...Ken and I wore each other out on my proverbial marital bed, making a proper mess of the bedding in the process, but also eventually having the sated sleep of kings and queens; as in magnificently deep and rejuvenating. The room was left smelling of sex, perspiration too; cum in general to me having a particular and unique smell, even man to man.
My husband had been remotely marooned by Ken for still another time in our long on again, off again taboo relationship, and this time as well he couldn't possibly interfere with our naughty fun; it was the entire idea, but this time also part of a grander scheme. He had to once again become something less, so that Ken could temporarily take his place and become something more. It was a pattern that had repeated for us many times in this long adventure; observed for what it was, but truthfully not fully understood by myself.
There was just something special that happened in my brain though, when I knew he's safely out of the way, it's like I could let go and really be the woman that Ken needs, so that he could be the man that I need him to be, most especially lately.
Both my husband's "little problem" and his silent encouragement are nudging me in this general direction too though; I'm not twenty-five anymore, but I'm not so old as to not have physical needs. In fact, in my mind I'm as needy as ever, and not getting my husband's more traditional lovin I've turned to burning some of that excess sexual energy on fitness; cardio more than weights though, because I don't want to become muscular.
I think I look good enough, men at the gym look, the buff twenty-five year old's even; when they're not too busy admiring their own reflections. It's also respectfully done though, nothing pervy or anything like that to make a woman feel uncomfortable, as the place I go is nice like that. I generally wear black yoga pants, a sports bra, and a loose overshirt of some kind as my standard workout uniform; so I'm not exactly flauntingly displayed or anything like that, certainly no more so than any of the other ladies anyway.
Physical confirmation of my desirability is what Ken uniquely provides here though, and I love him for what he's done for me, the ego boost is almost like a prescription drug, without the prescription. I have what he presently needs, he has what I need too, it's almost the perfect symbiotic relationship. The third adult in this adventure complicates that ever so slightly, but there's an evolving ad hoc plan for him, the specific details also concurrently evolving. How he deals with this little overnight "test run" will help with those details going forward, but I'm getting ahead of myself here, out over my proverbial skis.
Anyway, on the subject of my giving husband, I have a bit of sudden-thoughts clarity myself, as I'm waking up with Ken up against me in spoon-fashion, his arm on my naked hip possessively. Things are deliciously sore and messy for me, (like no sex for the next few days maybe) but also in a way that reminds me that I've had a bit of naughty adult fun once again too.
"My husband could possibly fix this little problem of his, if he really wanted to; why didn't I ever really see this before?" I ask myself with that sudden clarity. To punctuate this I feel Ken's half-hard self pushing on my naked ass, (something I've never let him have one single time) half-awake himself and somehow he's more ready to go that my own fully conscious husband has been in quite some time. Good genetics maybe, or is he just that turned-on to be grinding on my married naked butt in quasi-taboo fashion; most especially with the other things he has going on in life himself.
"Want me to make you some breakfast, Stud?" I ask softly and sweetly, using his "stud" moniker like an honorific. He's earned the title with me though, and my tone says as much. Intimacy brings two people closer to each other, sometimes even makes their hearts align, beat as one heart, and I'd be lying if I said that I didn't miss that part specifically with a man; even though I have a loving husband elsewhere that does what he can.
"I'm tired from all that driving yesterday babe" he tells me sleepily, and he asks for a few more minutes. He's that relaxed in my company, even on this particular bed, but we also have a long history with each other.
"Driving that noisy truck and trailer, or driving me into the mattress half the night?" I wonder with a silent laugh. I catch myself feeling grateful for both him, and his efforts on our behalf, like grateful enough to kiss him from head to toe as he's half-sleeping next to me. Over the years my husband has made me feel like this a great many times too, but this time it's Ken's turn to earn my womanly gratitude, and not just for getting that trailer out of our yard. My life is a bit more fun with Ken back in it, (I selfishly feel more young and alive) and I want some more of that; but not necessarily today.
"Should every woman have two men in their lives?" I wonder playfully. "The fun playmate, and the soulmate that you can come home to after the fun one and you have had your fun?"
Anyway, I slip out of "our" bed with this naughty thought in mind and get my stinky self into the shower, washing all the good parts twice, sore and all. I smell like both sex and Ken, and I'd like to smell like a proper married woman again. My girl parts have been left hanging a bit from Ken's extended aggressions too, but you won't hear me complain. It's been some time since any man has left me looking like this; "properly used" I'd call it, and I'll wear that like a badge of honor. "No panties for now though," I silently decide; it'll just rub me more raw down there...
In the mirror, (before I slip on a casual button down shirtdress) I see the adulterous and sated woman there smiling back at me, and also the love-bite Ken gave me right on my neck. It's a marking of "his" territory, a very playful teenage-like jerk thing to do, especially where my husband can't help but to see it. As a teen he sometimes did this so that my boyfriend and future husband could find them someplace private (and obviously know how I got them) for a day or two afterwards. Others will potentially see this particular one though, at work on Monday even, if it doesn't fade by then. I could obviously cover it with makeup or a turtleneck, but it might also be a personal dare to myself to leave it out in the open.
"Would other's notice and ask where I got that with a playful smirk on their faces?" I wonder to myself, this almost sounding like the conditions for a personal bet of some kind. They'd not know it was somebody other than my husband that did this to me, so an extra bit of fun maybe, especially if I'm still in this "life is wonderful" sated mood by then.