Last month I found my husband’s diary. I know that those things seem a little old fashion in today’s e-mail and internet society, but that is one of the things that I’ve always loved about Andy. He is an old fashion guy. At least that’s what I thought until I read his diary. Then I realized how depraved he was, even more shocking, how depraved he wanted me to be.
I knew that I was invading his privacy when I opened the cover, but we had been married for almost two years when I found it. I thought that I knew my Andy’s every dream and desire. I couldn’t have been any farther from reality. Andy’s diary was basically a chronology of our sex life, yet with a very distinctive twist. Not only did it list the dates of each of our sexual experiences, and the experiences themselves, Andy also included how he felt about each. Andy listed exactly which of our positions he liked the most, how he loved it when I sucked his cock, or that he really enjoyed it when we had sex with the risk of being discovered. However, that was only he beginning.
Andy went on to add times when he felt like having sex and what triggered his appetite. Yet, what shocked me the most was how he often mentioned that he would like to see me have sex with other men. Often there was simply a date listed with a location, his note would say that he noticed a certain man noticing me and he would have like to see me have sex with that man. He would include in his notes how he would picture the scene. He would say, “I wish Jenny would have just gone over to the blond guy at the other table and given him a blowjob. We both knew he was staring at her legs.”
I was shocked. My Andrew was a sexual fiend and I didn’t even know it. For the next three days I read his diary over and over trying to memorize every line. I was incredibly horny each of those evenings and jumped right on top of Andy the minute he came home each night. Then, on the fourth day since my discovery, Andy had a new entry in his journal. He wrote of how good the sex had been over the past couple of days, again listing each day with each position. His next entry said how much he loved my ass and wished that I would show it off for him more. That afternoon I ran out to the stores and purchased an outfit for our next time together. I knew that I just couldn’t spring it on him the next day, I didn’t want him to know that I had found his diary. It was Friday, and I decided to wait until Monday to surprise him.
When Monday finally arrived, I was a nervous mess all day. Finally, after noon, I decided that it was time to get ready. I went and took a long hot bath. I shaved my legs and trimmed my pussy so that it made a small little “V” shape (Andy had said that he thought that was sexy in one of his other entries). Next, I put on a pair of thigh high nylons, the kind with a seam that goes up the back, with a matching garter belt. I wore a loose fitting blouse, but the main piece was a new skirt. I had purchased a black vinyl miniskirt, which was not only too small for my 5’2”, 34-23-34 frame, but also included zippers up each side.