SHELLY
I wake up in darkness. And I am disoriented, looking around in dim light at unfamiliar surroundings.
Then I notice the arm around me. Drew's arm. We are both naked under the covers.
Now I remember, we are in Jess and Matt's spare bedroom.
We made love, smoked some weed, made love again and then must have fallen asleep.
Oh my God! I can't believe this. That voice in my head is screaming at me again!
"What about Bill?" The voice is yelling. "What about your marriage?"
I can't believe I've done this! Betrayed my husband. Slept several times now with another man. This hot, sexy man. My boyfriend! My lover! The man I have given myself too!
But I love my husband. Truly love him. How could I do this to him, to us?!
Yet, this man with his arm around me has seduced me, made me feel more like a vital, sexy, desirable woman than I have ever felt before.
And he was the one comforting and helping me after my husband slammed the ball into my face accidentally during a volleyball game in the pool.
And the sex... Oh my God, the sex with this hot, black man is so over-the-top-fucking GREAT!
I slip out of bed, go into the bathroom and look at myself in the mirror. Oh my God! I look a wreck. My hair's a mess, and the black and blue mark on my face is starting to fade — but it still looks horrible.
I look around the room for my clothes and then remember, all I have here is my skimpy bikini. My husband was supposed to take care of all of our stuff at the pool. Jessica rushed me here to her condo to deal with my bleeding nose and bruised face.
I put on a bathrobe that I find in the closet and quietly as I can I open the door and walk into the living room.
And there is Matt — Jess's husband — sleeping on the couch.
I shake him awake.
"What are you doing out here. Why are you sleeping on the couch?"
"Oh, it's no biggie. Derek spent the night. When stays over he always sleeps with Jess in our bed. Usually, I sleep in the spare bedroom when he's here, but you and Drew were in there."
"Oh my God! I'm so sorry!"
"No, no problem. I got to have some fun with Jess and Derek before I settled down here."
"Wow! Really? Did you have a threesome with Jess and her boyfriend?"
"Well, I guess in a way. I mean it's mainly the two of them making love. But they let me join in a little."
"You mean you and Derek both had sex with Jess?"
"No. Mainly she only has intercourse with Derek these days. But she likes me to go down on her — before and after he fucks her. And that's a big turn-on for me."
"So you just give her oral sex and you watch. That's all you get? And you're okay with that?"
"Well, no. There's more to it than that, but it's kind of embarrassing."
Now he's sitting up on the couch wearing just a t-shirt and boxers and I can see he's getting aroused talking about this.
"I'd rather not go into this with you. You might get the wrong idea," he says.
"What do you mean?" I say. "I mean, Jesus, we all know so much about each other's sex lives. You and Jess are the ones who got me and Bill into this cuckold lifestyle! What can you possibly not want to tell me?"
"Well, Jess likes me to suck Derek's cock, and..."
"Oh my God! You suck Derek's dick?!"
"See I knew I shouldn't tell you that."
"No, no, it's just that I'm surprised! I mean I had no idea you might be gay. I mean I'm not judging. It's okay. I just didn't know."
"No, no, that's not it. I am definitely not gay! See I knew you'd get the wrong idea. It's just that Jessica keeps pushing me to do it. I didn't want to. I mean actually it seemed kind of gross. But I do it... Well I do it because she wants me to. I do it to please her."
"Wow, so many strange, amazing things! I'm having trouble wrapping my mind around all this."
"Jesus! I shouldn't have told you all this. Please don't tell your husband. It's embarrassing!"
Just then Jess walks into the room.
"What's embarrassing? What's going on in here? Matt are you trying to seduce my best friend?"
"No baby, I was just explaining why I'm sleeping on the couch instead of in our bed with you."
"Come into the kitchen, Shelly," she says. "I'll tell you all about it."
"Well, Matt has already told me a lot, and I'm kind of blown away."
As we move into the kitchen, Jessica says matter-of-factly, "Derek always sleeps in the master bedroom with me when he stays over. Matt has accepted that."
Then she whispers, "Has Matt told you how he loves sucking Derek's big dick?"
"Well not exactly. He said you pretty much make him do that. He said he does it to please you."
"Ha! That's a laugh! In the beginning, I pushed him to touch Derek's dick and then to kiss it and suck it. But now he just goes for it."
"Oh my God, you think he actually likes it?"
"I think he loves it. It all kind of started with him eating me out after Derek and I had sex. It seemed like he got turned on eating Derek's cum out of my pussy."
"Oh my God! Bill did that the other night after I had sex with Drew!"
"Well, he might be the same way. Anyway, I thought if he liked eating Derek's cum so much, maybe he would like sucking his dick too, so I started pestering him and pushing him to touch it and then to suck it."
"But you don't have to push him to do it now?"
"Oh my God, no! He and I suck Derek together. He even likes to lick Derek clean after he and I have sex. He goes crazy eating me out, licking Derek's cum out of me. And then he just goes for Derek's big dick. He has turned into a real cocksucker!"
"Wow, I am completely blown away. Do you think he's gay?"
"No, I think he's probably bisexual. Actually, I think it's kind of hot. I love it when Matt licks me out after Derek and I make love. And then watching him lick Derek clean really turns me on."
"I cannot imagine Bill doing that!"
"Well, you might be surprised. Anyway, I think Matt wants Derek to cum in his mouth, but that hasn't happened yet, mainly because I want Derek to cum in me!"
"Wow, this is beyond crazy."
"By the way, Shelly, Bill saw you and Drew having sex last night."
"What? How? Was he here?"
"Yeah, he came over to check on you. I told him you were with Drew and that he shouldn't upset you, but he peeked in the door anyway. And he watched for a few minutes."
"Oh my God! That's terrible! He must be crushed! I am such a slut! What can I do?"
"I don't know. I just know he left in a rush and he looked shaken."
BILL
I wake up when I feel the bed shifting. Shelly moves under the covers and kisses me on the cheek.
"Oh fuck, Baby, I'm so sorry," I tell her. "I never meant to hit you with that ball."
"I know. It's okay. I know it was an accident. Stop apologizing for it," she says. "But how are you? Are you okay?"
"I don't know how I am. I saw you and Drew having sex. No, what I saw was you making love with him. It broke my heart."
"Jessica told me you saw us. She said you looked shaken when you rushed out of her condo."
"I heard what you said to him," I tell her. "I don't want to lose you. I love you."
I reach for her, kiss her. My tongue pushing open her lips. We are open mouth kissing as my passion for her surges.
I pull her luscious, naked body to me as I reach down to caress and fondle her sexy ass. Jesus, I want her back. I love her so much!
I fondle her breasts, moving over to lick and suck first one nipple, then the other.
I kiss my way down her body as I move over on top of her. I push her legs apart and nuzzle her vulva. She is ripe with the smell of sex. Her labia are inflamed.