Where It All Began 10

Where it all began....

I visited our park today. You know the one where it all happened or should I say started. That park in Montclair. I never knew it existed until you invited me there one afternoon late that Spring. You said we could go on a nature walk as there was a river that ran through it and a bunch of trails that led deep into the wooded area.

It seems like yesterday, but in actuality it must have been 20 years ago or more. It's just like it occurred the other day whenever I drive past there. You moved away so you never have to be reminded or think of that day where it all began like I do. So unfair.

I remember you had on nylon biker shorts and an athletic T-shirt that had firm support for your large boobs. I on the other hand also wore shorts but only a sleeveless top without a bra as I wasn't half the size that you were.

We met at the park and as I approached the path I saw you 'stretching' your legs against a bench. There was a fountain not far in the distance that had a huge spray providing the sound of rushing water. The sun was big and bright and there was just a slight breeze in the air. Most of the foliage was just starting to bloom and turn green giving off a wonderful smell of freshly cut grass.

We were best friends since college. It seemed we were as close as two friends could be without being physical. That is until that one unforgettable day in the park.

There never seemed to be a time that we didn't have tons of topics to talk about. As we walked along we shared our day-to-day lives with one another. You were telling me about a date you had the night before. It seemed that after months of dating, you just hadn't found the right person yet. I sympathized with you as I too was going through lists of guys every other Friday or Saturday night. No one intrigued me enough to want to go on a second date.

We started out walking and then went into a slow jog going deeper into the park. The foliage was so thick that it seemed like nightfall as the trees blocked the sunshine from lighting our path. I remember looking over at you as we jogged along watching your boobs bounce slightly up and down and listening to your breathing as it got heavier and heavier.

Not sure what it was but you wanted to stop for awhile and rest. I agreed. We went a few feet off the path into the wooded area. You were leaning against the tree with your hands on your knees as you waited for your heart to slow down and you're breathing to return to normal.

"Are you okay?" I asked as you stood upright.

"Yes, I'm fine. Why?"

"I don't know you just seem a little weird that's all."

You looked at me and focused on my chest. My nipples were hard and protruding through my shirt as you brazenly asked,

"Can I feel them?"

"Feel what" I said immediately looking down at myself as I didn't have a clue as to what you were asking. Then it dawned on me. You meant my breasts.

"Sure."

You stepped forward, placed your hand under my top and cupped my breast in your warm hand. At first I didn't feel anything as I was still confused about your strange request. We had seen each other naked before and there was never anything sexual between us, that is until that very moment you touched me.

You looked up into my eyes as if you were telling me that you desired me. My brain still hadn't caught up to my emotions as I was in such disbelief that you were making a sexual advance towards me. Funny thing is my feelings for you suddenly became real. I guess it was the way you looked at me and the tingling sensation I was getting from your hand as your fingers grazed over my hard nipple.

"Can I kiss you?" you said in almost a whisper.

I didn't answer as I looked up and down the path to see if there was anyone around, but there wasn't. Not saying anything, I leaned towards you and our lips met. I think we both closed our eyes maybe in denial that we were actually kissing each other out in public and in the light of day! It didn't seem to matter to either of us. Time seemed to stand still at least for those few minutes our lips met.

I remember how you felt. How soft and warm your lips were on mine. I don't have to delve too deep into my memory to remember how wonderful it was to kiss you. How I miss kissing you to this very day.

After that brief interlude we began to head back down the path.

"What was that about?" I asked you.

"I don't know, I guess I'm just horny and I've been admiring your boobs for some time now."

"Not like I haven't always lusted over yours" I admitted.

"Really? You never let on."

"I didn't think I should. We are both straight right?"

"Maybe that's our problem. Maybe we need to experience each other and see where it takes us."

I knew you were right. I did have feelings for you I just never thought to act on them. Now that you broke the ice, I felt like you were fair game.

"Let's go back to my apartment. I know I could use a shower. You look like you could use one too" you coaxed me.

I felt the tingle between my legs as the thought of being naked with you in the shower was giving me goose bumps all over.

We rushed back to your apartment. Do you remember that day as vividly as I do?

After locking the door, we stood there in your living room and embraced just kissing each other wildly. Our tongues lashing out at one another as if in battle.

You kicked off your sneakers and peeled off your socks. I did the same.

Then you came toward me and pulled down my shorts, as I reciprocated and pulled down yours. We stood there looking at each other as our desire for one another heightened.

As we made our way to the bathroom, you took off your top and I did the same. I let you regulate the shower water till it was the right temperature. You took my hand and we entered letting the warm rush of water engulf us.

I wasn't embarrassed at all as you brought me in close to your body, wrapped your arms around me and we started kissing. Slow passionate kisses as our tongues explored each other's mouths. I couldn't believe how turned on I was just holding your body against mine letting my hands caress your breasts and backside. It just seemed right to me. I had no inhibitions and it seemed like you didn't either.

You reached down and began to run your fingers through my folds. My body started to tingle. I let my hand find your center and began giving you pleasure as the tempo picked up and our breathing became faster. You inserted two fingers then noticing how much I enjoyed it, you added another and pumped harder.

I remember calling out your name as you brought me to climax. I held you close to me as you reached over and shut the water off.

"I want you now" I remember saying to you.

"Let's take it to my bedroom and I'll let you have me" you whispered in an 'oh so sexy' tone of voice.

Quickly drying off we scampered through the living room and tumbled onto your bed.

Pictures of you in that very bed with other lovers flashed before me. I tried to push them away. I didn't want to imagine you with anyone else. My desire was to place myself between your legs and taste you for the very first time.

Your hands gripped my head as I could feel your fingers as they combed through my hair. You began to moan as I licked and nipped at your center bringing you pleasure. Your hips began to buck against me as your body lifted and your legs slammed against my cheeks.

It was a wonderful feeling tasting you until your body shuddered and you relaxed sinking back onto the mattress. My first experience with another woman. Not just any woman. It was with you, my best friend, someone I loved and admired that I longed to be with for many years into the future.

I ask myself if you felt the same way. Do you remember what it was like to make love to me? Do you miss holding me in your arms and having me in your bed? I can tell you I miss you more than anything.

Only my memories suffice as my emotions sometimes spiral out of control knowing I no longer have you in my life as I am beyond sad.