My wife and I have a great relationship. We talk, our sex life is great. Heck I smell like sex right now. Anyway, she knows that I go on-line looking for porn. We own a vibrator, we sometimes get the pay per view porn on TV. We are really open about it all.
Anyway, what she doesn't know is that I think I have a problem. I think I'm addicted to on-line porn. If I have an extra fifteen minutes I'm on it. Sometimes I stay up really late looking for hours and then jerking off. I have passed up sex with her once, because I thought she was going to bed, and was planning on jerking off to on-line porn. That's where these stories come from. I look at hundreds of pictures, and then add stories to the images.
She doesn't really ask what I look at, letting it stay personal. I'm into almost everything sexual. I look at the bondage stuff, the dirty sex stuff, the lingerie stuff, the public stuff, the peeing stuff, the animal stuff, you name it. Anyway we also talk candidly about other stuff. My wife isn't very old, she's only 25, but has always had a thing for younger looking guys. She recently broken down and told me that she had actually been fantasizing about a carriage boy at the local store we shop at.
She was so scared that I'd be mad. I wasn't I thought it was nice. She looked confused. So I told her that she knows I look at porn a lot, she knows I write dirty stories on-line, she knows I like Asian women, I know she likes tigerbeat style guys. We both love and trust each-other, and we do well together. As a human you can't help what chemically does it for you, when you see something that turns you on, it does, it can't be helped.
Several weeks have gone by since then, I haven't posted as often here, and the guy at the store has become a running joke between us.
So one night I was sitting up looking at porn. She had gotten up very early and confessed that she needed to go to sleep. It was only nine-thirty. Anyway around ten, after I was sure she had gone to sleep I left the computer and went to the bathroom. When I came back she was sitting at the computer scrolling through the four screen I had stacked. I surf two or three pictorials at a time, often while writing a story. She was naked and didn't look very sleepy. I was a little angry, she seemed a little angry too, she was naked. She was reading the story. A pretty depraved loving wife yarn, that I whipped up under a different name.
"I'll leave you alone now." she said calmly. "I'm sorry I barged in on you like this."
"It's alright, you just startled me." I lied. With that she went back into the bedroom. I sat down flustered and closed a bunch of windows and just sat for a minute. Finally when it sounded pretty quiet in the bedroom I began to surf again. A few more minutes went by, it was maybe ten-thirty when the door opened.
My wife was standing there, wearing a tiny black nightee. It's hemline was less than two inches below her bum. There was no lace or frill on it, just two spaghetti straps holding it on her shoulders. The front was pretty low-cut stopping about level with her nipples which jutted through the sheer fabric noticeably. My wife isn't very tall, and her shape is exquisite. She's got firm c-cups, and a tight ass, and only weighs 110 pounds. Her blond hair fell lightly over her shoulders and she was wearing make-up?
"How do I look?" She asked.
"Great." I said confusedly.
"That's good, I'm gonna go out for a little while." She said.
"WHAT!" I said.
"I'm gonna' go out." She repeated. "This is what turns you on right?" She asked.
"Not you though." I said. "You can't go out like that!"
"Watch me." She said. "The bars are open till' three around here right? I'm gonna' go have a quick one, you better hope I chicken out in the car."
My pants were down enough that I could stroke myself lightly, and she headed for the door. I pushed back my chair struggling to get up while holding my pants. The front door opened.
"Julie!" I said. "Don't!" The door shut and I ran for it, but she was now outside in the warm night air, if I yelled to her the neighbors would surely look out and see her in her state of undress!
Instead I stood at the door mouthing the word 'please' as the car backed out of the driveway. Quickly I got my shoes on and headed for my car. There were only a handful of bars around, I could probably either catch up or find her!
When I got up to the main road I looked in both directions, but she was already gone. Frantically I chose randomly. Driving past two bars I didn't see her car. I headed as far out as I dared driving only about fifteen minutes, nothing. There were two side street bars to check and they were both thankfully free of her car, one, I had to drive around the lot it was so busy.
I headed back towards the house. I checked the driveway, she wasn't home. My heart sank to new lows. I turned around and headed back to the end of the street, this time heading the other way. The clock now said almost midnight. So much time had gone by!
The first bar that I passed was less than five minutes from our house, I didn't see her car so I kept driving. An hour went by and I was really scared, it was almost one AM! I headed back half-crying, but after two and a half hours of sitting in the car looking for my half naked wife, with MANY hours of porn feeding my warped mind, I admit that arousal was also present.
Coming from the other direction when I was almost home a sight caught my eye. Parked up against the building at the closest bar to the house was my wife's tiny green car! I hadn't seen it on the first pass, because I was going the wrong way and there was a HUGE truck beside it. I was so shocked and scared that I drove right by. The parking lot had maybe twenty cars in it. I turned around and headed back circling the lot slowly trying to get a look in some of the tiny smoky windows. I parked where I could see the front of the building.