Dear Reader,
This probably works better if you start on the first chapter but if you prefer to just carry on then good luck to you. Thanks to everyone for their patience. I haven't always been that quick at keeping the new chapters coming. Its time to end this story.
John
"I never want to see you again," declared Anna. "I want this to be the last time we have sex and I want you to stay away from me."
"But......." I tried to say something however she just interrupted me.
"We both know this is wrong. We both know it could all go badly wrong if other people find out so lets quit while we are ahead." Anna was talking from the head and not the heart. I couldn't disagree with her but as she spoke I realised I didn't want this to end.
"No" I said.
"Sorry John, you better go," were Anna's last words as she carried on straightening her clothes. I stared at her pussy as she pulled her dress back down over her legs. It was to be a final image of our relationship. I had seen it so many times but on this occasion, her freshly fucked swollen lips created a lasting impression on me. I said nothing back to her but instead just stared as she carried on adjusting her clothing. I stared at her tits while Anna made sure her clothes were straight. I wanted to touch them but they were as out of bounds at that moment as they had been before our affair had started. I sighed a deep sigh and left the car without speaking.
That was it. It was the end of an exhilarating roller coaster ride. I should have been happy. Any young man would kill to experience the times with Anna that I had experienced but I wasn't happy. I was actually feeling something I had never felt before. Heartbreak. I considered going to see Lisa but didn't. It was Anna I wanted. The whole Lisa thing had turned me into someone I didn't like. I was trying to have my cake and eat it. Greedy, immature, selfish are all words you could use to describe what I had become. It's taken me a while to realise this but I can see looking back that I had changed.
I started out as an inexperienced teenager and ended up in an affair with Anna and then her sister and only really thinking about myself. I thought I was sex on legs the way these women gave themselves to me but I never stopped to think about their feelings or the consequences of what we were doing. Just because I had strong feelings for Anna, didn't justify the fact we were fucking in secret behind everyone's back. I paid no mind to her husband, even though he had left her for a time.
I wish I could hear her side of it. I'd like to know her honest opinion and what she was feeling. Of course no one planned for any of it to happen. You just go into these things and take one step at a time. . I never expected to end up with Anna and that's what happened. She went back to her husband and I sulked.
For a few months I really let it get to me. I kept working in my job but Lisa and Anna both stayed away and I heard very little. Gina and I even dated a couple of times. We went back to her place both times and had sex but she wasn't right for me. As stupid as it sounds, I was comparing every girl I met with Anna. Even young girls in their late teens or early twenties would be compared to a woman over twice their age.
I am sure the amateur physiatrists out there will speculate how Anna appealed to me cause she was a mother figure or because it was a relationship without any need for commitment. That may all be the case but I think the sex had a lot to do with it. When Anna and I fucked it was special. I especially liked to fuck her from behind after she confessed a preference to being taken that way during the first sauna incident. I also loved to have her take my hard cock in her hand and rub her clit and lips with it. She would close her eyes and retreat in a world of pure lust that was completely her own.
That all happened over ten years ago. I eventually moved out of town, got married, had a couple of kids and then divorced. The reason I am telling you this is because today I had a phone call. It was from Anna. She wants to meet with me tonight. I don't know what about, she wouldn't talk on the phone. I am driving to a restaurant in a hotel that is half way between where we both live. All she would say is that it's important and that if I meant anything to her all those years ago then I would show up.
I have to add that I currently live with someone. A very understanding woman who is three years older than me who I got together with just over 8 months ago.. We are serious but not too serious as we are both divorced and only want the good things that a relationship can provide. We don't expect each other to be perfect and we don't offer perfection in return. It's a sort of balance that we both (at least I hope its both of us) feel comfortable with. We have sex more than when we were both married and I think that appeals to both of us. I am not telling my partner where I am going tonight. Only that I will be away for the night.
Tomorrow I will complete this story and let you know what the outcome is of my meeting tonight. I just want to say thanks for reading all the chapters. I have enjoyed recalling and retelling the story of my affair with Anna and however tonight goes, I hope there are no regrets on anyone's part and no lasting damage.
Wish me luck. I don't have many expectations but I am sort of prepared for all possibilities. What if I see her and fancy her like mad? What if she looks old and unattractive? What if she wants me again? What if she has some news like I fathered a child? What if she wants to tell me she is single? What if she has a terminal illness? What if its something else I can't even imagine? Time will tell. I will be back tomorrow to give you all the details dear reader.
Ok. I'm back. I met Anna last night. Let me take you through the whole evening and you can make of it what you will.
I got to the Four Seasons Hotel at about 7pm. I checked in and went up to my room in plenty of time for my prearranged meeting with Anna in the hotel restaurant at 7.30pm. At about 7.20pm I had just stepped out of the shower and there was a knock at the door. I checked through the peep hole on the hotel door and saw Anna standing there. I opened the door wearing just a white towel round my waist and held the door open with a smile.
She smiled back but was surprised to see me undressed. "I can come back," she said. I laughed at the suggestion and joked about not showing her anything she hasn't seen before. Anna stepped in and I took her coat.
She looked good. Time has been kind to her and she has probably only aged a year or two in the ten since we last saw each other. I guessed she must be early fifties now but she looked 10 years younger. Just seeing her set me off. The chemistry kicked in and my cock stirred under the towel.
I am not the young boy I was all those years ago but I am not doing to badly. My early thirties are my prime and I am ageing OK. No beer belly yet and I work out to keep in shape. Anna looked me up and down. I pretty much decided there and then what I wanted but I wanted to hear what she had to say before I made a pass at her.
"Do you mind if we talk before we go to eat?" she asked. "What I have to say to you will probably involve a few tears and I would prefer it all to be in private"
"OK" I said showing concern in my voice. I was still checking her out. She was wearing a dress and I couldn't help but wondering if she was wearing underwear underneath the dress. It wasn't obvious if she was and I sort of hoped she wasn't. My eyes were sensitive to her every movement. I felt pure lust and forgot about all other commitments in my life.
I had been waiting to see her for so long I had actually given up. It probably took about 2 years before a day went by that I didn't think about her. Then the marriage and divorce came and went so I pretty much came through those two episodes and somewhere along the way I had let go of my Anna yearnings.
Last night was different though. She was sat on my bed whilst I stood in just a towel. I'm sure my cock was swelling just enough to be obvious through the towel. I looked for signs from Anna to see if she was showing any sexual interest but there were no signs.
"So what's its all about?" I asked.
"It's a long story, but you have a right to know," Anna said all serious. Anna then told me how she had fallen pregnant but before the baby was born, her husband Ken had died. He had a sudden heart attack aged 46 and dropped dead. Friends and family had rallied round to support Anna and help her through the pregnancy. Only Lisa stayed away because she knew there was a good chance Ken wasn't the father. As she told me the story, It suddenly dawned on me that I might be the father.
