From our very first meeting, I was totally smitten with Lesley. She worked in a local bakerâs shop. Her hair, when not hidden away beneath the starched cotton hat she was obliged to wear, was long, black and very wavy. It complimented her olive skin and almond eyes beautifully. She would always blush furiously when I entered, to the great amusement of her co-workers, who diligently refused to serve me. I would stand back and watch her slender, tanned body, tightly wrapped in a white bakers smock, move gracefully behind the counter. Attempting to hold her gaze as she repeatedly darted her eyes back to mine. Finally, that most exquisite moment would arrive: she would smile at me nervously. Her small, full lips hid the mischievousness betrayed by her eyes. Her lean, flour-dusted cheeks glowed a deep red with embarrassment.
âWhat would you like?â
Slowly and conscientiously completing my order, she quietly responded to my friendly and teasing comments as if we were the only two people in the shop. Her small, button-nose initially suggesting to me an innocent, vulnerable quality; although the intervening two years have proved she can be those things, but much, much more besides. As mild-mannered as a fairytale princess, or as bad-tempered as a tight sack full of Persian cats, her temperament matches her appearance: hot, sexy and very Mediterranean.
A wonderfully petite five feet two, she retained the girlish frame of her teens, whilst adding the slender curves of a young woman. If walking naked around the house, she would gracefully raise herself onto her toes, accentuating the lithe firmness of her calves and thighs, her bottom perking upwards and outwards. Her breasts, a 34C, because of her slight-build look much, much larger. Full and heavy, firm and proudly upturned. The large, dark areola set unusually high with a slightly puffy appearance, giving her breasts a delicious fullness to the underbelly I find irresistible. Her bottom is small and firm, with cheeks that have a plumpish, fleshy quality, which I could never resist biting, or probing my hungry tongue between. She has always been, for me, perfect.
And I always felt that I didnât deserve her.
Our two-year relationship was both passionate and tempestuous. Yet only one incident marred for both of us an otherwise perfect romance. Early in our dating, I had spent a night with a girl, following a drunken party with friends. My stupid, unforgivable act of infidelity was immediately discovered by Lesley, who angrily dumped me and promptly organised a holiday in Spain with her friends. I later discovered that she had slept with one of the hotel pool attendants. It evened-up the score, I guess. But I learned my lesson. After many nights of talking, and crying, we were soon back together again, and very much in love.
Although weâd been abroad for holidays together before, our trip to the north Yorkshire coast would be special. It was our first holiday together as man and wife. Weâd been married for two months now, but because of the cost of the wedding, couldnât afford the exotic honeymoon weâd planned. She is only 18, Iâm 22, and we both came from poor families, and so we agreed it could wait. But we did want some time alone together. So, having saved a modest sum, we decided a trip to the seaside was exactly what we wanted to celebrate our marriage.
Our journey had started uneventfully enough, until I pulled over at a beauty spot in Derbyshire. We both loved sex and were, by now, pretty adventurous for our age, which often meant quick, frantic sex in public places. The place we stopped at was remote, with no one around for miles. Or so we thought. It wasnât until Lesley was reclined on the bonnet of our car, her blouse open, breasts exposed, her jeans and pants around one ankle, and me thrusting frantically between her legs in hot pursuit of an orgasm, that we heard the Jaguar car pull alongside us.
We lay there, totally still. A horrified glance passed between us, and we both looked towards the car. The solitary occupant, a ruddy-faced old man of around 60, was just staring blatantly at Lesley, grinning broadly. His eyes hungrily wandering up and down her young, tender body, over her breasts, along her legs, and, inclining his head, longingly between her legs. I should have been annoyed and just told the old duffer to fuck off; but for some reason I was curiously excited. So, even harder than I had been, I again began to thrust into my wife, pawing at her breasts cruelly and lasciviously. Sucking on her nipples. âRichard, stop it. No! Stop it. Stop!â she whispered urgently, trying to pull her blouse closed over her exposed breasts.
I continued pumping my cock into her as hard as I could, whilst pulling her thin blouse open. Roughly yanking the material from her tiny fingers, and pushing her bra up, revealing her breasts once again to the excited gaze of the old man. Despite her angry protests, within seconds I came inside her, pumping my spunk deep into her pussy.
We both lay there in complete silence for a few seconds, breathing heavily, before hearing the car drive away. I looked up and indeed the old boy had gone. His day no doubt brightened by our indiscretion.
I have to admit that I have often overreacted to Lesleyâs friendly interaction with other men. And my jealousy has often been the catalyst for many arguments. So it came as no surprise that moments later, having dressed in silence, and climbed back into the car, that she turned to me.
âWhat the fuck was you thinking of? Why didnât you stop? I asked you to stop. Why didnât you? I mean you of all people - Mr-fucking-Jealousy - why did you carry on in front of him?â She spat the last word out angrily and stared at me, waiting for an answer.
âIâm sorry Lez, I just got carried awayâ, I mumbled apologetically.
âCarried away? How do you think it made me feel?â she glared, furiously. âTry cheap. Try fucking humiliated. You had no consideration for my feelings whatsoever. You held me down, despite my protests, even holding open my blouse so that dirty old cunt got an eyeful. You fucking selfish, perverted wanker!â she shouted into my face. âI mean, what are you, some kind of fucking rapist? Do you get-off on fucking little girls who canât fight back?â
I was absolutely stunned by the venom in her outburst. I had never heard her react like it ever before and lowered my eyes, guiltily. Many minutes passed before I could even look at her face again. When I did, I saw she was still obviously seething with anger. âI thought you liked people to look at youâ, I offered, weakly.
âIâd rather people werenât looking at me when I was tits-up on the bonnet of a car with your fucking spunk dribbling down the inside of my legs!â she yelled, her eyes wide with rage, challenging mine. Her face inches from my face.
I had no idea what to say, so I said nothing. She was absolutely right, of course. It had been a selfish and stupid thing for me to do. I looked back down into her lap as I felt my face burning with embarrassment. After a few seconds, she let out a deep breath, and turned away from me in her seat, looking directly forward out of the windscreen. Several more minutes passed in utter silence.
âI mean, you didnât even ask me, or anythingâ, she said quietly, her voice calming down. âI might have been okay with it, but I just wished youâd asked me instead of thinking only of yourself.â She refused to look at me.
âLesley, I am so, so very sorry. I really am. You are absolutely right. It was a completely selfish and inconsiderate thing to do. Iâm...Iâm truly sorry.â I spoke slowly, my eyes downcast, my voice wavering unsteadily with tearful emotion. I swallowed hard. I felt like a guilty young child who had been discovered committing some terrible act of cruelty. I still could not look at her face again. I listened to her breathing.
From the corner of my eye, I saw her turn and face me again. I could feel her looking long and hard at me. I turned away slightly, embarrassed at the emotions welling-up within me. She reached across and playfully punched me gently on the thigh with her closed fist. âYou silly little sodâ, she said, quietly. I looked up and saw a thin smile pulling at the corners of her mouth.
âYouâre not still angry then?â I said, hopefully. She shook her head slowly, the benevolence in her deep brown eyes searching my face. âIâm sorryâ, I said, quietly, relief flooding through me. âI really am so sorry.â
âDonât worry. Iâm the one thatâs gonna pin you down next time. See how you like itâ, she smiled, more broadly now, and again punched my leg, a little harder this time. âBut what about you? I thought youâd get jealous of people seeing me naked.â
âYeah, me too. Maybe âcause he was just some old guy, I dunno.â I shook my head, as puzzled at my reaction as she obviously was. She finally reached across and squeezed my thigh, before letting her hand remain there.