Continuation of a fantasy story. Constructive feedback and comments welcome.
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Alison awoke gently from her slumber. She was alone and the post coital bliss of her first fuck from Tom had almost faded away. While her bedroom was familiar and intimate, she somehow felt some uneasy like waking after a strange dream. She remembered the events of the evening, taking place less than an hour ago and how she's come to be lying with her groin propped up skywards.
The robe covered most of her body, but her crotch was exposed with a cool and damp feeling. She felt some discomfort from the bend in her lower back where the pillows were wedged under her ass.
She started to move, pulling the robe that was loosely lying on top of her naked body. She felt the fluids inside her shift as she moved and covered her pussy with her hand to stop them leaking onto the bedsheets.
Her pubes were sticky and crusty from the dried cum and she could smell the scent of sex heavy in the air. She got upright, hand still covering her crotch, scooted to the end of the bed in an undignified manner and waddled to the ensuite bathroom.
She sat on the toilet and removed her hand. The cum slowly seeped out of her, dripping into the bowl. It kept on going, drip after drip she watched it slip out of her. She looked around and saw a small cup next to the sink. She'd had the tools for the back-up turkey baster plan in case she couldn't convince Tom to go through with it, or was it to convince Mark of her intentions?
She placed the plastic cup below her oozing pussy and drip after drip of collected into the bottom of it. Hell, how much had Tom put into her? When the flow coming out of her finally slowed, she tipped the contents into the toilet and put the cup in the trash for Mark to find in case he went looking. Not that he'd asked about the detail of how she'd get pregnant nor had she's the details explained much. He had trusted her, and she felt the sting of deceit keenly.
Sex had had a taboo when she was growing Catholic up and whilst she'd had several boyfriends growing up and even given a few head once or twice, Mark had actually been her first. Once over the initial honeymoon, she'd found sex to more fun than she'd imagined and whilst she was happy in the marriage, she now sort of regretted not fooling around in the younger days.
She been taught masturbation was a sin, sex was between two marriage people and for procreation, but she now lost these hang up as she's gotten older. Now here she was committing adultery, how she'd changed from that good little girl.
She experimentally touched herself gently on the clit making slow circular motion. It felt slippery and whilst a little tender, the sensation was nice. Her other hand was slick where she'd been blocking the flow, and she looked at the glistening fluid coating her fingers.
She raised it to her hand and sniffed. Yep, it was definitely cum, she thought with some of her own juices mixed in. She'd seen and gotten her husbands cum plenty of times on her hands, but she was more curious about these messy secretion. This was what she'd be obsessed with for the last few months, the key to her dreams of a family. In her mind's eye had seemed like some magical elixir that would grant her heart's desire, and in a very literal sense it was. But now its appearance was just a white stick juice covering her fingertip.
She didn't know why she did it, perhaps it was the orgasmic tingle she felt rising between her legs but she raise her fingers to her lips and tasted them. It was salty but not unpleasantly so and she started to reminisce of Tom's cock pulsing inside of her again.
She continued to lick, nearly cleaning her fingers whilst rubbing herself faster until a thought sprang into her mind, "You're a slut!". The thought took her by surprise, and she physically reconciled from it and stopped touching herself.
What she'd done she done for her, her husband and her future family. But here she was, masturbating naked with a pussy dripping with another man's cum and liking the tasting of it.
She'd seduced and fucked her husband's best friend, deceiving the man she loved. In turn he'd played with her ass, eaten her out, given her an incredibly intense orgasm.
The conviction that had made her feel so confident in the actions she'd taken was now wavering... To make her repeated pregnancy as a sure a thing as she could so she'd asked for Tom to come back for two more nights and now, with this precedent, would be expecting to fuck her again and again.
The prospect of another night of passion with Tom aroused her and she had to be certain she got pregnant. Another intrusive though butted forward in her mind. but what if, like Mark, Tom wasn't up to the job. They hadn't thought it wise to ask him to get his sperm tested. It had been a lot to ask this much of him and even now it sort of felt like looking a gift horse in the mouth.
Her older sister was on their fourth child and her youngest sister was on her second. She loved playing with her nieces and nephews, but after every time she spent with them, she felt a sadder and empty. Her older relatives dropped not so subtle hint about the lack of pitter pattering in their household and she'd come to dread these conversations at family gatherings. When she said they were trying it has come with a slew of 'old wives remedies' and pitiful sympathies. The 'God has a plan for everyone' had become unbearable refrain and a constant throne in her side.
She wanted to be a mother, she wanted to be pregnant, of that she was certain, and it wasn't her fault. God had been lacking coming forward with a plan and she thought an immaculate concept was a bit beyond hope, so she had to take the reins.
But how much deceit was too much? Alison turned on and got into the shower, its warm rains relaxing her, washing away the evidence of her betrayal.
She stroked her flat stomach wondering what it would be like to be pregnant. Was she pregnant now? How would she know? Did she feel pregnant? It was too early to tell, and she couldn't take a test be sure for several days. The ends justified the means she thought. She would ask for absolution later.
She dressed for bed and went around the room returning it to its earlier state.
She'd been lying in bed for few hours, trying but failing to drift off to sleep when Mark got back from work. He was quiet, expecting her to be sleeping and slipped under the covers on their now desecrated marital bed with her.
She stirred to signal she was awake, and he rolled over, cuddled up to her. "How did tonight go?" he asked softly. "It went well" she replied. "Tom was a bit reluctant, but he did what I asked of him".
Well, that wasn't a lie she thought. Mark got into bed and put an arm her around waist, his hand resting over her stomach. His warmth and embrace felt good but all she could think was that under his palm, sperm that wasn't his, were at work deep inside of her.
She left early for work and the activities of a busy day at the hospital distracted from the conflict she felt. The occasional sight of a woman and new-born leaving the neighbouring maternity wing made her hopeful and excited. It bolstered her resolve again and she suppressed any notions that what she'd done wouldn't be worth it. 'Eyes on the prize' repeated the little mantra in her mind.
In rare moment of quiet, she daydreamed, her mind wandering back to the previous night. The feeling of Tom filling her up with cock and cum. Her pussy suddenly felt horny and damp.
The guilty feeling also returned, and she broke that train of thought. 'No, don't think like that, I'm not a slut!' her mental retort but she thought of Tom putting his finger in her ass and how good it had felt, something Mark had never tried to do her.
What was that he'd done with her ass? She'd actively stayed away from putting anything in or near her asshole in the past, fearful it might hurt and also primed with the societal scepticism that this wasn't something decent people did.
As a trainee nurse, she'd treated a surprising number of people that had come to the hospital with object lodge up their rectums and paper-thin excuses of how they had ended in the emergency room. Her professional demeanour had not reflected her confusion and slight disgust at why people would put things up there. But based on last night's fun that perspective has shifted somewhat and whilst some of the objects she'd seen 'recovered' from patients still would make anyone wince, she was curious to try more.