I am Radha. I was in love once, naΓ―ve, cheated on boyfriend, got married to a beast, cheated again and sexually liberated myself every time my men had let me down. This is the story of my life.
I am 5.1, in a fit and curvy body type at 60 kgs, plus sized 36g boobs that would hang down a bit due to the weight, narrow hip and a 36 waist and a chubby ass, which many men found to be sexy. My areola were big, rusty pinky and my boobs and nipples looked a bit oversized for my short height and build. I have pretty round baby face, with thick naturally curly hair. I often received complements for my eyebrows and dimple chin. I have always looked the same since my college until now when I am at 34 years. Just lost a bit of chubby cheeks and innocence.
My first boyfriend was obsessed with my South Indian nose and said it was small, straight and defined and he used to describe that my tiny nostrils had a mango shaped curve. I have a fair complexion with a hint of peachy tones and dark red slightly thin lips that stood contrast to my skin. I have a very high sense of personal hygiene and I kept myself neat and clean.
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I was very popular in college and had a lot of guys who would propose and wanted to date. Now that I think of it I had turned down many handsome guys at a blink. I could have had any of them if I wanted to. But I fell in love with an asshole instead.
My first time was with my college senior Aman. Bad boy from Delhi wasting father's money at college in Bangalore. He was always with a gang of rowdy boys. Vicky was his wingman and roommate. I was in love with him. Or I thought I was in love.
Aman introduced me to sex. But he never did anything romantic or showed any love. It was all just perverted sexual acts to satisfy his lust. The first time he made me watch a gangbang in his mobile while sitting in his car. One petite white girl was being ripped apart by 4 black monstrously big men. All her holes will filled with big meaty cocks and it looked more like a punishment than pleasure.
I was scared to watch it while Aman slide his hands in to my T-Shirt and started kneading them roughly.
"Ahhh! Aman!" I was scared and confused.
He came closer and kissed my mouth and continued to squeeze my tender boobs. I was feeling moist in my groin and something was happening. I wanted Aman to do something pleasurable to me but didn't know what to do. I ran my fingers over his thighs, traced his penis over his trouser and gave it a squeeze.
Aman was shocked and didn't like my move. He stopped suddenly and asked "have you already done this with someone else bitch?"
I was ashamed and angry at the same time and said "NO!" "Aman! I love you. You are my first man and I just did that out of curiosity".
"Rrrrpp". Before even I realised what had happened Aman gave me one hard slap across my face.
No one had ever hit me in my life. Sitting there with this man, expressing sexual desire for the first time and being punished for that felt humiliating. I cried "Aman!"
"Rrrrrpppp". Another slap across my face and I had sparks spinning around my head.
"I am your man and you are allowed to do only what I ask you to do. Is that clear?"
I was shocked and didn't have the courage to speak up against him and I was also this naive girl who was in love for the first time. I thought I did something wrong that would have upset Aman and I nodded my head in acknowledgement.
"Now roll up your T-shirt show your boobs". I obeyed. I pulled up my t-shirt and un hooked my bra and let my big boobs hang out.
"Look at them. You must have had a lot of curd rice at home". "Do you know many guys would fantasize about your oversized melons?"
Aman started pinching my areola with his fingers "even for the size of your massive boobs your nipples are bigger". Aman started squeezing my boobs with one had as if he was in some rush and pulled out his penis and started stroking it.
I saw a man's private part for the first time. Aman was fair and his penis had a thick foreskin and every time he stroked it the foreskin pulled back and revealed dark pink meat as pink as his lips. It looked sticky and slimy but it wasn't like those black dicks I saw in the porn. Something was different about his penis but I couldn't say what.
Aman grabbed my pony hair and I thought he was about to kiss me. Instead, he pulled my head down to his crotch and held it close to his penis.
I was shocked. I understood he wanted me to give him oral sex like in the porn. He said "put it in your mouth". His penis smelled pungent and I could only relate that smell to a dirty socks.
I closed my eyes tight and brought my mouth closer and kissed his penis head.
It tasted like a salty slime. I coughed. Aman said "open up nicely bitch" and held my pony so rough that it hurt. I obeyed. I started sucking Aman's cock as if I was cleaning it with my mouth.
Aman held my head and pushed my head up and down. His cock went deeper in to my through and I chocked. He pushed my head over his cock and groaned "Arrrgh! Look at your pretty face eating my dick"
He held my upper chin with a hand and pressed it hard to make a pout. With his other hand he started stroking his cock faster. "Look at me bitch" Aman yelled.
I rolled my eyes up and saw Aman's face. His eyes were shot up and he was sweating. He was making an expression as if he was in some kind of pain. Suddenly his mouth opened wide and he screamed "Fuuuuuckkkk". Before I could realise what was happening, Aman shot his cum all over my chin, my lips and some of it on my neck. It tasted terrible and and I chocked.
Aman pulled my t-shirt and wiped off the cum from his penis. He asked me to wipe off my face with my t-shirt. I was scared to ask him for a tissue. It felt so disgusting to wipe off his sticky cum with my T-shirt.
Once I was done cleaning, Aman said in cold voice "now get out of the car and go to your class". I was confused. He didn't even kiss me after that. I did not enjoy any pleasure for myself.
But I adjusted my dress and stepped out reluctantly. Aman said "I will fuck you tonight properly. now go to your class". I was blushing and said "see you after the class baby".
When I turned around to walk towards my class, I was shocked to see Aman's friend Vicky and my classmate Dhivya sitting on Vicky's bike.
They were chuckling as if they knew what had happened inside the car. I tried to avoid eye contact and ran towards my class.
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After college, Aman drove me to his studio apartment. My heart was thumping loud and I felt a feverish lust in anticipation of my first time. The moment we entered his flat I hugged him and started to kiss him. Aman pushed me back and yelled "NO! Don't touch me unless I ask you to".
I stood there frozen.
"Now take off your clothes one by one".
I started undressing my t-shirt and bra first. Aman looked it with some sarcasm and said "I have already seen your porn star boobs". "Take off you trouser and panty".
I was shy. "Aman... I.. I.."
"Don't pretend as if you are innocent. Take it off faster."
I rushed and pealed off my denim. I was still wearing my red colour panty. I went to the bed and covered my face with my hands.
Aman came near the bed and pulled off my panty in one quick snap. "Ahhhh".
He looked at the insides of my panty and saw that I had drenched it with my pre-cum. Aman rubbed my panty on his face and inhaled the scent of my pre-cum. He was behaving as if he was possessed. I did not know if this was all normal.
Aman held both my legs with his hands and split them wide open to reveal my bush. Aman held his penis in one had and placed it on my vagina and tried to push it in.
I wasn't wet enough but he rushed. It didn't go inside smoothly like I saw in the porn.
"Now I trust you. You are a virgin pussy". Aman turned me around and started sniffing my ass and started stroking himself. He rolled me back again and pressed his penis head on my tight vagina.
He started humping me like that. I wasn't sure if Aman's cock was inside me and it felt like he was ripping the outer skin of my vagina. I kept screaming in pain.
Aman yelled back "Shut up and take it Slut. It's just your first time and you will start liking it".
Aman was humping me like he was in some rage and started biting my lips so hard that I started screaming. He held my thick lock of curly hair in a bunch and kept saying "bitch".
I felt like I was his trophy sex. He was hurting my tender body in every possible way. I started crying in middle of sex. Instead of slowing him down, it made his rage worser and Aman was ravaging my body with more vigour.
Suddenly he pulled his penis out and kneeled around the sides of my hip. He started masturbating his penis faster and pointed it on my boobs. He was sweating profusely. Like in the afternoon, Aman's expressions started changing and his eyes shot up as if he was high. I sensed he was about to cum and covered my face.
Aman gave me one tight slap and pushed my hands aside. "Show your pretty face bitch"