This is a continuation of the previous chapter and is not meant to stand alone. if you have a hard time reading stories about wayward wives, this won't be for you. Plan accordingly.
I watched them leave on the monitor, Jeff palming Alicia's ass as he helped her into his car. I was actually surprised he didn't put a towel down for her to sit on, he was that kind of asshole. I didn't mind, really, the fact he was such a jerk reduced the chance of anything more than just sex developing between them, didn't it?
With the stimulation gone, my own arousal dissipated and I turned to more mundane tasks. I glanced at the puddle on the floor. It wasn't the first time I cleaned up sexual fluids that leaked from my wife's vagina, but this was probably the closest I had ever been when they were deposited inside her. I got a wad of toilet paper, wiped it up, then flushed it down the toilet. I returned to my computer and opened the calendar I used to track my wife's dates and scanned over the list of names. My feelings a little tender, I thought about editing someone else's videos, or do something else entirely, but decided to stick with Jeff.
The kind of videos I liked to make were montage videos of when I found my wife at her most erotic. This was usually after she had a series of orgasms and was obviously satiated, fucked to exhaustion, but the guy wasn't finished. Instead of just laying there and taking it, she would get what I called "the Look", where she seemed to be reinvigorated, getting off on giving pleasure to her lover.
Once I showed her a clip of her and a particularly well-endowed lover. I remembered after the session she complained how she thought he'd never come and she started getting cramps. However, looking at the video, you could see her wincing on occasion, but she got "the Look" and instead of asking him to stop or slow down, she begged him to fuck her harder and faster. After watching it with her I asked her what was going through her mind.
She thought for a little while and said, "Grateful."
I asked her what she meant.
"If he's the type of guy who consistently finishes before me, well, I just don't see them anymore. The guys who outlast me are the best, but I know if I don't satisfy them, they won't see me anymore. At that point, I'm grateful for what they did to me and I want to make it as pleasurable for them as I can. It's also nice when I'm satiated I can concentrate on making them come. I love feeling a guy coming inside me... it's just fantastic feeling their essence flowing into me so forcefully, and the way they grunt and grip me and just take me. That's why I fuck mostly athletic and strong men."
"Did I ever make you feel that way?"
She looked at me sadly. "Honey, I wouldn't need to fuck other men if you did. Honestly, I didn't even know how good it could be until that first time with Steve (her first lover). It was like I was getting fucked for the very first time."
When I looked over her videos with Jeff, I noticed she got that look every time.
I got a text a few hours later - a picture of a wet stain on what looked like a movie seat. The message read - "Doesn't look like the panties worked!"
She called me a few minutes later.
"Hi honey, how are things at home?"
"Boring. Are you at the movies?"
"Yeah."
"What did you see?"
"Some dumb war movie, I forgot the name. He didn't even ask me what I wanted to see, he's such an ass."
"No dinner first?"
"He bought me a hot dog."
"So your having a bad time?" I asked, regretting the hopeful tone I said it in.
There was a pause.
"Quite to the contrary, honey. We sat in those seats where you can pull up the armrest and I just sat there nestled up against him with his big arm around me. He had his hand down the front of my dress the whole time, playing with my nipples. It turned me on so much, I got so wet, I think most of that stain was just from me dripping."
"Are you coming home now?"
"Actually, we might just stay at his place-"
"Hey babe, who you talking to?" I heard his voice in the background.
"Gotta go. bye." I heard her say before she disconnected, "oh just my husband."
A few minutes later I got a text - "Jeff really liked that video, he wants you to put it on a thumb drive"
It may have seemed rude the way she just hung up on me, but it was what I had come to expect. She made clear that when she was with a lover, he came first. She was nothing if not attentive. When it feels like a game, the humiliation is fun and a turn-on, but sometimes it feels too real. Trust me, all the bad, negative things people say about a man who lets their wife sleep with other men and films it, I often feel about myself. I'm a pervert, I'm scum, a wimp, not a man.
Sometimes I teeter between thinking I should dump her on her ass or start going to the gym, get buff, tell her boyfriends to fuck off and start fucking her like they do. Ultimately, it comes down to the fact I do love her. If you love someone, you want them to be happy, no matter how much that doesn't require you. One thing was for sure, Alicia was happy. Nowadays she always had a spring in her step, a smile on her face, and a flow about her. I felt good that I did my small part by encouraging her, still, I knew it was more because of her most recent lover who satiated her sexually. I could only trust that she loved me for me, that if I changed, I might not be the person she loves anymore.
I copied Jeff's video over to a thumb drive and took it to the spare bedroom to watch on my tablet while jerking off. Despite the visual stimulation, I couldn't push away the negative thoughts. I knew she didn't do or say anything to purposely hurt me, that in fact she thought she was participating in my fantasy, but the line between fantasy humiliation and real humiliation was murky. After a few minutes of playing with myself, I just couldn't get hard enough for a good jerk. It was Friday and I had been up since 4 AM to start my 2 hour commute into work, so I was pretty pooped, and I must have dozed off because I woke up to Alicia shaking me awake.
"Hi honey, fall asleep jerking off to me and Jeff's video?"
I was on my back, pants off, blankets down, the video still playing in a loop on my tablet. there was no use denying it.
"Yeah, I guess I did."
"Is this Jeff's thumb drive? I'll give it to him." She took the drive out of my tablet and set the tablet on the nightstand.
"It sounded like you said you were going to spend the night at Jeff's house before you hung up on me."
"We were, but his roommate had company and you know how loud I can get and...."
"A thirty five year old man with a roommate?"
"I know, but he is only in town for a few months a year," she sighed, sounding disappointed. "He just needs a place to store his stuff."
My wife's hand had gravitated to my penis, and she started to play with it, making it spring to life.
"Poor baby, I can see from the lack of a mess you never quite finished. Frustrated?"
I didn't respond as I focused on the pleasure her hand was giving me. Her legs were crossed and I could see all of her smooth thighs up to her panties. She was leaning over and I could see her breasts hanging free from her top. Her lips were swollen and her lipstick smeared as if she had been making out for a long time or sucking dick. With her curly red hair falling in her face she looked like a beautiful creature built for sex.
"I thought he was going to make you sit on a towel when you left."
She giggled. "He did! After the movie!" She patted my chest with her spare hand, "Just lean back now, let mommy take care of you."
Now she was full on masturbating me, trying to make me come. I leaned my head back and relaxed, hoping I could come before she got distracted. I would have loved to lick her sperm filled pussy too, but doubted there would be time for that.
Then I heard stomping around in the hallway. "Hey babe, front and center, this cock isn't going to suck itself."
Alicia rolled her eyes but dropped my cock like a hot potato. She leaned in and kissed me on my cheek. "I know I've been neglecting you, We'll have some quality time on Sunday."
"Sunday? But it's Friday night!"
"Remember the wedding, silly? we're leaving the morning and we're spending the night."
"Come on, babe, dinner is getting cold."
"Coming!" Alicia stood and scooted off obediently.
They didn't waste any time with foreplay, and within a minute or two I heard the familiar knocking of the headboard against the walls and my wife's unintelligible moaning and words of encouragement. I noted the irony that they didn't want to bother his roommate with their loud sex noises, but bothering her husband was okay. Still feeling the phantom of my wife's touch, my cock was still rock hard and needed to come. I jerked it to the sounds of my wife and her boyfriend making love in our marital bed, and blasted 3 thick ropes of come onto my chest and hand within seconds. I went to the guest bathroom and cleaned myself then went to sleep.
***
In the morning I woke to an empty house. I went to the master bedroom and found the bed empty, but a total mess. The large sticky puddle in the middle where their crotches would have met made me glad I put on the rubber sheets. A couple of empty water bottles were strewn about the room - she knew from the gym that peak performance during strenuous exercise requires constant hydration. When I came back from putting the sheets in the washer and the bottles in the recycle bin, I found a text on my cell-phone - "Sorry I didn't say good-bye, we wanted a head start to do some site-seeing on the way. I'll try to call, see you Sunday! XOXO"
A few hours later she posted to her main Facebook account a picture she took of the ocean from the side of the freeway. She captioned it 'Hello ocean!' There were already comments about how nice it looked, how good it was to get out and breathe the ocean air etc. No one asked who she was with because they probably just assumed she was with her husband. This account was only for friends, family and co-workers so no one would suspect she was actually with her lover.