Chapter 6 Part 2: The Internet and Beyond
My first day of exploring the Internet had opened up a different world for me. It allowed me to continue my search for understanding of David's behavior. On the other hand it had added a complex new issue to be added to what I had begun to refer to as 'The Plan.' I was still convinced that the best strategy for salvaging something from this marriage lay in a studied campaign to make us equals again in all respects of sexuality. To do that, I had to take this detailed view of David's activities, known and unknown to me. So far the investigative work has been very interesting and not wholly unpleasant, I have to admit.
My spare time the next day was spent at the computer. I wanted to figure out the messaging that Carlos had proposed. Along the way I set up a mailbox on Yahoo. There must be a lot of us out there with pseudonyms, I thought, as I pored over offered alternatives to my "Vicki" and "Victoria," ending up at last, with vickibabi2001@yahoo.com. It was 'cutesier' than I would like, but they must be running out of names that are just cute.
I whipped off an Email to him immediately as a test run. "Last night was .. interesting. I'm going to post more now – Vicki."
In spite of myself, here I was, in the middle of the day, sitting before the tube typing in the address of Literotica. I turned to the page with "Sexual Role Playing" to find that Carlos had already added a story paragraph before he went to work.
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"Vicki's easy, steady breathing was just discernible in the darkness. She seemed so peaceful. I lay there with my cheek against her mound, enraptured by the sensual feel of her body, enchanted by
having her here in the huge darkness of this 18th century bed, it's great heavy draperies sealing us from the world.
I kissed her pussy, noticing again the light scent of strawberries mixed with what I thought was a hint of almonds in her personal scent. I wanted to taste her again with my tongue, but I thought it might wake her. So I satisfied
myself with the sensuality of her breasts in my hands and my lips barely touching the most intimate part of her lovely body. I inhaled her scent deeply.
"Mmmmmmnnnnnhh."
I felt her stirring in the darkness and my tongue immediately slipped through my kiss and parted her sweet lips to find her clitoris. I gently circled it, tasting, touching. She became so wet, so quickly."
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Wow, I'm telling you, that warmed me up immediately. The fact that there was a man somewhere, writing this about ME before he went to work in the morning was a real turn-on.
I mean, he had never even seen me; He hardly knew me. We had become familiar with each other in a period of a few hours and here he was imagining himself between my open legs and slipping his tongue into the moist crease of my body; Knowing the scent of my body. And he really was talking about me.
"This internet is a strange and wondrous world," I muttered.
That wasn't the only thing. As I read the short passage, my pussy became moist with the excitement of being touched. And who knows, maybe he had touched me more than some people who ACTUALLY touched me.
Now that was something to think about, I thought.
I added a post to our joint story and repeat it here so that you can see how I am progressing at the Internet procedures.
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Posted by Vickiluv on 08-23-2001 11:54 AM:
Carlos moved to the end of my lounger as I poured more port. I parted my legs so he that he had a view of my now glistening pussy. I can feel his eyes caressing my breast and moving down to my pussy. I knew I was already moist and Carlos seemed pleased.
As we sat, words were not needed; there was a feel of total comfort sitting here with him. I can feel him licking my lips and nibbling on my clit with his eyes. Carlos is amazing, he can make me cum without touching me.
Wanting to please him as he has me, I moved to his end of the sofa and took his now erect cock in my hand. I massaged it from base to tip several times before beginning to lick it.
Spreading saliva with my tongue until he was very wet, I pulled the foreskin back and took the head of his cock into my mouth. Flicking my tongue on the tip and running it around the edge, I sucked deeply, biting it lightly before slipping the rest of him into my mouth.
Moving my head up and down, I heard Carlos groaning occasionally as I continued teasing the head. Cupping his balls in one hand, I gripped the base of his shaft with the other. Moving my hand up and down in rhythm with my mouth, I increased my pace with his groans. He gripped my hair, trying to control himself.
I could tell that he was close, as his balls tightened. I wanted to taste him. Suddenly Carlos let out a loud groan and screamed through clenched teeth, "Vickieeeeeee!"
He erupted in my mouth. The hot spray shot down my throat and I swallowed as I sucked out more, milking the base of his cock with my hands.
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Well, it wasn't very good writing. I realized how out of practice I am. "Never mind, he will probably forgive me," I thought.
I turned to read some of the stories available on the site, slowly getting myself seriously excited. I left reluctantly to do some of my homemaker tasks. The kids needed supper and eventually to be tucked into bed and kissed good night.
By 9PM I was back at the computer terminal. I first wanted to check my new mailbox, of course.
I found Yahoo! and punched in my new nickname "vickibabi2001" and my nickname 'bosco' one I hadn't been able to get out of my mind since I heard it in an episode of "Seinfeld." I found a lovely mechanical letter of welcome from Yahoo! and went on to the one I was looking for, an answer from Carlos.
His Email said:
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"WOWEEEEEE! What a great post to the story. I loved the way you fondled me. And what a delicious feel your tongue has. I'll be on line looking for you tonight. How about meeting me on Yahoo messenger? -- Love, Carlos"
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Off on a new adventure, I thought, not knowing at all how to work the damned messenger thing. Still it was there, already open on my desktop. I typed in the handle and the password and a screen opened showing my friend list which included only myself and Carlos.
In case you have never tried one of the messaging programs, it takes a little getting used to. You type a sentence or phrase and send it off. You get an immediate response from the person at the other end. I'm putting examples here to illustrate the story and give you a real feel for what it was like talking to Carlos. You may find it distracting that they repeat the person's name on each line, but you'll get used to it. Ly back and imagine you are doing the typing and reading the response.
It startled me when another screen opened immediately with Carlos's opening query:
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Carlos: Hi Vicki, how are you tonight?
Carlos: You look lovely.
Vickiluv: Hi. You can't see me, …Can you? Eeeek be patient, I gotta figure this thing out. Am I doing it write?
Carlos: Loved your story. Did you see my answer yet?
Vickiluv: just clicking on it now
Carlos: be careful
Carlos: are you ready
Carlos: legs up and spread wide?
Carlos: LOL
Vickiluv: MMMMMMMMMMMMMMM
Vickiluv: OH GOD what a post!!!!!!!! I love it!!!!!!!!!!!
Carlos: MMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMM
Carlos: really?
Vickiluv: YES
Carlos: GOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOD!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Vickiluv: can feel you rubbing my back
Vickiluv: MMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMM
Carlos: mmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmEE TOO
Carlos: MAKES ME SHUDDER
Carlos: WITH PLEASURE
Carlos: mmmmmmmmmmmmMMMMMMMMMMMMMM MMMMMMMMMMMM
Vickiluv: mmmmmmmmmmmmmm
Vickiluv: what a wonderful thought to open the computer to!
Carlos: The thought of your wet pussy makes my mind explode with passion like that
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I started to digress from the truth a little bit. I didn't quite feel comfortable telling him I was all alone last night. I invented a story about waking my husband because he had made me so hot. Just checking to see what would happen, you know.
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Vickiluv: I think you were possessing him last night
Carlos: LOL
Carlos: good
Carlos: MMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMM
Carlos: makes me really shudder
Carlos: MMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMmmmmmm
Vickiluv: It was great sex
Vickiluv: very wet
Carlos: MMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMM
Carlos: love it darling
Carlos: Love thinking of being part of your orgasm
Carlos: MMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMM
Carlos: MMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMM
Carlos: MMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMM
Carlos: don't know why but it feels lovely to me
Carlos: Kisses
Carlos: sweet kisses darling
Carlos: MMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMmm
Carlos: thanks
Carlos: tell me more?
Carlos: or not?
Carlos:
Vickiluv: still not sure if I am suppose to feel bad that I get wetter and have more orgasms when I am thinking about you
Vickiluv: or just enjoy it
Carlos: ENJOY
Carlos: MMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMM
Carlos: it is good for both
Carlos: smile
Carlos: or all three
Carlos: LOL
Carlos: MMMMMMMMMMMm
Vickiluv: smile
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I was starting to feel more comfortable with all the typing, as you can see. It is really weird at first. You have a sense of being urged on to more and more comments. I shouldn't bore you with all these quotes and mistyping that comes in messaging, but it does give the flavor of what I was experiencing this first time.
I massaged my engaged nipples through the nylon cup of my bra. It seemed to help me think.
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Carlos: tell me some more darling, i want to feel it slipping into your pussy
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This was getting very hot now, I thought. How far should I go? I decided to go the next step.
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Vickiluv: in a missionary posistion first
Vickiluv: slow and easy
Carlos: sqeezing my thighs, my cock hard LOL
Carlos: MMMMMMMMMMMMMMMM
Vickiluv: then he said he was too tired to go on and rolled to his side
Vickiluv: with me still in him and
Vickiluv: I kept squeezing until he decided he wasn't tired anymore
Carlos: with you still in HIM?
Carlos: LOL
Carlos: I get the picture
Carlos: LOL
Vickiluv: YES what do you think I was squeezing
Vickiluv: LOL
Vickiluv: well when he raised back up
Vickiluv: I had my legs around his waist, he was on his knees and I was hanging off the bed
Vickiluv: from the mid-back up
Vickiluv: that is an amazing head rush
Carlos: MMMMMMMMMM
Carlos: yes
Carlos: my cock feels like it is filling you
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Ohmigod, he was becoming so very intimate. In spite of myself, he was drawing me into his intimacy. I realized that I was idly fondling myself as I read his words. My pussy was very wet.
And then I continued. Going deeper into my erotic feelings.
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Vickiluv: the reason I think he was possessed by you is
Vickiluv: he never pays as much attention to my breasts as he did last night
Vickiluv: rubbing them
Vickiluv: kissing
Vickiluv: squeezing
