AUTHOR'S NOTE
Here's the next 750-word instal of Phillip and Annabelle's story.
The final instal will be uploaded one day after this one so hopefully will appear on consecutive days in Loving Wives.
I hope you enjoy the escapism and the music!
Happy Reading.
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JUST AS ANNABELLE suspected, Phillip didn't relinquish the mic. Would he forgive or condemn?
She risked another glance at Rick and Melissa. Rick had recovered somewhat and was now attempting to look casual and unconcerned, leaning back on his chair and sipping his beer. He wasn't quite succeeding. There was too much tension around his eyes, across his shoulders. Too much avoidance of meeting gazes. Melissa looked confused. Knowing her friend, Annabelle recognised the beginning of fear in her eyes as she looked up at her husband.
Annabelle stared at Phillip, tense, willing him to not expose her and Rick to the entire room. He stared back, his expression giving nothing away.
She listened carefully to the opening bars of the song, hoping for a clue. It was an unusual mix of an electronic beat with piano. It sounded vaguely familiar but she couldn't place it.
You and me we made a vow
For better or for worse
I can't believe you let me down
But the proof is in the way it hurts
Phillip made no attempt to mask his pain. Everyone could hear it. Annabelle averted her gaze. She knew if she made eye contact the transfer of his agony to her would be brutal. She realised that made her a coward but she wasn't strong enough to deal with the hell those eyes conveyed. She'd shatter under its weight.
For months on end I've had my doubts
Denying every tear
I wish this would be over now
Because I know you're not really here
It was over. He was saying it's over. Annabelle dropped her chin, grateful for the way her hair fell forward to conceal her face. She prayed for the strength to hold back the tears threatening to fall. All she could hope for now was to be left a sliver of dignity.
You say I'm crazy
'Cause you don't think I know what you've done
But when you call me baby
I know I'm not the only one
Annabelle, oblivious to all but Phillip's voice as he sang the demise of their marriage, didn't notice the silence in the bar. She wasn't the only one to recognise something momentous was happening.
You've been so unavailable
Now sadly I know why
Your heart is unobtainable
Even though Lord knows you kept mine
At the final line of the verse, Annabelle looked up in hope. Did it mean there was a chance for them?
You say I'm crazy
'Cause you don't think I know what you've done
But when you call me baby
I know I'm not the only one
No. Each word of the chorus hit like a blow. She flinched with each one. Phillip loving her was irrelevant. Her betrayal made reconciliati impossible.