(Ok, so a couple of things have changed since I wrote the first installment of this story. Lynn read it, but not until after I had submitted it. She was less than excited about it. She had, more or less, liked the story about our trip. There were a few changes she might have made, but, overall, it was ok by her. However, the first installment of After the Trip was totally unacceptable. I won’t list her complaints, because her solution to the problem was for me to rewrite the first episode, this time with her guidance. Hmmm. So, what follows is the same story, this time told in the first person, from her perspective. Just to be clear, I wrote this, but she approved every word. Even after twenty years of marriage and the experiences in Hedonism, I am still surprised by what a naughty girl she is. She approved my saying that, btw.)
I want to start at the beginning. You can’t really understand everything, unless you start from the start, so to speak.
For years, Alan had been after me to, how should I say it, broaden our sexual horizons. Shit, I am not going to be coy in writing this. He said he wanted to watch me fuck another man. He would bring the idea up a couple of times a year maybe. I really doubted that he was serious. I mean, I think he was in love with the fantasy, but unsure about the reality. I truly believed that even if the opportunity presented itself, he wouldn’t go through with it. He was NATO (No Action, Talk Only).
I grew up very traditionally. Very, very conservative father. I knew that nice wives didn’t fuck other men. I was a nice wife. So, for me, the choice was obvious. The simplest way to handle his suggestions was for me to make him feel guilty about not loving me enough to want me totally to himself. It would work for a few months.
Ok, so I was really fascinated by the idea, I couldn’t let him know. Could I??? So, I would try to compromise with him. I let him take pictures of me naked and post them on those web sites he loved. At first I posed with my breasts bare but of course he wanted more. After a while, I was showing everything. I posed with my legs spread wide. I showed my pussy in its natural state, as well as completely shaved. I showed it wide open, wet and ready for all those guys who were looking . . . Ok, if I get off on that fantasy, I’ll never get this finished. So, I best get back to the story at hand. But, you get the idea. I always figured most wives in the world handled such things in the same or similar manner. Make them feel guilty. Tell them what perverts they are.
As a part of my mollification program, I also agreed to visit a swingers club. It was a big city, no one knew us, and I liked it. Better than I wanted to. It was really fun to sit and watch everyone being so naughty. I wanted to participate but I did not dare. Alan has already told you that I am a Gemini. Well, some of my personalities are pretty wild. Even after twenty years I haven’t told him all the things I did before we met. (Looks like I’ll have to fess up after I finish this story though.) I knew from experience the things of which I was capable, if I lost control of myself. I had sworn never to lose control again. So, the only way to deal with this was to draw a hard and fast line regarding sexual activity. I had to maintain control.
A few times at the club, I got a little rowdy. Let a number of guys (and girls) fondle my boobs and my ass through my clothes. Even got my girls out once, just to show that other woman that mine were bigger and prettier. But that was it. Truth is I was afraid that I would like being wicked. I love men. I love their attention. I want them to touch me. But, I am not sure I could say no, once I got started. So, good girls just don’t let things get started.
Then I met that guy on the plane. What Alan didn’t tell you (well, maybe he didn’t know until now) is that this guy was gorgeous. I mean drop dead gorgeous. Tall, tan, green eyes that looked at my legs and down my blouse at my cleavage. Looked like he had a sizeable package in his pants, too. He told me in glowing terms why we should go to Hedonism. He touched my leg as he spoke. Casually mentioned how good I would look on a nude beach. Damn, I’m getting damp just thinking about what was going through my mind that day. To say that I wanted to fuck him right there would not be untrue.
Ok, I’ll try to stay on topic better. You can see how men can affect me. And, I must admit, even though it lacks humility, that I affect men the same way. I have blonde hair and blue eyes. Big boobs. A big round ass. Great, strong, legs. Men come on to me. Almost all of them.