I did need to have a level of trust with Catherine though, and I chatted to her as we walked.
"Have you lived here long, Catherine?"
"No, we've really only just moved in. Joe had one of those expensive townhouses in the inner north, but with the business doing well he wanted us to 'find our place in the world'." She gave a little smirk at that. "Actually, I grew up in a place like this in Sydney, although the house was older, the garden was wonderful, and the neighbours were really good friends. You can only go so far to buy yourself into a neighbourhood."
We talked a bit more, as I did some random garden sketches to prolong the conversation. It didn't take long before her barriers were down; she was clearly dying to open up to somebody. Catherine had met and fallen in love with Joe while on a European holiday and had married him quite young. She had still been establishing her career at the time and had effectively given that up to join him in Melbourne. He was about ten years older than her, and this had caused a lot of family tensions.
"I know I'm over-sharing now," she said, "but I was a fool to get married so young and being stubborn I cut myself from my family and friends when they were only trying to give me good advice. Never mind. I made my bed, and I'll lie in it."
Just before we headed back inside, Catherine stopped me.
"Two things you need to know. First, do not cross Bruno or Joe in anything. Bruno and I barely tolerate each other, and he's a piece of work. I displaced Bruno in the inheritance pecking order, but I'm kept well out of the business. I have little influence over Bruno if he turns on you and both of them will crush you if they feel like it. To make matters worse, Bruno is obsessed with me and Joe refuses to see that." She paused.
"Got it, and that's a lot. The second?"
She was rigid again, facing forwards. "The second is that Joe is requiring me to model nude for you for the painting in the bedroom. Some kind of sexy Eve thing. He and Bruno came up with the idea when they were discussing your work."
I was a bit taken aback. "Oh, I'm sorry. I've never had a model working under duress. We can't have that."
"No," she said, allowing her voice to show me some annoyance. "I just told you how dangerous they are, and you need to take that on trust. I won't give you examples. I will do the pose. He wants to make his ownership of me clear to all. He will show the painting off to his inner circle, and he'll probably show a photo of it to his mistress when he visits her on Friday nights. Be very careful what you say in front of him. Be careful how you look at me in front of him."
Now I was genuinely shaken. What the hell had I stepped into? Catherine didn't come across at all as a helpless damsel in distress, but she was consciously choosing to suffer a controlling relationship rather than challenge her husband. And any poor choices on my part from here would clearly have the potential for bad consequences for her as well as me. This commission had gone downhill very quickly.
I turned to her, chastened. I chose my words carefully.
"Catherine, thank you for sharing this, and I'm sorry for your situation. If I paint you, nude or otherwise, I will honour you, regardless of how others are treating you. If there is something that I can do to help that doesn't make things worse, please let me know. If you want me to decline the job, tell me. And tell me straight if I'm blundering around again."
She relaxed a little and smiled. "Don't pull out, please. He would just get someone else to do it. I'd give them the whole spiel again, and then they'd run away screaming and I'd get a reputation as the crazy woman from Kew. But thank you for offering."
We walked back inside, and then I asked her to show me the view out of other windows in the house so that I could quickly sketch some perspectives that would let me imagine the study view as accurately as possible. Then I left for home, with much on my mind.
...
I spent some days in my studio to work on my sketches, and then was back the next week with the sketches, my paints, limewater, brushes and other tools to start work in the study. Joe had had his desk moved out of the room so that I could have working space, but still had his computer at the conference table. He sat there while I started the wall preparation. This was going to take some days to do, in sections, with the detail of the garden scene likely to take the longest.
I have a specific technique that I use while working around clients. I put headphones on, not to play music, but to discourage people from talking to me. I find that after a while, if I'm not speaking, and they believe that I'm not listening, they tend to behave like I'm not there and start to relax themselves. It's only when they're behaving normally that I can really pick up the vibe of a place.
So it was with Joe during the week. He did ask me to leave the room a couple of times, but after a while he tended to just leave me alone. When Bruno or others came for meetings, at first I could sense that they were edgy in my presence, but he encouraged them to treat me as part of the furniture, and after looking over my shoulder a bit to see how the work was progressing, they would get on with their business. In the main, this appeared to be illegal tobacco, vaping, extortion and protection -- the expected fare. I didn't approve, but I'd heard it all before doing similar commissions. Business conversations were mixed with the usual braggadocio, with a fair bit of back and forth between them, although others were careful to not push it too far with Joe or Bruno.
There was one conversational incident, when Bruno and Joe were alone together, and Bruno asked if Joe had heard any more about investigations into 'that certain matter'. Joe just replied 'not now', and took Bruno out of the room to discuss whatever it was somewhere else. I did pause my painting for a few seconds at this. They hadn't been shy about discussing several crimes in the room with me: what was suddenly so sensitive? Whatever it was, what mattered was that I had not seen the worst of them, and I filed that away to sit alongside Catherine's warnings.
There was also something that gave me a quiet chuckle, although I couldn't think of a way to immediately use the information without putting myself in danger. I've mentioned the big safe on the wall. Joe went back and forwards to it a lot when the others (including Bruno) weren't there: he seemed to be very much a cash and jewellery kind of guy in terms of where he put his wealth, and it seemed like he kept some critical documents in there too. Since my back was turned to him and I was acting oblivious, he didn't make me leave the room when he punched in the key code. But I noticed that he did have the habit, shared by many others, of quietly muttering the numbers to himself as he punched them in, and since he kept forgetting about me, I was able to hear it enough times to have the code memorised by the end of the week.
Catherine herself I saw on most days. I brought my own lunches and ate them outside in the garden, and on several occasions she joined me to chat, clearly bored. I found out that she was actually a business graduate from Sydney University.
"I was such a dimwit," she said quietly and matter-of-factly. "I thought I was joining a glamorous family, and with my skills I would be helping Joe take his operation further. I was all too ready to ignore the nature of the business, too. But Joe shut me out, because my job is to be decorative and pop out children. And there have been no children so far. Joe won't admit this, but it's because he's firing blanks; I've been tested and I'm fine. So here I am, wasting my youth to make a minor crime boss look like he's still got his. And tolerating creepy Bruno, hanging around, leering at me when he thinks I'm not looking, and working on getting his tentacles into his boss' house, his business and his wife."
"What do you do with your time?" I asked.
"I socialise with the other wives. Nobody realises this, but I've learnt quite a lot about the inner workings of the business, because they all talk about what they hear, and their husbands won't stop boasting about their petty lowlife exploits. They all disgust me now. Occasionally Joe takes me overseas, but he makes sure to keep my passport with him or in his safe and he controls the money. And I host or attend social events with him and do my best to look attractive and act gracious. Most Friday evenings, Bruno drives Joe to visit Joe's mistress in the spa region north of here, and then picks him the next day or even the Sunday to bring him back here. And I stay here, trying not to seethe, fantasising about getting out and starting my life again."