It was the first time in my life I'd been away from my family and friends. I was so scared I would hate living away from home but that all ended the moment I walked through my dorm room door. My roommate was great! We got along so well, and I am so glad that I got paired up with someone I could really hit it off with. It was comforting to know we would become good friends, and my God was she hot!
I had had my series of high school boyfriends and sat through hours of the fumbling around they called foreplay and sex. I'd stared vacantly at their bodies and told them I wanted them to fuck me, though I always wondered if they saw the smirk brush across my lips as I did. Though, a high school boy will never see the boredom in your eyes while he fucks you because he was too busy believing he was the best fuck in the world, and I, I figured why shatter his dream.
But truth be told, I loved women. I loved looking at them, all open thinking I am just their little heterosexual friend that would not be interested in their bodies as they changed in front of me. I loved to look at their breasts most of all, so beautiful. What I wouldn't have given to reach out and caress them, hoping although I'd startle them at first I could make them feel good enough for them to forget their heterosexual lives and beg for me to fuck them. But it just never went that way, I had to leave well enough alone. I just couldn't find a girl who wanted what I did in my little town, and although I was hopeful I doubted I would at college either.
I had guessed I'd been right after the first month. Although I was wildly attracted to my roommate I just didn't think there was anyone around I could fool around with. My circle of friends was just too small, and I was always too afraid to go out and make some new ones. So there I was, believing I was already closing another chapter of my life as yet more time I would have to run around playing Miss Pseudo Heterosexual.
I wondered about, giving in to conversations about how so and so was a hot guy and would how we would all love to fuck him, but I still held fast to my attraction. I loved to innocently watch her as she changed before she got in the shower and always had a small hope that when she got out, and was standing in our room patting herself dry, she would move too quickly and her towel would fall to the floor allowing me to see her naked body... but of course it never happened. But hey, a girl can hope can't she?
So there I was, walking back from class early one day, wondering what I was going to do with myself if this small obsession continued. I climbed the steps to the second floor where our room was located. I became surprised to encounter a locked door. I knew that Melissa didn't have class, and besides I could here the music blasting within. I quickly nodded it off as nothing, maybe she had locked the door when she took a shower when she got up. Whatever the case, I unlocked the door and walked in. I could never have prepared myself for what I had just walked in on.
There was Melissa, sprawled out on her bed completely naked, with her own hand buried deep in her cunt. I just stood there with my mouth hung open, the shock and excitement of seeing her like this soon passed as I felt the heavy air of embarrassment begin to choke me. I apologized quickly and entered our bathroom to, well leave her alone and try to calm myself from the overwhelming urges I was having to go over to her and show her a real orgasm. I sat on the edge of the sink for a moment, just trying to regain the ability to breathe. I finally decided to hop in the shower. The warm water always relaxes me. I locked the door to the adjoining room so our suite-mates wouldn't walk in on me, quickly slipped out of my clothes and hopped in the shower. I guess I hadn't noticed that I didn't bother to lock the door to our room, but then again we rarely did.
I stood there in the shower with the warm water cascading down on me. I tried to forget what I had seen, tried to push it from my mind and concentrate on something else. It was no use. I gave my own breast a little squeeze and pinched my nipple hard at the thought of touching her that way. I let out a small moan, thinking the sounds of water would cover any sounds of arousal that pushed their way past my lips. It was then that I heard the faint creaking of someone opening the bathroom door.
I just froze, standing there in shock. I didn't say a word, didn't ask who was there, just played along with their obvious attempt to catch me by surprise. I could hear whoever it was breathing from through the shower curtain. Then it came, "hey, uh, Lis?" a voice said curiously. I couldn't believe it, it was Melissa. I gasped through the waterfall coming down on my face as the shock settled.
"Yeah?" I answered trying not to sound at all curious as to what she was doing out there.