After a wild 24 hours things had begun to settle down. For the most part life went back to normal. Courtney, my daughter, came home later that day and we prepared for the new week. But my mind was still thinking about our night with Taylor. Thinking about her amazing body. The blonde hair, the firm body, the smooth skin, and her magnificent breasts.
The way she looked as she rode my husbands manliness. My husband, Michael's, face as he was pleasured by her womanly ways. I couldn't get over how intense it was. How mesmerized I was. How incredible my orgasms were while pleasuring myself. How great the sex was with my husband the next day. How he ravaged me. But I also remembered how hurt and lonely I felt as the two of them fucked each other as if I wasn't there or at least didn't matter.
Did this make me a Cuckquean? More importantly; did I want to be? Being somewhat submissive was nothing new to me and our sex and role playing. But, cuckqueaning was on a whole different level. These were the thoughts and ideas that were going through my head the next few days.
Michael and I had had only minimal and shallow conversations about it. Mostly talk that lead to more great sex though. At some point soon we would have to sit down fully clothed and discuss what happened and where we wanted to go in the future.
On Wednesday of that week Amanda called me. She was and is my best friend. We met on the first day of school senior year. I had just moved into her school's district. She was cool and pretty and most people liked her. In fact she was like the leader of the cool kids....not a mean girl but cool. Definitely in charge though, mostly every girl wanted to be her and every guy wanted to be with her.
It was with her that I, and her for that matter, discovered the beauty of the female body and how fun it was to play with. But not in the way one might think.
Shortly after we both turned 18 we attended a sorority party. Somehow Amanda had found out about it and pretty much made me go. We hung out with one of the sisters who lived there. After a while the three of us ended up in her room with a bottle of cheap whiskey. She was a few years older, maybe a sophomore or junior at the college, and obviously way more experienced with girl on girl...or in our case, girl on girl on girl action.
Long story short...It wasn't long before she had both of us half naked with a finger or two in both of us as we laid on the bed next to each other as she kneeled down on the floor. It was my first major sexual awakening. It wasn't long before Amanda and I were kissing and touching each others chest and stomach. Then the sister started licking our pussies first mine then Amanda's and then back to mine and so on and so on. We had to be home by one that night but before that we kissed and pleasured each other several times.
That was the only night we spent with the sorority sister. But it was not the only night of passion Amanda and I had together though. A few months later I would meet, Kyle, my daughters father. So she has been with me through all of my trials and tribulations. When my phone rang and I saw that it was her I quickly vowed to myself that I would not be telling her about Taylor or cuckqueaning.
We conversed casually for several minutes talking about mundane everyday things. My husband, Courtney, work, our favorite TV shows, and whatever. Amanda had married twice but never had kids and she had a pretty active love and sex life so that topic always came up. And then.... "So what about you guys? Did you do anything exciting over the weekend?" she inquired.
"Ummm, nothing much. Just went out to the club on Saturday and sat around the house all day Sunday," I replied as nonchalantly as I could. "Barely left the bed actually." Which was not too far from the truth.
"So none of your guys' kinky fun? You didn't meet any hot young things at the club?" She asked in joking tone. "You guys have been pretty tame lately haven't you?"
I paused. I hated to lie to her. Outside of Michael there is no one I confide in more than her. And to be honest I am not even sure why I didn't want to tell her. Maybe it was my confusion, maybe it was because part of me was embarrassed, or maybe it was something different. Maybe it was something about Amanda that made me not want to tell her.
"Well, OK, we did meet a woman while at the club to be honest." I spurted out.
"There you go, now we are talking. Was she hot? cute? Tell me"
"She was blonde with a great body. Kind of like a younger Pam Anderson but not so fake looking. And maybe the best breasts I have ever seen. We danced with her and went back to her place." Pam Anderson being the super hot chick from Baywatch in the 90's that her and I always seemed to compare everyone too.
On the other end of the phone all I could hear was silence mixed with light breathing until she asked, "Is that it? Don't get me wrong that sounds hot. But you usually tell me every little detail. What are you leaving out?"
"Nothing...."
"Mallory....?"
"What, Amanda?," I said sternly.
"Seriously, what are you not telling me? What happened with her? Is something wrong?" She sounded concerned.
"No, nothing is wrong. I just don't really want to talk about it right now."
"Are you and Michael OK?"
"Yes we are more than OK. It is just that...." I started to spill but still couldn't. "Nothing, it is nothing. Nothing happened we met a girl at the club and had sex with her. That is it." But that wasn't it and without my consent tears started to slowly form in my eyes. And I knew she would know it too.
"You are crying. Why are you crying?" Now she sounded mad. Not mad at me but mad at whatever was making me upset.
"Oh my god, I don't know why I am crying," Which was true. "Must be a woman thing" I said while cry laughing. "I am just really emotional and confused to be honest."
"Confused about what Mal?"
"OK, so we didn't pick up a girl at the club on Saturday. The girl..."
"What was her name?"
"Taylor"
"Taylor? Really?"
"Yes, Taylor. Anyway...." I breathed deeply. "We didn't pick up Taylor. She picked up Michael."
"What? What does that mean?" She sounded confused, "Where were you?"
"I literally was right next to them when she did. I tried to stop it but she was too overpowering."
"I am very confused Mal. Start from the beginning. How exactly did she pick up Michael?" Perplexed, Amanda then asked, "How the hell did she overpower you? How did Michael let this happen?"
"That is part of why I am so emotional and confused," I started. "Just let me tell you what happened please. When we got to the club we sat at the bar overlooking the dance floor. I was looking to see if there were any hot girls or hot couples to be honest. Pretty much right away I saw her. She was amazing even from so far away. And then all night she was always around but on the periphery."
"Did you want her?"
"Yes, like I said she was incredibly hot." I paused before I said, "Then all of a sudden she was right next to Michael dancing with him. I tried to dance with them both thinking we would all dance and then play some.
"But no matter how hard I tried she always seemed to block me. Ignoring me at the same time. The next thing I know we were in her car and I was driving while she sucked his cock" I was in control as I explained it to Amanda but still on the verge of tears and breaking down.
"Holy shit, Mallory"
"I know, I know. When we got back to her place it only got worse," I was in tears again. "The thing is Mandy, a big part of me was loving how they were fucking without me"
"What does that mean?"
"I am not sure. Michael says I am a cuckquean. Have you ever heard of that?"
"I think so, is it like a female cuckold?"
"I guess so," I replied embarrassed. "Watching her super sexy body fucking him was so erotic. I came so hard just watching and playing with myself. And then the next day at home Michael and I fucked so intensely it was amazing."
"What did this Taylor have to say in the morning?"
"Nothing, she was gone when we woke. We called a cab and then went home and fucked all day."
We then spent the next hour or so discussing every detail of the event. I told her about Taylor stripping and me putting her panties on. How turned on I was and still feeling humiliated at the same time. I expressed to her how stimulating the look on Michael's face was as he fucked her. How I felt like I couldn't deny him this pleasure.
She seemed really understanding and then she said this before we hung up, "You know I love you Mallory but I am not totally shocked by this. You have always tried to appear to be in control and to be in charge. But I have always known it was just an act. In reality you are just a little girl who needs someone else to be charge. This is why we have always gotten along so well."
"I know," I said.
"I have to go. But if you need to talk more about it let me know and we can. But I will say this. I think this is something you should explore more but not before you and Michael talk about it and maybe set some rules. It could lead to some incredible experiences or it could lead to you being alone again. But honestly I don't think you need to worry about that because you guys are as solid of a couple as I know. I think it will all depend on how well you handle it"