheat on my husband. This will be neither an accident, nor a one-time 'mistake.' I will take everything I promised my husband would be his alone, and give it away, freely and repeatedly, to another man, for an entire weekend.
My husband has already agreed to it. He has agreed that there will be no recriminations, no revenge, no quid pro quo, and no questions, ever. For those three days (yes, I'm taking Friday, too), it will be as if I don't exist for him. He certainly won't exist for me. He will not know where I have been, nor whom I have been with. All he will ever know, is that I will spend the weekend having sex with another man. I know that I will deny that man nothing, and I know he will take everything I have. By Sunday night, there will remain nothing of me that is private between me and my husband. Then I will return home and resume my role as his faithful wife. That day will be our fifth wedding anniversary.
My husband is starting to wish he hadn't agreed to this, as he sees how much it excites me. I don't think I've ever anticipated anything this much in my entire adult life, including my wedding. At first I tried to hide how much I was looking forward to this – I don't want to hurt him, after all – but he's smart and observant, and figured it out anyway, so what the hell. He did ask if, after I came back, he could see me in some of the lingerie I bought for my trip. It is far more brazen than anything I wear for him. "Oh, honey," I said, "by then, it will all be in tatters, and I'll have thrown it away." You see, Brandon – the man I am going to be with – always had a thing for ripping girls' clothes off them, and I intend to give him plenty of opportunity.
I've been completely faithful to my husband since the day we married. OK, perhaps not completely, if you count deep kisses, very dirty dancing, and being thoroughly groped all over, sometimes under my clothes. None of which was against my will, by the way, and quite a bit of it at my invitation. But for five years, his has been the only cock inside my body. It's not that I lack opportunity. I'm 27; only 5'5", but with long slim legs; 34C-21-32, and I don't dress to hide it. I work in a brokers' office, so I dress professionally, but my colleagues (male and female) as well as our clients know pretty well what I have to offer. They've almost all tried to get some of it, and several of them have succeeded to a greater or lesser degree, but no one but my husband has landed the big prize. That will change next weekend.
NEXT FRIDAY MORNING.
I am dressing to go to Brandon. He was my first, back in high school, and still ranks as my best. A couple of months ago, I got an e-mail from him out of the blue. It seems he too had moved away from our home town, was about an hour and a half away, and had gotten my e-mail address from a classmate who was one of our clients. His offer to 'work me in' on a weekend told me he was still his old, cock-sure self. My drooling pussy didn't care; it was ready for him to work me in, or work himself into me, however and whenever he deigned to do so. I used the next few weeks to manipulate my husband into agreeing to this. Now it is time. I will do this.
I am quivering all over, shaking so badly I can barely manage to pull on the almost-trashy, too-expensive bra and panties that I bought to wear for him. My husband is watching me, his hurt plain in his eyes.
"It might be easier if you didn't look, sweetie," I tell him. He shakes his head and continues to watch, as I smooth the thigh high stockings, which I know will be a laddered mess by noon, onto my freshly-shaven legs.
"Remember, the weekend has started, and you don't exist for me until Monday morning." He says nothing, but he looks like I just slapped him.
"So I shouldn't even be letting you watch. But I guess you can look if you want to – but you can't touch." I slip my arms into the soft silk blouse, button it, then unbutton it down to the button between my nipples. When I lean forward to pull on my skirt, I know the blouse gapes open and my husband can see, and see through, the whorish little bra that I'm wearing for another man.
I know he's still hoping that I'll change my mind. Last night after dinner, he made this little speech to me.
"I know you're looking at this as a sort of weekend out of time," he said, "a weekend that won't really have existed after it's over. You think it won't matter, and you will come back and everything will be just like it was before. You think it's just about the sex. It's not. You've already started to change. You won't be the same when you come back, and neither will I. You will have shown yourself that you can turn off your love for me, just like a faucet, and once you do that the first time, it's inevitable that you'll do it again. You'll be hit on at work by someone you like, or an important client will want you, and you'll think, why shouldn't you give him what you gave away this weekend?" He stopped to collect himself.
"I know I agreed to this, and I'll keep my word. I won't leave you over it; I won't try to get back at you; I'll never bring it up again after you get back. But I give you my word of honor, I believe it will be the undoing of us. Please don't do this to us."
The poor dear meant every word, I'm sure. But it was too late. It had been too late from the moment Brandon e-mailed me. All the rest – the agreement and everything – was merely to insure there wouldn't be trouble later. For me, that is. He was right, though, I could feel myself changing. His concerns would have gone to my heart as recently as a couple of weeks ago, but now they just seemed pathetic. I almost snickered as I imagined him holding up two fingers and saying "Scouts honor" at the end of his plea. But I do love him – really I do – so I tried to ease his mind.
"You know you're the only man I love," I said. It was almost like reassuring a child. "You don't have anything to worry about, you'll see. Monday morning, I'll be here drinking the coffee you made for me, just as usual, and we'll pick up right where we left off."
I could see he wasn't convinced, so I reassured him the best way I knew how. "I know what's the matter with you," I almost smirked. "You won't be getting any for three days, and it makes you sad." Come to think of it, three days is longer than we'd ever gone without sex since we married. I walked over to him and ran my hands through his hair and pressed my boob against his arm.
"Come to the bedroom and I'll make you forget all about it."
Actually, he made me forget all about it, and for a good long time, too. Please don't think my husband is some sort of pencil-dick, or inadequate in the bedroom, or anything like that. He's a master at listening, and last night he listened to my body as if he were inside my head or something. He somehow knew everything I wanted just a split second before I did, and by the time I realized I wanted it, he was doing it. He's brilliant at taking my so-called non-erogenous zones and using them to set me on fire. I was burning with it before he came near my pussy. When he did, I was already so wide-open I swear I could feel the breeze on my inner lips. He almost waited too long to actually penetrate me: I was nearly comatose from the pleasure when he finally entered me. But he played my nipples just like I like, and that got me going again, and we galloped together to the finish.
My husband doesn't fuck, he makes love, and last night he was exquisite. He was a master. Every part of me right down to my toes felt loved, cherished, and satisfied. But as I lay in his arms, just before I fell asleep, it was Brandon's arrogant face, not my husband's loving one, that flashed across my vision. My nipples tightened and my pussy began to throb, in spite of the loving I had just received. My husband had taken his best shot – and a fine shot it was, too – but he had lost.
I finish dressing, check myself in the mirror, and pick up my small suitcase. (Lingerie doesn't take much room.) My husband approaches me for a hug and kiss goodbye, but I stop him.
"It's the weekend, remember?" Now he really does look pathetic, nothing like the masterful lover of last night – or the masterful fucker I will give myself to today. That makes it easy for me to turn my back on him and walk out the door, a smile on my face, a spring in my step, and an extra swing in my hips. If I had known then... but then one never does, does one?