Ok you guys, here is my latest magnus opus. Since I obviously don't do sequels very well, here is the whole story in one lump. No sequels, either. Don't bother asking. Again, I am not a lawyer, cop, mechanic, or any other knowledgeable person. This is a fictional story I made up in my head and then put on paper for your enjoyment. Vote your conscience, but please be consistent. Don't tell me about the greatest story ever and give me a 0. That is just assinine. Stupid too. Ok, I'll shut up. Enjoy.
Introduction:
Hello. My name is Hal Taylor. This is a story of pain, heartache, betrayal, and personal failure. I'm willing to talk about what happened, because I want to stop somebody else from my mistakes. God knows I would never willingly inflict on another my suffering and shame.
Chapter 1
I lay on the ground under my truck changing the oil filter, trying to see despite the sweat dripping into my eyes. The last of the oil in the pan was dripping slowly into the disposal box. I was struggling with the stuck filter. I gave a final heave and it spun free from the engine. I dropped it into the box while reaching for the replacement filter.
I used a few drops of the old oil to lube the gasket and screwed the filter into its resting place. Cleaning off the plug, I screwed it back into the pan then checked for leaks. Finding none, I crawled out and stood up. Stretching to relieve the cramping in my shoulders, I looked around for a moment before opening the first oil can and putting it into the fill pipe. Leaving it to empty, I picked up the disposal box with its wet contents and knotted the plastic liner to prevent leaks.
The garage where I work has an oil recycling contract and I'll take what I have tomorrow when I go to work. The owner, a pretty good mechanic named Marty, is easy going and gives us a lot of leeway. The other guy, Rick, also drives the tow truck for Marty.
I have a thermometer on the outside wall of my garage and I glanced at it before switching out oil cans. Eighty five degrees in the shade is not a good time to be working on an engine I know, but I've been putting it off too long. Besides, I like the feeling I get when I'm working with my tools or on the truck; more in touch with the really basic things in life. I finished the job, cleaning as I went, then went inside for a shower and lunch.
I sat at the kitchen table eating a sandwich and drinking coffee. I had rented a one bedroom townhouse. It is clean and came furnished with just the basics; bed, dresser, table and chairs, tv on a stand, etc. I don't have pictures on the walls. I don't have knick knacks or any other personal touches. I hadn't brought anything with me that night and didn't want to acquire any more. All the pictures I could stand were burned into my memory.
My apartment is on the end of a group of four in this building which means I have neighbors only on one side. Each unit has its own garage with a small storage shed in front. Postage stamp sized lawns in the front and back and a tree or two between the buildings comprise the landscaping. This neighborhood is decidedly lower middle class, mostly tradesmen and small business owners. No upper management types live here, and prices are just out of reach for the minimum wage workers.
'It's been good enough for the last five years now,' I reflected. 'Where does the time go?' Shaking my head, I swept the crumbs into the trash can and wiped the table and counter with a moist sponge.
This is my day off and I have accomplished today's 'honey do' list, I just don't have a honey. I pulled my mind back from that very touchy subject. Over five years now and the pain was still there, almost as raw as the night my world collapsed and left my soul screaming in the void. Unbidden, my eyes overflowed with tears and they tracked over my cheeks until I quickly brushed them away.
Forcing my mind away from the pain, I went out to the truck and drove to the local multiplex theater. This was my routine. Do chores in the morning on my days off, then hide in a dark theater the rest of the day. Unless you counted the folks who have to narrate the action to their partners, I didn't have to worry about talking. Today, though, for some reason I couldn't blank my mind. I kept coming back to the past ⦠and her⦠and him. What they deliberately did to me and how I couldn't stop it.
I felt someone tap me in the back and hiss to be quiet. Oh. That strange noise was from me, the moaning of unending pain. Now embarrassed at my public outburst, I left the dark theater and went into the men's room. Public restrooms at multiplex theaters were either packed full or totally empty, depending on when the various films ended. Right now, it was empty. I went to the sinks and splashed cold water on my face.
I dried off and left for the day. I didn't want to disturb anyone else. I would get an early dinner at a quiet diner I knew, then home for a little tv before bed. Finally, I noticed that the news was off, but I couldn't go to bed. I couldn't stop dredging up the painful memories of that night.
I acquiesced to the moment, knowing I wouldn't get any sleep until I went over the sequence of events one more time. With a noise which seemingly emanated from the bottom of the empty void in the center of my soul, I went back to that time in my mind. That time before I was gutted and flayed, then thrown onto the garbage heap of life.
Chapter 2
I was born and raised in a small town in Wisconsin until I was seven years old. My dad changed jobs and his new company moved him to a town in Colorado where he took over as a plant manager. It was the last week of summer vacation and everyone's life was in a turmoil.
You know, getting moved into a new house, finding directions to the stores and the mall, and starting new schools for me and my older brother Mark. It was during that second week of school that the angel of my life came into my life: Claire Masters. She had straight brown hair and deep brown eyes and was the most beautiful creature I had ever seen. And she lived right next door.
It took me a long time to understand the word divorce. It meant Claire spent summers someplace with her dad and then she spent the school year with her mother. I only knew that the summer break I had once looked forward to wasn't any fun because she wasn't there.
For all practical purposes, we started going together from the first day we met at school. It seemed we were destined to be together. Grade school was a carefree time of sharing. We talked about everything because we were best friends.
During junior high school, we helped each other with the trials and tribulations of puberty and hormones. We occasionally went to dances or movies with others and each of us had fumbled around with our dates, but we always came back to each other. The experiences we had with others were relatively sterile and we discovered that we had wanted to be somewhere else. It was love at its most basic, the magic that put a special glow on everything we touched.
High school was everything that junior high hadn't been, primarily because we recognized the futility of trying for a relationship with someone else. We graduated high school in May. We married in June. We were both virgins. We'd had our chances, but it was one of those agreements we'd made without ever knowing we had agreed.
Claire's dad gave her a used blue Chevy four door sedan in good running condition as a graduation present and I had my Ford pickup. Well, my pickup now. Mark bought it when he was turning sixteen. He delivered newspapers, did odd jobs, and cleaned up at a convenience store earning the money to pay for it. Mark drove Claire and me to school until he graduated.
Mark's school grades were good enough to earn him a scholarship to Batesville community college. He found the love of his life named Marie Huddleston at the school. She was in the dental hygienist course, he was in the computer networking course, and both were located in the same building. Marie's dad was an executive with the manufacturing plant in the town's industrial park and he bought Marie a new car for a graduation present. As I said, Mark gave his truck to me and I took over driving Claire to school. When Claire received her car, we used it for going to church or other places together.
We soon found good jobs and a nice two bedroom apartment near the college in Batesville. Life was good. My job was working in the parts department of Mr. Baker's car dealership while Claire went to work as a teller in a local bank.
Three years after we married, we started thinking about having a family. We'd been saving our money for a down payment on a house and had a fairly substantial amount in a couple of CD's.
I worked from 8:30 until 5 every day .I dropped Claire off at the bank at 8:15. She worked from 8:30 to 5:30. She had an hour for lunch while I had 30 minutes. Mr. Baker's dealership where I worked was family owned and the employees were part of the extended family. Mr. Baker hosted a Christmas party every year at the VFW hall and a cook out each summer at the local lake. Everything was casual. If you didn't want to go, no problem. See you at work. No one could remember the last time somebody hadn't attended. Everyone had too much fun.
That same year we were invited to the bank's Christmas party. The bank didn't host a summertime cook out. Mr. Earl Short, the bank's president, hosted the function at his home. Formal attire, RSVPs, starts at 7pm sharp and ends at 10pm sharp. It was a lot like prom in high school. I liked it because I was able to wear my Sunday suit on a week night. Claire had some really nice dresses and some jewelry pieces she'd received as presents. It helped that she was a knock out when she dressed up. Of course, I thought she was a knock out all the time, even in ratty clothes.