Amateur Dramatics or reality
My wife, Sarah, and I had a fight, I think it more correct to say she started a fight. She accused me of looking at, or interacting with other women in an inappropriate way, a being unfaithful way.
The thing is none of it is real it's one of the games we play, foreplay. There are several scenarios, this one was The Slut Wife and Cuckold.
Sarah tells me she is going out and she is going to get fucked by some random guy or group of guys. The scenario is we have had a fight and I'm in the doghouse. She goes and showers, freshly shaves her pussy and dresses in her sexiest lingerie. She puts on 'The Dress' a dress that I love because it is halfway between sophisticated sexy and slutty. I'm sat in front to the TV drowning my sorrows and she walks in, glares at me and snaps. "So! I'm off now to get fucked by as many cocks as I can get!" She lifts her dress and pulls her panties down and tells me I should kiss her married pussy goodbye." She then leans down and kisses me softly and whispers, "I'm going to be so full of cum tonight... I will FaceTime you while I'm getting fucked, would you like that?" I always agree and tell her I love her." She leaves, slamming the door. She the just drives around for a while to build the tension and then comes home and we fuck like animals.
So, you understand, we have explored just about every worldly activity to entertain ourselves. I sold my pharmaceutical company three years ago; the company held several patterns and licenses. The sale ensured that we would never need to worry about money ever again. Not disgustingly rich but more than comfortable, well, okay, a lot more than comfortable. At first, we enjoyed the freedom that the money brought. We travelled, bought high-end luxuries, cars, even a yacht.
Eventually it became a little dull and we started to seek out activities of our own separately. It wasn't a conscious decision it just developed that way. When I say activities, I don't mean sexual activities, our marriage was solid we just started finding activities, interests of our own. I tried things like golf, raced cars, and rock climbed. Sarah tried painting, sculpture and other artistic pursuits. It was when she joined an Armature Dramatics group that we things began to develop and bring us back together. She started taking acting lessons and her standing in the group grew and she started getting most of the lead female roles.
It really all started when Sarah rehearsed her part with me at home for a play called "The Blue Room" by David Hare. Sarah's role was Emma, a slutty wife. The scene that sparked it all involved Emma, a married woman, and Anton, a student. In the scene, Emma is in bed with Anton, and her husband Charles is present in the shadows, watching the interaction.
SUMMARY^1: The couple, financially secured from selling a pharma company, explored various hobbies to keep life interesting. Sarah's involvement in an amateur dramatics group and her role in "The Blue Room" as a promiscuous wife, rekindled their relationship and introduced a new form of excitement through role-playing.
We found it a huge turn on and ended up having great sex. It opened something in me that was both erotic and shaming. I had experienced arousal watching Sarah in interactions with other men before. I don't mean having sex but where she is getting hit on or dancing in the arms of another guy, in some social setting.
After we fucked like animals and laying on our bed covered in sweat panting, Sarah turned to me. "So, wow that was hot! You got so turned on, is there something you want to share?"
I felt a little uncomfortable. "I think I don't get it, what I mean is I got a kick out of... being Charles... I er."
So, being a Cuckold is a turn on?"
"Hey, hold on I never said that!"
"It's okay all husbands get off on imagining their wife screwing another guy."
"Oh, and you know this... how?"
"Girls talk you know."
"You talk; you mean your 'Coven' chat around the cauldron about your husband kinks? Sarah slaps me playfully, "You think of me and my friends as witches, do you?"
"No but you're not denying you all discuss your bedroom antics?"
"Well yeah, of course." She giggles and kisses me.
"So do any of the other Witches husbands get off on the Cuckold thing?"
"Look no names but yes, one or two have, actually one has done stuff."
"Shit, really?" I stare at the side of her face, and I see her mind searching.
"Okay, this stays between us," she finally says. My heart missed a beat, what was she going to tell me.
"One of my... 'Coven' and her husband did try swinging to spice things up. Her hubby had a thing about seeing his wife with a black guy and they arranged and met a black guy at a motel. She said she loved it but her husband had a real problem afterwards. They went through a rough period for a while. They have never done it again."
"I can see that, the fantasy is often better than the reality."
Sarah turns to me with a questioning look. "And you know this how?"
"Well in fantasy there are no consequences, it isn't real."
"Yeah, but how do you know fantasy is better than the reality?"
"Because in fantasy you have whatever you want. Like I wanted the Lambo and once I got it and started to drive it, I found it uncomfortable and unusable around town. The 'Want. was better than the 'Have'. The consequence was I lost a shit load of money when I sold it, and the fantasy was blown."
Sarah nods thoughtfully. "So, what you're saying is that you don't know if the reality of watching me with someone else would be as good as the fantasy?"
"Oh no, if I am honest the actuality would be incredible, I'm sure, it's the aftermath. Think of it like the Lamborghini scenario, The fantasy is the wanting it, then the day arrives where you are going to have it. You are in the showroom, and you are walking around it, taking in the beauty, feeling the lust of the moment. You get in and start it up, the roar of the engine thrills you. The vibration of the engine, the feel of the leather upholstery, the luxury, that expensive new car smell. You drive away and you discover that it's all too much for you to handle day after day. Until you reach the conclusion 'I wish I hadn't done it'. Does that make sense?