The sun shone blindingly, its radiance and emanating warmth serving as a deceitful mirage, a false comfort that belied the earth's frigid cold. Yet, its beauty was genuine, reminiscent of vintage holiday greeting cards. The snow sparkled with what seemed like an endless bounty of fragmented diamonds, its vast blanket spread out across pure expanses of slopes and dipping valleys, their virginity untouched by the invasive violations of civilization. The green heads of the tall pines were crowned with nature's white frosting, while other trees stood bare, their skeletal limbs reaching out to the blue skies above as though begging for rebirth.
Everything was silent. Everything but the soft chirping of birds proclaiming their joy at being out on such a beautiful day. The only other sound, that of crunching snow, of the "whoosh" of skis gliding across its surface. Adrianne and I were approaching our cabin after having spent a better part of the afternoon on a cross-country excursion. We came upon a slight rise, our breaths accelerating, bursts of smoky moisture billowing from our mouths and evaporating in the icy air before us. It had been a long trek and we had grown tired, grateful for the sight of the stocky wood structure which sat nestled in a secluded enclosure, beckoning us, propelling us onward with its promise of warm and restful refuge.
We continued on for the remainder of the short distance, the sun casting the shadow of our elongated silhouettes across the frozen ground. Our cheeks glowed red from the burning sting of the wind, our bodies bundled in heavy jackets, gloves, scarves and caps. We had only but a few hours remaining before we had to return home, as this was just a weekend getaway we had recently planned. Wanting to escape the frenetic and oppressive pace of daily obligations, we had hopped in Adrianne's car, stuffing it with as much luggage as we could bring. Being typical girls, we ended up packing a lot more than we would possibly need in just two days, but we figured we would be ready in the event of any situation or emergency.
The cabin was a bittersweet part of Adrianne's past as it used to be a romantic retreat for her and her former longtime boyfriend, Chris. Why she would want to return to a place which held so many memories of a relationship that has since extinguished was beyond my comprehension, but she assured me that she still enjoyed coming here on occasion, if only to clear her mind and get away from it all.
Sighing with relief, Adrianne and I crossed the cabin's welcoming threshold, but not before noticing the rapid sombering of the sky. The sun, while still visible, was now nothing more than a pale orb which seemed to be progressively fading away. The remaining fluffy clouds moved swiftly, as though running from the metallic gray beast that chased them before it spread like an impenetrable shield over the celestial landscape.
"Whew! Looks like we made it back just in time," Adrianne exclaimed, as we entered the cabin, struggling to shut the door against the strengthening wind.
We hurriedly began to shed our burden of heavy clothing and gear, propping our skis up against the doorway. We had planned on relaxing a bit and having a quick dinner before heading out for the long drive ahead of us. Now, clad only in jeans, wool turtleneck sweaters and thick socks, we turned on the radio for a weather report. The airwaves crackled with static, the announcer's voice faded in and out, causing us to only detect a few interspersed words. But even through the poor reception, we could obviously figure out that a storm was on its way. And with its ominous warnings of freezing drizzle and poor visibility, it began to seem more and more likely that we wouldn't be heading home tonight.
"It's pretty chilly in here," Adrianne complained, rubbing her hands together and bringing them up to her mouth to blow on them. I had to agree that there was definitely a draft seeping into the cabin. And it would probably get worse as the temperature began plummeting even lower.
She went to sit on the sofa. I could see that she was shivering as she wrapped her arms around herself, her teeth chattering slightly. I headed towards the storage closet and took out a large fleece blanket. I then made my way towards the sofa and seated myself beside her, placing the blanket around her. Even after it was snugly covering her, I stayed there, rubbing her shoulders and arms, trying to cause some kind of additional friction that would warm her up.
What began as a friendly and helpful gesture unexplainingly turned into something more as I became all too aware of our close proximity. I breathed in, detecting her sweet scent. Her hair smelled of shampoo, while her skin was fragrant with the hint of soap and subtle perfume, combining with the natural tinge of fresh air that still clung to her.
After a while, I noticed that her shivering had finally subsided, but we remained motionless as though any kind of movement would disturb the warmth we had built. We simultaneously turned our heads to look at each other, making me notice just how close our faces were. Adrianne quickly averted her gaze and just as suddenly as it had begun, the moment was broken. Whatever it was that passed between us, instantly evaporated. But what is it exactly that had passed between us? If anything at all? Was it just a figment of my imagination or had there indeed been a brief intimate connection?
"Hey, I just remembered that we brought along some hot chocolate. Would you like some?" I asked, quickly getting up from the sofa, trying to bring the conversation back to neutral territory, while my mind still reeled from what had just transpired.
"Sure, and don't forget that we also have some whipped cream," she grinned, looking up at me with the expression of a little girl excited at the prospect of a sweet treat.
"Hot chocolate with whipped cream coming right up," I promised, heading towards the small kitchenette. As I prepared the steaming mugs, I continued chastising myself for reading too much into the fleeting moment on the sofa. Adrianne and I had been friends for a long time, always remaining close through different schools, new jobs and new boyfriends. There was never any shortage of attention from the opposite sex, especially where Adrianne was concerned, and that came as no surprise. She was so beautiful! Wavy brown hair accentuated with lighter streaks throughout, large, expressive blue eyes that you could easily drown into as you looked into them, full lips that invited you to kiss her, a voluptuous body with shapely curves in all the right places. Whlle I never consciously admitted to it, I always felt somewhat envious of her boyfriends, especially Chris, who had been her first serious love. It wasn't so much because I was afraid she would abandon our friendship, but I realized now, that it was because her boyfriends could have a part of her that I knew I never could. After all, she had never demonstrated any such inclination towards sapphic experimentation, not even the slightest hint of curiosity.
I jolted out of my reverie, putting the final touches on our hot chocolate, spraying a high mound of whipped cream atop each one. I heard Adrianne sneeze as I came back into the living room, cups in hand.
"Uh-oh. I hope you're not coming down with a cold," I said, offering her one of the cups.
"I don't think I am," she said uncertainly, sniffling several times, wrapping her hands around the cup, blowing on the steam that drifted upwards. "But even if I was, it would be worth it. I had a great time with you this weekend," she said sincerely.
"Yeah, I'm glad we came here too," I agreed, smiling at her.
Once again, we sat beside each other, sipping from our cups in silence. At that moment, Adrianne raised her head, causing me to laugh out loud.