Amy's Almost Kissing Cousin
She came up to me with a new beer for me and drink in hand for herself and asked how I was going. I said I was good and mentioned the nice party and then asked her how she was. She said she was fine but then asked if she could talk to me about something private, if that was okay.
"Yes sure, no problem," I said.
We were at Amy's favourite young cousin's birthday party and his girlfriend Kya was the one talking to me. They'd been together for a couple of years, just before Amy and I got together as a couple and I joined the Chinese family. Amy had known her longer than I had. She was a nice polite girl to talk to and Amy really liked her, and so did her daughter. I thought she was pretty but maybe a bit spoilt. I think she was about 22 years old. A lot younger than Amy.
She started to talk. "You and Amy always look so happy. Amy always looks fulfilled and, in my opinion, has never looked happier since you two got together."
"That's nice to hear, I hope so," I replied.
"It's true, she even told me that herself," Kya said.
"Good, that's even nicer to hear," I replied.
"Even others in the family have said that, and they have come to respect you for what you do to help out amongst the family and they really like that you've made her so much happier. Her happiness reflects within the family." Kya added.
"Is there something you want to talk about." I queried.
"Yes, there is," she said, "but that was just something I wanted to say anyway." I smiled as she continued. "Well, I'm not sure how to start and I might change my mind about talking, so don't be offended if I do. And if you do get offended about anything I say you need to say so and I'll stop."
"No problem, it's your discussion, you're in control and no I won't be at all offended if you want to stop, and I doubt anything you say will offend me" I added.
"That's another reason why Amy loves you, you're so approachable. I don't know who else to talk to, definitely no one in the family, or my girlfriends." I kept quiet, letting her build up courage to carry on. "It's about me and Amy's cousin. I love him a lot, but I don't feel truly happy or satisfied, I feel unfulfilled within our relationship. There's something missing, and I think I know what it is." She paused.
"Are you sure you want to talk about it," I asked just to make sure she was comfortable.
"Yes, I need to, if that's okay with you," she said.
"Okay follow me," I said as I headed off to an area where no one would hear us. Amy looked over and smiled, I blew her a kiss. Kya saw that and said, "That's it, you two guys are so in love it's just so crazy." I waited, looking into her nice dark chocolate Chinese eyes, like Amy's in colour but Amy's eyes were so much more mature and sexier. Although Kya is younger than us, she is very mature and educated enough to know what she wants.
"How do I start," she says, thinking out loud and looking away, trying to focus. "I don't feel fulfilled." I kept looking at her, waiting for her to compose herself, to keep talking. "In bed, I feel there is a spark missing, I feel like I'm not satisfied afterwards, do you know what I mean. I love him, but I don't think he knows how to satisfy me, I feel he's satisfying himself and he thinks that I'm happy about what he does, which is not much. I talk to other girls and some talk about other things they do, even orgasm's, but nothing happens with me, he doesn't really know what to do, and I guess I don't either, and he doesn't like to talk about sex at all."
"Well," I said, "sometimes it can take a while for both of you to get yourselves coordinated, it doesn't happen at the drop of a hat, your young and you have to help each other, and communicate. Don't pretend either, if you are, then that's why he thinks you're happy."
"I did in the beginning, but it's been over two years already and that's the thing, he doesn't want to listen and gets upset when I try to talk about it." I didn't know what to say, whether to say persist with trying to talk to him, get counselling or even separate.
"And there's another thing, I'm a little embarrassed about this, so don't judge me, but I think I might like women," she said straight out. "I think I'd like to try sex with another female."
Oh wow, now I'm really not sure what I should say, so I said. "That's a common fantasy amongst women so you're not alone you know. If you decide you don't want to be with him, then maybe you should try to see what you prefer or maybe you'll end up liking both. Your young enough to try it out now before you commit to each other. The only thing is, if you're with him, it's not likely to happen."
"Exactly." she said, then asked. "Does Amy have those thoughts as well, and talk with you." This is getting deep now, she's confiding in me, so I feel it's only fair to confide in her, a little.
"Well, yes, she does, as well as other things we talk about."
"Wow, really. Has she ever done it with another woman?" she asked.
"I tell you what, I'm going to tell you something you must keep to yourself, okay. Amy would be devastated if anyone one in her family or friends found out." Kya nodded with extreme enthusiasm. I felt I could totally trust Kya, we would have a mutual trust.
So, I continued. "Not long after we first got together, I wanted to know what Amy's fantasies were. We all have them but people tend to deny it and keep it to themselves in case other people think they are weird, but believe me, we all have them, there is no denying that. I thought that once we told each other, and if we were both aligned with some of our fantasies then maybe we could try to turn them into reality. Time runs out quickly if you don't try things you want to do, like you. I wanted to know at least two of hers, and even if she only had one, I asked her to think of another. Anyway, she finally told me even though she was embarrassed. And as a matter of fact, they were the same fantasies as mine, exactly."
"Wow, that's so cool, what were they?"
"Maybe another day I'll tell you all about it, but it wasn't long after, the more we talked about that sort of thing, I also discovered that one of her fantasies was to try with another woman. She wanted three of us to do it, me to be involved for comfort, support, love and security, and of course the fun of doing it. She even said she'd like to watch me with another women. But there was one catch, she didn't want to do anything to the other lady, just wanted the lady to do things to her"
"Wow, that is so cool, and I understand, and did you?" she said.
"Yes, we have a couple of times, and it wasn't a problem for the other ladies either, as I was there to make sure they enjoyed themselves as well. But you know what, I think she will end up doing something to another lady soon."
"Wow, you guys are so....... I love it, you're so exciting and understanding, I wish I could talk to him about that sort of thing. I've tried to start that sort of conversation but he just gets upset and angry and thinks I don't love him, or thinks all I want to do is fuck another man. As you say, we all have them, but even without getting into detail, he said he has no intention or interest in sharing me with anyone else, and that's that, conversation over."
"Well, at least you tried, so what will you do?"
"That's why I wanted to talk to you. I feel more comfortable talking to you, not anyone in the family, and also because I want to ask you something very private. I didn't want Amy to know, but now it wouldn't bother me if she did, after what you've just told me, and what I'm about to ask will be up to you to decide." I waited, fascinated by this discussion.
"Oh god," she said, "I feel so embarrassed. Okay, here I go. I've always liked you and Amy, I love how you two just seem to be so good together and that somehow it turns me on and after what you've just told me, I'm really happy I'm talking to you." I raised my eyebrows and looked at her for a few seconds, knowing she had more to say. It didn't take long, she kept talking. "I'd like to have sex with you and Amy. Although that's what I really want to do, I wasn't going to ask you. I just wanted to talk, but now, I really, really want to, and I'm asking. There, so now I've I said it. I'll understand if you don't want to."
I pursed my lips and let out a slow breath and looked at her, she was serious, her eyes were alive and alert, she'd said it, brave girl. I like that. I love Amy for telling me what she likes.
"Okay," I said "wow, what do we do now," thinking out loud.
"I don't know," Kya replied "I'm not begging but I would love something to happen. He doesn't appreciate me, and maybe if us three do something, and I learn a few things I might be able to persuade him to pay more attention to me, or I decide to move on. I hope you don't mind what I've said."
"If you seriously want to do something with us, I'll have to ask Amy. You know what your asking don't you. It means we will have sex. I will probably fuck you and Amy will expect something from you." I said, just to be sure, but I'd love to see Kya kissing Amy's pussy, both naked, while I lick hers. I think my pants are getting tighter.
"Yes, I understand all that but I really would like to try with Amy, I think she's gorgeous, and I would like you to fuck me and try to make me cum," she said, and added "I would never try to do something with just you or Amy alone, I love you both too much."
"Okay," I said, "I'll see if Amy is in the mood to chat about it tonight and get back to you or maybe I'll wait for the right time."
