I have never told a soul about this and probably never will but after discovering this site, and reading all of the different stories I think I can anonymously tell my story. I've been itching to tell someone, but I think this will serve as my outlet. It is the only time I have ever cheated on my husband and I can remember every detail as if it yesterday. It may be tame compared to other stories on this site but it's a big deal to me and I still find it erotic to think back on it and the thought of writing about it, and having people read about it is exciting.
I am 44 years old and my husband and I met in college and have been married for 21 years. We have two great kids - twins, a boy and a girl who are college freshmen. I couldn't ask for a better husband and our relationship has been fantastic. We are each other's best friend and our marriage has been rock solid. When we fight, we fight fair and get over it. I love him with all my heart and I know, without a doubt that he feels the same. It makes what happened a few years ago very puzzling to me and I feel very fortunate to come out of it unscathed.
One of the things that keeps our marriage strong is that about once a year we take a vacation without the kids. Sometimes it's just a domestic trip but other years we do something bigger that always involves warm weather and a beach or two.
In our normal lives we are a very conservative family. We rarely drink, and if we do it's only a glass of wine or a beer on occasion. My husband may have a cigar with the guys once in a blue moon but we keep in very good physical condition. We are both working professionals, I am an engineer and my husband works in finance. We are involved in the community though PTA, church and our kids sports. I dress as such, alternating from casual work attire to jeans and t-shirts or sweaters on weekends. We don't go out much and prefer family time at home to parties and nights out. Our sex life is good, sometimes infrequent with our busy lives, but it's satisfying.
During our one week of vacation alone each year, all that goes out the window and we get naughty.
It started many years ago with a trip to Jamaica. Bloody Mary's on the beach each morning, drinks throughout the day by the pool and parties at night. For the first time since college we sampled the product Jamaica is known for and did it often. The resort we were stayed had a clothing optional side and after a few days of gathering our courage (meaning smoking more pot), we began frequenting that side. Our swim suits ended up back in our suitcase for the remainder of the trip.
Our subsequent vacations sometimes include public nudity and pot but is not a requirement. Our sex life always explodes. We fuck a couple of times a day. We try different positions and are much more uninhibited. I bring sexier lingerie and buy more provocative...actually slutty...clothing and wear more makeup for the nights out. I make it a point a few weeks ahead of time to grow my nails long and have a pedi and mani with dark color nail polishes before we go, which he loves. We have FUN!! No one at home would recognize us. To be clear, our sex is always with each other and neither of us had ever, in our 23 years of marriage, been sexual with anyone else (other than this one time). No threesomes, swinging, affairs or anything close to it.
Three years ago we took one of our trips to a small, out of the way, tropical resort. Our hotel room looked out over the pool and out onto the ocean. The room was on the 5th or 6th floor, I can't remember exactly. The balconies in our section were private and hovered almost directly over the pool so when you looked down, all you could see was the pool. You had lean your body over a bit to see sunbathers on the building side of the pool. The balconies were a solid wall (rather than open railings) and only about four feet high (not to US building codes) so likewise, no one on the building side of the pool could see you unless your upper body was hanging over your railing.
The hotel was only about Β½ full and on our second day we noticed a single man move into the room next to us. We met him in the bar that evening and he told us that he was there with four college buddies for their annual scuba diving getaway. The others were in the small scuba resort next door, two to a room, and he was the odd man out. There were no additional rooms available and rather than stuffing three into a room he elected to stay in this hotel for a few nights until another opened up at their resort.
He was a very nerdy IT guy from Canada - tall, lanky, in his early thirties and very socially awkward but actually fairly good looking. He was married with three kids. For the next three nights, after he left his buddies at the dive resort, he came to our hotel bar and hung out with us. As I mentioned, we were usually in some state of inebriation and our conversations were pretty candid and often turned to sex. This made him visibly uncomfortable at times which we thought was funny and only made us get more graphic. We teased him unmercifully but being somewhat of a nerd myself, and the fact that I work with many socially awkward male engineers, I understood him and he felt comfortable with me.
The resort did not advertise that they allowed topless sunbathing but the first day we were there we noticed two young couples at the pool and both women were sunbathing topless. I followed suit (so to speak). The next day both couples seemed to had gone home but I continued to not bother with a top, even though I was the only one. The staff never said anything to me and no one seemed to care so I continued for the rest of our stay. There was another couple that we became friends with later in the week that the husband and I eventually cajoled his wife into joining me sans top.
On our fourth day there, my husband and I had a big day planned β sit by the pool and drink and read. By mid-morning I had finished one book and decided to head up to the room to get another. I ran into the room and left the door ajar. Once in the room I grabbed the book but decided to stay and have a cigarette (one of those guilty pleasures for me during vacations only). Since no one else around the pool seemed to be smoking that day, unlike others, I didn't want to bother anyone with my smoke so I headed out onto the balcony. We had hidden a couple of joints in my cigarette pack and once on the balcony I pulled out a cigarette but pondered it a bit, put it back and took out one of the joints instead. I leaned over to wave to my husband, catching his attention while lighting up (he has a smoking fetish and loves to watch me even if it's six floors up). After a few minutes I was feeling the buzz (the weed mixed with a few earlier Bloody Mary's) and I heard a voice in the room which startled me. It was just our computer nerd friend poking his head in to say hi. I remembered that I had left the door open so I motioned him to come in. He quickly mentioned that he had a slight cold had which prevented him from diving that day, and as a diver myself I know you cannot clear your ears at depth with clogged sinuses.
In retrospect I can imagine what he was looking at when he entered the room β I was leaning over the railing with my butt pointed in his direction. It was covered by my bathing suit bottom but it was skimpy and I am fairly petite. From what he had told us, his wife is very overweight. To make matters worse, the top I threw on to go up to room was a see thru fishnet t-shirt and since I had been topless all week I didn't think twice about it. It was almost like I was still topless. What hadn't occurred to me was that our friend was only at the resort at night and he had only seen me dressed, albeit in some fairly revealing outfits but still, I was dressed. I'm not sure if he even knew that women could be topless there.
Still in my own little world I continued to smoke and look down on my sexy husband while engaging in small talk with Mr. Nerd over my shoulder. He was quiet for few minutes and then blurted out, "What a great view."
As smart as I'm supposed to be, I can sometimes be a complete idiot, which I will choose to blame the pot. Not grasping the situation I think that I agreed that the ocean was beautiful today.
"No, I mean your ass!"
I burst out laughing as it was unexpected coming from him. Suddenly self conscious about my ass I covered it with my free hand and spun around facing him in an attempt to... not show him my ass. His jaw dropped and his eyes went straight to my breasts which were all but visible through the fishnet. I even remember that one of my nipples was poking through. It was at that moment that my situational awareness kicked in.
I turned back around, still laughing, now self conscious about my tits but at the same time I was feeling strangely turned on that my new friend had just seen so much of me. I still thought that it was just a funny situation and that nothing more would come of it, after all, my husband was right below.
We continued to banter a bit. He had seen me smoke cigarettes but was dumbfounded that I was also a "stoner" as he put it. I joked about my near nakedness and was sorry that had to see so much of my skinny little body and I bent back down over the rail and wiggled my ass at him, something I definitely would not have done sober. He awkwardly said that he was "happy to see my skinny body"...uh...wrong words..."good body" ...and fumbled around with some more words while I laughed hysterically.
In an attempt to try to finally say the right thing, he said what all men think is the ultimate compliment to a woman, "I'd... uh...DO you..."