This story did not happen to me and should be considered fiction. The story plot was given to me by a reader. She had a few very specific items that she wanted included in the story.
I would like to thank JayDavid for editing this story for me. He spent a lot of time helping me with my punctuation, POV issues and grammatical issues...there were many. He is a skilled editor and a very nice man. Thank you so much Jay.
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"Jim, are you certain the other wives are going? I mean, three days in that cottage while you guys go fishing every day." I asked in a slightly irritated tone.
"Nicole...for the umpteenth time...two of the other wives are going. You won't be the only woman there. Besides, I think it would be a turn on if you were the only one there. The other guys would be checking you out and seeing what a lucky guy I am having such a knock-out for a wife. Are you going to pack some sexy shorts or skirts??"
"Don't be such a pig and get your hands off of my butt, we have things to get ready before we leave."
Jim and I had been married 12 years now. He is 5'8" and 175 pounds and I am 5'2" and 110 pounds. We didn't have children because I couldn't get pregnant. Jim seems to really enjoy the sex for himself, but for me, he isn't satisfying my needs. After he falls asleep I usually finger myself to an orgasm. I never experienced the incredible orgasms the girls at work always bragged about, besides, I never believed them anyway. I always thought they were just bragging their husbands up.
For years I didn't like talking about sex or even allowing my husband to see me naked in the light of day or our lit bedroom. I was raised in a very strict Christian home, with church services on Sundays, Wednesday prayer sessions at church and evening prayers at home. I didn't even date very much in high school. I might allow a boy to kiss me on a date but never allowed him to touch me inappropriately. So, I wasn't very popular with the boys then.
I met Jim during our senior year when we were both 18 years old. We hit it off nicely. He was so polite and patient with me and never pushed my limits of comfort... a real gentleman.
After graduation and still dating I could sense his sexual frustration and he talked to me about it. He told me how much he loved me and that he was willing to wait as long as was necessary to make sure it was something I also wanted. I so wanted to make him happy and for him to love me more deeply. I agreed to try to have sex with him.
It was a clumsy effort as he also only had limited experience. He didn't have me nearly ready for the penetration so it was very painful. When he was done he seemed completely satisfied; I felt nothing at all but burning in my vagina and shame throughout my entire body.
The quality of our love making sessions has progressed a little bit over the years but still, nothing like what I hear some women experience. Maybe I'm just the oddball. The only way I can really have a quality orgasm is by masturbating. I guess between my finger and a toy I keep securely hidden in our bedroom I manage to get by.
I never saw Jim's mean side until after we were married. He has become very impatient with me. If I tried to express my viewpoint or even disagree with him on the smallest of things he will go into a rage. He has never hit me but the rage in his eyes and the screaming insults told a story that he had the potential of hurting me. When we go out for an evening he demands that I wear short skirts and low cut tops that show off my figure.
I have loosened up quite a bit over the years and don't get so embarrassed when guys talk to me at the gym or other places. I actually get a little turned on by the way they look at me. So much so that I put a little more effort into the way I dress at the gym, no more baggy sweats, I wear spandex bottoms and my tops show a bit of tummy. Even when I go shopping I wear skirts that are a bit shorter than I would ever have considered a couple years ago. I do enjoy the attention I receive but still would never consider cheating on Jim even though I secretly fantasize what it would be like with another man.
On the drive up Jim got a cell phone call.
"Nicole, that was Evan, his wife won't be coming up with him. It seems as though an emergency came up."
I was so happy and said "That's fine with me."
We got to the cottage and no one else had showed up yet. We got our things into the cabin. It was so peaceful here. Another car pulled in and Tom and Barb got out. I have always liked Barb and we gave each other a big hug and kiss. The guys saw this and Tom whistled and said, "I'll give you ladies 15 minutes to stop kissing." Tom and Jim laughed and laughed. Barb smiled and I got red in the face with embarrassment.
Barb pulled me aside and said, "Did Jim tell you that Jake was coming?"
"I don't know a Jake from Jim's office."
"Well, he's a new guy at work and Tom told me that this guy has quite the reputation with the ladies at work. Supposedly he has a 'huge thing' and doesn't discriminate between single or married women. In other words any female in a skirt becomes a target. I'm certainly not interested in him but would like to see what he looks like. That's the only reason I came on this outing. Tomorrow morning I'm going back home and somebody else can bring Tom home."
When she said "huge thing" I blushed but said, "Barb, I thought you were staying the entire time. Evan's wife cancelled and now you're going home early. What am I going to do?"
"You'll be fine. Just hang out and relax, maybe go into town and shop. Just do whatever, besides, Evan's wife is so full of herself...she's a bore."
Barb and Tom headed into the cabin and I drew a bee line for Jim.
"Jim, why didn't you tell me another guy was coming?"
Before he could answer I added, "And did you know Barb was going home in the morning?"
"Well, I knew Jake was coming but I had no clue Barb was going home early." He said in a tone that warned me to drop the topic.
Just then a car and minivan pulled in and Evan got out of the car and I supposed it was Jake that got out of the van. They both shook hands and walked towards us. Barb and Tom came out of the cabin and we all greeted Jake and Evan.
There were a few minutes of small talk and introductions for Jake. When Jakewas introduced to me he smiled the most endearing smile and held onto my hand a bit longer than I was comfortable with. I gave him a big smile back. Gawd...he had beautiful eyes and a very nice fit body. I don't normally get giddy but I was then. I was especially surprised to find myself flirting with my eyes a little. I hoped no one else noticed, especially Jim.
Barb said, "Nicole, let's go in and get some lunch going for these hungry guys."