"Ripe" is the only way to describe how I feel most of the time, a low-level arousal that's almost constantly with me. I don't always know when my arousal moves from low- to moderate-level, I just know that it's activated by factors beyond my control. I have to allow myself to acknowledge my ripeness, and I love being activated by simple, everyday events.
I allowed my ripeness to swell while at church this morning. I'm single and in my mid-forties. I go to church alone and almost always have friends that sit close to me. This morning, I saw my friends Susan and Christopher a couple pews in front of me, and I was captivated by Susan's small gestures of affection for her husband of 20 years. Like other couples, they sit close to each other, and this morning Susan propped her elbow behind Christopher's head and traced her fingernail along the hairline of his neck. I could feel the electricity from Susan's fingernail. Could Chris be used to this? He's showing no obvious signs of arousal, but I was swelling with the thought of Susan's clear-painted fingernail. What would it feel like on my own neck? The gesture seems almost brazen.
Susan is tall and thin - probably about 5'10 with loose blonde curls. At 45, they're both attractive for their age, yet they have clearly aged. Susan's skin is still healthy and smooth, and she's one of the few women her age willing to show off her legs in a modest knee-length skirt. Her calves are strong and firm. Her waist contrasts nicely with her shapely hips, and her dress today shows off her shape without making her look trampy. She must have had it altered - there's no way that a dress off the rack fits both the hips and the waist that well. Her neckline shows off a little cleavage with the hint of a wrinkle or two developing above her cleavage, and her belt tightens the dress around her tummy to show off the roundness of her breasts. Christopher is about 6 inches taller than Susan with a broad chest and a combined intelligence and confidence that draw me to him. He's been losing his blond hair for years, but he keeps his body in shape.
I can only imagine what Susan must have done to Christopher last night that would make her finger linger on her husband that way. They've been married a long time, yet the spark of desire is clearly present. I imagine that Susan seduced him after dinner. Maybe she came on to him in the car as they were going home. Maybe she traced that fingernail along the inseam of his black slacks while he drove them home from dinner. After all these years of marriage, she knows how to touch him in a way that provides her what she needs. She wanted him aroused; she wanted to see his pants swelling with his own ripeness.
I'll bet his cock is a hidden treasure: not too long but ever so thick. I'll bet she can still arouse him to the point that his cock throbs as the blood rushes through it. I'll bet she can do all of this with her fingernail, that by the time her fingernail makes its way up his inseam, he's already swollen enough to take her. Her light touch on his shaft is probably enough to make him throb. And if her fingernail dances over the fabric that's taut from the head of his cock, I'll bet she can bring him to orgasm.
I've been to Susan and Christopher's house. It's a 1950s split level in a modest neighborhood. The first thing you see as you walk in the front door is a set of stairs. I can imagine how Susan and Christopher have used those stairs, how last night Susan couldn't take any more after spending the drive arousing her husband. I'll bet he placed his hand on the back of her neck and guided her to lean over and place her hands on the stairs. And I know she complied. I know she wanted him to be in control in the same way that she was in control in the car. She needed him to take charge. Susan is the kind of woman who would never go without panties which is what makes the fact that she spent the entire dinner without panties even more arousing for Christopher. He grabbed her waist as she was bent over and rubbed his swollen cock against her bottom. His hands deftly moved her where she needed to be so the angle was suitable for his own pleasure. She loves when he moves her like this. My God, I want a man who will do that for me.