I still wasn't sure how far I would dare take this liaison, but as we entered the elevator alone, and the doors closed behind us, I stepped in a kissed Gabriel enthusiastically, raising my left knee and wrapping my leg around him. My short dress rode up, so when he grasped my ass, I could feel his strong smooth hands against my skin. My lack of underwear becoming apparent to him.
"I think the person that stood you up has made a terrible mistake," he joked.
We were still kissing at we entered the hotel room, but I had just enough self-control to disengage and lock myself in the bathroom, "to prepare".
If you don't stop me, I am going to do this.
I am so proud of you. I want this as much as you do.
If this is a test, or an ill-judged game of chicken, you are making a mistake.
No mistake and no games. I want this for you, for me and for us. No recriminations.
I love you, and nothing will ever change that.
I feel the same.
Three minutes later, I opened the bathroom door wearing nothing but my hold-up stockings and my new high heels.
With the exception of the occasional sauna visit or trip to a nude beach, Mark is the only man I have been naked in front of since we have been married. It was disconcerting, but I felt more confident and empowered than vulnerable. Gabriel was still fully dressed in his elegant suit and the disparity in our nudity was strangely arousing. Undressing first gave me a sense of power and dominance. I was taking the lead; the seductress, and the control was mine.
The look of wonder and appreciation in Gabriel's eyes added greatly to my excitement as I walked purposefully toward him. He began to remove his jacket, but I gently prevented him doing so. I would undress him when I was ready, but I wanted to feel his hands on my naked body first.
We excitedly kissed as he ran his hands up and down my back, his fingertips edging closer to my ass as he tentatively tested my enthusiasm for each new touch. Despite the confidence of my actions, it was almost as if he could sense that this was outside my comfort zone and was going to take things slowly. I was naked and vulnerable, in a hotel room with a stranger for the first time in many years, but he made me feel safe and respected. He whispered flattering words and reassurances to me constantly.
We continued to kiss deeply, which felt strangely more intimate than the hands caressing and squeezing my bottom. The intimacy made me feel a little uneasy, even guilty, and I turned to face away from Gabriel, allowing him to kiss my neck and eventually fondle my breasts. I could feel his erect penis through his trousers and gently gyrated my hips and pushed my ass into his crotch. In return, he slowly slid one hand across my stomach, only stopping as his fingers reached my pubic hair.
The gentle stranger stroked my pubis and teased my inner thighs but avoided contacting my vulva or clitoris. My arousal grew and my body began to softly tremble as I anticipated the inevitable touch. I could see myself in a mirror and was captivated by the sight of my naked body and the unfamiliar dressed stranger whose hands were on my breast and pussy.
My body was now craving more intimate contact and my hips were softly pushing my vulva toward his playful fingers. Sensing my exasperation, he began to stroke and tease my pussy, only brushing my clit with the lightest of contact at first until I became accustomed to his touch, and then the contact became my vigorous and targeted. The touch, together with the continuing fondling of my breasts and kisses to my neck, was exquisite and I quickly felt my body tense as I approached orgasm. The intensity caused my legs to become unsteady, and my body convulsed so violently that Gabriel had to support my weight with one arm as he continued to stimulate my clitoris until I loudly and uncontrollably shuddered to climax.
I was genuinely overcome by the force of the orgasm and the physical and emotional release that I experienced, but Gabriel remained considerate of my needs and gently lifted me onto the bed where I took a moment to catch my breath and allow my head to stop spinning.
I was still shaking as Gabriel began to kiss my legs, progressing from my feet to my claves, the backs of my knees and then my thighs. The prospect of this stranger placing his lips and tongue on my pussy felt more intimate and personal than just his hands, and I was briefly paralyzed by a sense of vulnerability and the enormity of what I was doing. Would my relationship with Mark ever be the same, would he become resentful and mistrusting of me, and would I ever forgive myself? It was hard to imagine that he would ever trust me again or even look at me the same.
Perhaps it wasn't too late to stop it. Both Mark and I would look back on this misadventure and blame the wine but be comforted that even in the face of the most extreme temptation, I chose our relationship.
Or maybe it was too late to put the genie back in the bottle. I don't think I could forgive Mark if the situation was reversed, even if he hadn't progressed as far as Gabriel and I already had. Would my infidelity be any easier for either of us to reconcile if I stopped now?
Gabriel was kissing and stroking my inner thighs as I made my decision, spreading my legs as widely and provocatively as I could manage, shamelessly signaling my desire and offering Gabriel an invitation that he enthusiastically accepted.
I could use Mark's insistence that I should do this as justification for my choice, perhaps point to my years of faithfulness, or even pretend the rules are different in Paris, but my choice was purely selfish and self-serving. I didn't want to stop. I wanted to continue to feel this excitement, the unfamiliar touch and sensations, the reminiscence of my life before Mark, but above all, I wanted to be this woman whose only concern was her own pleasure and satisfaction without consideration for the consequences.
Any sense of guilt was fleeting, replaced by the thrill of Gabriel's delicate and attentive focus on my pleasure. I lost track of time and of the number of orgasms I enjoyed as each delightful moment merged into a single exhilarating experience. He seemed only interested in my gratification, tireless in the pursuit of my enjoyment. In one brief moment, where clarity and confusion were clouded in my mind, I did wonder if his generous dedication to my pleasure would ever end or if we would spend eternity in this moment of carnal ecstasy.
It was my desire to feel Gabriel inside me that eventually gave me the determination to disengage and turn my attention to finally undressing the extraordinary man before me.
I wanted to tear off his clothes, but found the self-control to wait until we were both standing beside the bed again before slowly remove his jacket and then unbuttoning his shirt, both of which I discarded on the floor. Gabriel's shoulders and arms were muscular and toned, as was his powerful chest and taut stomach that tapered to a narrow waist.
I kissed his chest, playfully bit his erect nipples and licked his impressively defined abs. It had been so many years since I had been this intimate with anyone other than Mark that I became fascinated with this stranger's unfamiliar body. I explored every bulge, fold and detail by eye and then with my fingers, lips and tongue. For the first time since I opened the bathroom door, revealing my naked body and intentions, I felt nervous. Would Gabriel take as much pleasure from my touch as I had his? Had I forgotten how to pleasure any man other than my husband?
I moved behind him, exploring his broad back and kissing his cologne scented neck. From behind, I reached around, unclasped his belt, undid his trousers and reached into his shorts. Somehow, it was less daunting to engage his cock without a direct view or eye contac. He was flatteringly erect and felt unusually large in my hand. I slowly slipped his trousers and underwear down, as he kicked off his shoes, falling to my knees so that I could kiss his muscular buttocks as I did. His ass was like a perfectly ripe peach, and I was unable to resist taking a bite.
I took my time to enjoy his gorgeous bottom, unhurried in my study, but his penis was equally deserving of my attention and I was intrigued to experience my first unfamiliar cock in so many years.
Gabriel turned slowly around until I was facing his groin which was, given my position kneeling on the floor, directly in my eye line. To my embarrassment, the sight of an unfamiliar penis up close for the first time in so many years required me to stifle a giggle, but I don't think Gabriel noticed.
It wasn't wildly different to Mark's cock, but the novelty meant that Gabriel's seemed exotic and foreign. The differences, despite being minor, were intriguing, and I carefully studied the length and girth, as well as the variation in curve and color. I just hoped he would appreciate the same touches and techniques that I had honed pleasuring Mark, but I resolved in my own mind to suck his beautiful cock for my pleasure, not his, and hope my enthusiasm and enjoyment would provide Gabriel the satisfying experience I was eager to give him.
I gently cupped his hairless balls, kissing and stroking his thick penis, before wrapping my moist lips around his bulbous gland. He moaned enthusiastically as I looked up and locked eyes with him, inching further down his shaft until my face was pressed against his stomach and I could smell the pleasant muskiness of his trimmed pubic hair. I sucked and tongued his handsome cock, closing my eyes as I fellated him more vigorously. I took great satisfaction from his obvious enjoyment, encouraging myself to suck deeper and faster as I sensed the tension building through his body.
To my surprise, he withdrew sharply from my mouth to prevent himself cumming.
"It's ok," I insisted. "You don't need to stop."
"I want to be inside you first," he gently pleaded.
I was just as excited to go further, but while I had been going down on Gabriel, an experience I found hugely enjoyable, I had managed to put Mark completely out of mind. The prospect of having this stranger inside me filled me again with angst, and part of me briefly wished he had finished in my mouth. I don't think either Mark or I would consider my actions tonight to be any less significant had we refrained from intercourse, but it was another symbolic boundary that I was about to cross.
Being face to face would have felt too intimate, too personal, so I turned my back on Gabriel, and positioned myself on the bed in all fours. My face was buried in a pillow as he took hold of my hips and slowly, very deliberately, penetrated my eager pussy.