I was feeling like a loser despite my success in business. I had a security consulting business, and I traveled over a good deal of the Western United States, including a number of casinos in Reno and Las Vegas. The reason that I was feeling like a loser was because I strongly suspected; in fact knew; that my wife was cheating on me. Rachel and I had been married for five years; it was my second marriage.
My first marriage lasted only eighteen months. I wed when I was eighteen years old and divorced before I turned twenty. My first wife, Denise, was (and still is) big, buxom, brash, and blonde. I really - and I mean really - enjoyed fucking her. However, it was a year after our nuptials before I realized that we never made love. We just fucked. While physically I was well satisfied, emotionally I was not - and Denise came to the same realization that I did about a month after I did. We had no real assets to split up so the break was not acrimonious, and until I became exclusive with my wife Rachel, Denise and I got together about once a week for a night-long fuck session.
Then, at the ripe old age of twenty seven, I wondered how I had gotten myself into the situation that I was in, and how I could get out.
I guess the main problem is that I am a trusting guy. I'm above average in looks, size, and smarts, at least as it relates to my business; apparently in dealing with women, however, I was stupid.
I thought that Rachel was the perfect counterpoint to my first wife Denise. Both are good-looking women, but that is where the similarities end. Rachel is small, petite, understated, and cheery, the opposite of Denise. Also, when Rachel and I had sex it was love-making, not just an animalistic ritual. It was still satisfying physically, although maybe not as much as with Denise when I fucked her doggy while holding onto her pendulous honkers, but great, and so emotionally rewarding!
In the case of Rachel, we'd been married long enough, and were successful enough, to accumulate some decent assets including a condo that we owned together in a suburb of San Francisco. We bought it at the bottom of the market, and it would have been hard to replace it at the relatively low monthly costs that we were then incurring.
I was about to get a big bonus at work, and I was thinking of how I might be able to squirrel that away to keep it as my property when we separated. Other things were going through my mind also, such as could I kill her Paramour and get away with? Could I inflict as much pain on her as she was inflicting on me? Why in the fuck had it happened? Am I so out of touch with reality that I think I am a great sexual partner when in fact I'm inadequate?
It was with these thoughts roaming through my mind that I ended up in Reno doing a consulting job for several casinos. While prostitution is not legal in Reno, it is legal in a number of other locations throughout Nevada. Of course the fact that it is not actually legal in Reno does not mean that it doesn't exist there. You just have to be a little bit careful in dealing with organizations where prostitution is legal, and if you are the chances of an arrest for prostitution - for either the prostitute or the John - is negligible.
Having lost my appetite for Rachel's otherwise delectable pussy once I found out about her cheating, I was a horny little dude in Reno. I checked with the most reputable and diverse call girl organization in the state, which had branches in Reno and Vegas. They could actually have a legal office within the city limits as long as any contracted work was allegedly done where prostitution is legal.
Trixie - a great name for a call girl "representative," isn't it - was very happy to talk with me about my situation. Somewhat as a surprise, she told me that if I was willing to get tested for STDs, and pay a premium, I could even get a girl that did not require use of a condom. Also I had a wide variety of choices related to experience level, size, and age. I decided that what I wanted was an inexperienced call girl who was mature; someone who was nothing like either Rachel or Denise.
I looked through the catalog of possible escorts, most of them provocatively dressed or undressed, as the case may be, and with "fuck me" looks. I probably would've been happy with any one of them, except for the five or six that looked the most like Rachel or Denise, but the mature woman on the very last page piqued my interest.
Her name was Carolyn. She was the only one in the entire catalog that had a "scared" look rather than a sexy one. She also was not dressed nearly as provocatively as the others, and probably had five pounds more on her waist than would be considered desirable by most guys. However she had beautiful light brown hair, there was something about her face that intrigued me, and she did appear to have nice big tits.
"What's the story with Carolyn?" I asked Trixie.
"You're the first person to express interest in her," Trixie laughed. "In fairness, though, she's only been in the book for two or three weeks. I got the feeling when interviewing her that this is the last thing on earth that she wants to do, however apparently she has a desperate financial situation."
"How old is she?"
"She says that she's 33, but I think she gave me a fake ID; I will bet that she's closer to 38."
"What's her rate?"
"$300 for three hours; $500 for the night."
"And she's clean? No STDs?"
"I have her certificate right here," Trixie replied.
"So you think she might be skittish?" I asked Trixie.
"Like I said, it's her first time, and I don't guarantee anything, except your money back if she doesn't go through with it. However, why take the chance? We had so many other girls..."
I interrupted Trixie before she could finish her sales pitch. "Let's do it this way; I'll pay her one hundred dollars to meet at a bar and talk. After our talk if she's not skittish I'll take her to my room for two hours. Then I promise to give you a full report. How does that sound?"
Trixie pondered for a second and then said "I need to check her out anyway; you got yourself a deal. Give me the $300 now and I'll refund $200 if she doesn't go through with it, or if for some reason you don't want to."
The next night at 8 o'clock Carolyn showed up at my hotel lobby. We pretended like we were having a business meeting when we went into the bar and sat at the table furthest away from the dance floor. It was obvious that Carolyn was very nervous, although that could not have been because of how she was dressed. No one, and I mean no one, would mistake her for a call girl dressed like she was. She had on a completely opaque blouse with sleeves, a skirt that ended just below her knees, only two inch heels; and little jewelry or makeup.
Despite her nervousness, Carolyn was fairly easy to talk to, and while she certainly was no rocket scientist, she was far from stupid. However, when I tried to touch on her financial situation she seemed to clam up. I wasn't trying to get her drunk, and she and I each had only two drinks. I did get her onto the dance floor with me when two slow numbers were playing, and I liked the way that she felt in my arms even though she didn't stick a leg between mine, and I didn't try to press my boner into her torso. After about seventy minutes I asked her to come upstairs with me. She seemed hesitant, but agreed.
When we got upstairs, however, and I started gently undressing her, her nervousness turned to tears.
"I'm not sure that I can do this, Brad," she whined. "I'm desperate, but I'm also married. I'm just at such a loss..." she started to say, and then couldn't finish.
Rather than being angry, for some reason this really turned me on, seeing her so vulnerable and conflicted. I even imagined a movie being made from it called "The Reluctant Call Girl," which made me smile to myself.
"Why don't we sit down and talk about it for a while" I said as compassionately as possible. Rather than bolting, she sat down. At that point her blouse had three buttons undone but none of the real "goodies" had been exposed since she had a significant bra on underneath her blouse. There was enough cleavage, however, to get me hard. I held both of her hands as we talked.
Either this woman had a real tale of woe, or she was a wonderful con artist. She told me about two miscarriages, losing her job as a showgirl because she was thought to be too old, losing her job as a dealer at a casino, her husband losing his job when he got ill, and how her husband had a serious medical condition that likely would lead to his demise within a few months. She was already in hock up to her eyeballs and had no way to pay for the medical costs that they were incurring. Her situation would have been truly hopeless except that she and her sick husband were able to live rent free in her middle class mother's second bedroom in her suburban apartment.