Note to reader: although this is a stand alone story, it is the fourth part of a series depicting the conversion and submission, of a single mother, at the hands of a younger young adult woman. It contains themes of lesbian domination and humiliation. If this is in anyway offensive, please choose another story. If you read on please enjoy.
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There were butterflies upon butterflies, as I prepared for our rendezvous. The constant tingling need I had lived with for weeks was building in intensity with every passing minute.
As I cut the shorts out of my tennis skirt, the voice of reason was like a gnat buzzing in the background. My body burned for more. Every time she touched me; the pleasure she induced was all consuming. No one had ever come close, and I needed more.
By the time I finished the modification to the outfit, I was dripping. So, I showered again and touched up my shave. I had barely slept with the visions of the past month's encounters rolling through my head. I spent extra time on my hair, brushing my teeth, perfuming, and putting on makeup.
I could not let my thoughts stray to the absurdity of my actions, or reality would have stopped me dead. Instead, I let my thoughts linger on how her touch electrified my body. Her warm softness, her scent, her sensuous voice and the tickle of her breath on my ear as she whispered her desires, all combined to render me defenseless. The previous night obliterated my walls of defense, and my body had no intention of letting reason rebuild them. Surrender was far too sweet.
When I returned to the bedroom after primping for her, I saw some texts had come through.
Marie: Good morning my pet. I hope you slept well
Marie: When you arrive, park on the street, put in your earbuds and walk around to the slider in back. Go into the sunroom, take a seat in the green chair and await instructions. Obedience will be rewarded today. 😊
Me: Thank you, Miss Carter
Marie: I love it when U call me that. Thank U 😊
Me: You're welcome, Miss Carter.
Marie: Are U wearing the outfit?
Me: Yes, Miss Carter
Marie: Is your pussy wet for me Miss Larson?
The bluntness of her question made me tremble and the voice of reason was gone. If the world saw the text, I would be outed.
Me: Yes, it is, Miss Carter
Marie: Are you ready to show me how badly you want my pussy, Miss Larson?
Me: Yes, please let me show you, Miss Carter
Marie: U've made me happy this morning Miss Larson. 2 bad U took so long
Me: I'm sorry Miss Carter. I will make it up to you
Marie: Yes, U will. See U at 9 but not before
Me: Thank you, Miss Carter.
Marie: 😊
I arrived at her house ten minutes early and sat in the car. Unfortunately, that gave me time to recall my previous visit to the house. The skate park day with her mother Amy, her son Doug, and my daughter Stephanie. It began with lunch, and Marie made a point of emphasizing how she had prepared it all.
She wore short shorts and a form-fitting crop-tank. I could not help but think she wore it to taunt me, but she played it off so coolly. Since the night in my house when she laid it all on the line, to make me her kitten, she had stopped the innuendos and flirting almost completely. When she came to our house, she was all business, focused on being tutored and doing her homework. Stephanie even commented how proud she was of her improvement.
All of it should have been a relief, and in some respects, it was. But there was that part that lingered inside that missed the attention and the thought of never being touched by her and never being able to touch her and taste her seemed cruel. Being near her and with no emotion coming from her, no hidden looks, or flirty comments, was like torture. That day was particularly difficult.
I tried my best to focus on the kids and Amy, hoping not to show my disappointment. When she served dessert, cherry pie, she gave not one teasing comment. I felt an anxious awkwardness that seemed to permeate the room. I thought it had to be obvious to everyone, but Stephanie and Doug were in their own little world and Amy seemed mesmerized by their interaction. Marie seemed to give no more regard to me than a piece of furniture in the room.
In reality, she was polite and respectful, and doing an Academy Award-winning job of ignoring nearly every previous interaction between us, as if everything were completely normal. I had to stop myself from trying to pull her aside, to ask why she was so cold. But it was what I had wanted, and it was for the best. When she backed out of spending the day with us, instead of relief, I felt an unexplainable feeling of betrayal, that was unjustified and beyond reason. But that summed up my feelings for Marie-- beyond reason.
Despite my internal battle with rational thought, it had turned out to be a special day. Doug and Stephanie had their hoverboards, showing off to one another. Both were fifteen, with growing feelings for one another; it was a joy to watch our babies and their budding feelings. It also gave me the chance to get to know Amy better and inquire about her 'story for another day' she had mentioned at our first meeting. As Stephanie and Doug drifted further into their little world, Amy and I had a good conversation. Unfortunately, my darker thoughts directed my first question, as we sat together on a bench and watched young love bloom.
"I was surprised Marie didn't join us. Is there anything wrong?" I asked, breaking the ice.
Amy looked at me and smiled. It struck me just how much she looked like Marie.
"I was going to ask you the same question. She encouraged the day to happen. Did she annoy you to the point you had to take action to quash the crush?"
I was taken aback by the sudden turn in the conversation but came back with a quick reply.
"It's safe to say that I made it clear that, although she's a beautiful young adult, and I was flattered, it simply could not happen," I said, trying to sound believable.
It was true, but my heart raced, nonetheless. Guilt forced me to add the young adult label. Living with the reality that I had inserted a toy into my body that her daughter controlled remotely and had multiple orgasms, begging to be Marie's sex kitten, was almost too much to handle. I convinced myself that since, not even Marie knew I had done that, it was nothing more than an inappropriate fantasy that had surfaced, but I suppressed for the greater good.
I refused to even let my mind acknowledge that before I inserted her daughter's toy that night, I had licked her daughter's cum off of it. Cum that got there when I controlled the device inside her daughter and brought her to her own screaming climax, naked in my kitchen. The fact that I had since put it all behind me, and had resisted the urge to reengage Marie, allowed me to justify having the conversation with Amy as if I had spoken the total truth.