At first, I didn't want anybody to know what I was doing. I thought that if any one knew, I like the way it felt they would think I was a lesbian. I couldn't embarrass my family like that. The first time I let a girl touch me was when I was about 18 years old, it was with the girl across the street. The funniest thing about all this was that she was like the coolest girl in the neighborhood. We never hung out together, we weren't even friends or so I thought. I was thinking to myself why she would want to be with me. I was afraid that she would tell one person what we did together. Then the rumor would start. And no boys would want to go out with me. But later, as I got older I found out something. Any sexual act women are willing to do will turn a man on and most men love those kinds of women.
At the tender age of 24 I found out what kind of woman I really was. The second time in my life I let a girl touch me was when I met Rochelle. Rochelle and I had been friends for a while now. We met each other at my new job I've been working at for about a year now. So that day Rochelle had invited me to her cousin wedding and we need to go do some last minute shopping. The wedding was schedule for the next day which was Saturday and Rochelle told me that she needs to get a few things to wear. That day we had been every where in the mall. But the last stop was somewhere I had never been.
"We need to make one more stop before we go home," she said.
"Where are we going?" I asked her.
Just when I said that she was pulling up in the park lot of and adult store.
"What the hell? Why are we going in here?"
"I need to go get my cousin her wedding present."
"In here?" I asked.
"Yeah what wrong with in here, damn girl you act as if you have never been in a place like this," she said as she got out of the car laughing.
"Don't be embarrassed I love this store it has a lot of great things in here I am hooked."
We walked in together I was very uncomfortable I didn't want any one to see me. Rochelle acted like we were at the grocery store shopping for some damn apples and shit like that. I went in looking around I saw stuff that I didn't even knew exist. I saw things that I didn't know people actually use.
Rochelle was not seeing anybody serious at the time, even though she had been involved with this guy name Tony over a month. After having this encounter with Rochelle know I know why she would never get involved with anyone seriously.
"Rochelle how long have you been coming to this place and what all do you like about this place?"
"Everything, you can buy all kinds of erotic things in here."
Rochelle was walking around the store looking at all the erotic types of adult toys that they sold.
"What about this?" she screamed out. She was holding up an eight-inch dildo.
"What about it?"
"What do you think I'm supposed to do with that?" I asked her.
"Oh I see you have never done anything freaky like fucking another woman?"
I looked at her with guilt who told her, how she knew. What made her think that I was into that kind of stuff anyway?
"No I have not I didn't think you roll like that either."
"Why you think I never keep a relationship? Most of the men I want to be serious with they don't like it, and the one's who are jerks they love it. So anytime I find one that against it I just let them know how it is. You want to try it?" she asked.
She was looking at me like she wanted to jump me right there on the store floor.
"Try what?" I asked her.
"You want to know what it is like to fuck a girl."
I was standing there thinking to myself if she only knew, I know what it like.
"I am not sure about this,"
"So are you trying to tell me that you have never thought about it?"
"I never thought about what?"
"You never thought about being with a woman or if not that having a threesome?"
I didn't know how long I can stand there in the store and acting dumb but the dumber I act the more she asked. I was speechless, didn't know what to say, but I knew if I didn't say something quick she would think that I was considering it.
"Well...I can say that I haven't thought about it.Even if I do consider it who am I going to do it with?"
"You can do it with me."
"You," I screamed out to her."
"Yeah me I am your best friend and at least since this is your first time, you won't be uncomfortable with a stranger."
I was too embarrassed to admit that I was curious I was wondering what it would be like to fuck her.
"Well can I think about it first I have never been with a woman before." I told her.
I lie to her because I just didn't want her to know what I did 6 years ago. The next day was the wedding and Rochelle and I had a three hour drive and in the car there was mostly silence in the car. The radio was playing but that was the only noise.