I want to thank you for letting me take care of you. We were uncertain in the beginning when we sent out emails; when you saw my passion profile ad and knew that I had touched something off in you. What a journey it has been.
You read my profile and it was as if I had been reading parts of your mind that you had felt ashamed to share. It was not just that your wife was restless and you felt her frustration, but you were restless too. You felt ashamed that when you had made love to her you could only see her being pleasured by another man. You felt ashamed and thought that you were sick to have such feelings and you were alone in the world. Yet these feelings wouldn't go away.
The feelings were so specific weren't they? You didn't want to go to big house parties or hot tub parties or strip clubs. You didn't want her to be sexual with someone who would be a passing stranger. You knew what you wanted. You wanted her to lust after someone she would become familiar with. And you wanted a man who would commit to you, permanently, to be available on short notice.
You also wanted someone who would have something that you didn't. You had kept yourself in shape and were self confident in that regard, yet she and you had maddeningly distanced sexually. you felt it and didn't know why, because she was still hot to you.
And then you read my profile. Words began to move you. Words and phrases like attentive, and 'hour long intercourse' in the narrative it hit you hard. You could be oral and bring her to the brink and then push in and hope that she would finish. But she felt soooo goood and you couldn't hold back.
It struck you that I hadn't mentioned words like foreplay. You immediately wondered if, when men had mentioned really liking foreplay on their profiles if it really meant that they needed to make up for orgasming too soon. You realized that it was what you meant when you would talk about it.
She was not a novice to playing around. The two of you had done so and as a result, were rapidly finding out what you didn't like. Encounters with strangers weren't exciting. Groups weren't fun either. You knew her well enough to know that, while she had fun, she wasn't getting 'moved' by it. You didn't know why. And then my profile was there.
You love your wife, that much is clear. She has never doubted it and I never will either. You want her to receive pleasure beyond pleasure. and you wanted to feel fulfilled in her receiving it. It seems so simple to understand that now, but before we met, you weren't sure what was missing.