We've been flirting back and forth for several months now. I can feel the sexual tension between us but I'm too timid to make the first move. You're married with a couple of kids. I think that you want me the way that I want you but I'm not totally sure. You're giving me mixed signals and I can't determine if you are just harmlessly flirting or being serious.
On one of our coffee breaks, you tell me that your husband is taking the kids on a weekend trip. I pretend not to be too interested as I realize that you'll be alone for the weekend. You mention that you'll be alone and will probably be lonely. I harmlessly mention that we should get together for coffee or something. Your face lights up and you suggest a movie at your house instead. Well, now I am really excited! I try not to be overly optimistic as I do not want to get my hopes up. You tell me that you'll give me directions to your house by the end of the day.
Everytime I see you after that, I feel shy and I think you do too. Once, in the photocopy room, we meet and are alone. You hand me my printout and our fingers touch. It's instant electricity!!! At least I feel it. You scurry out pretty quickly so I think that you do too.
I try to stay away from you for the rest of the day because there's not much keeping me from wanting to take you then and there. Aside from the fact that everyone else in the office will see us. Just before the end of the day about five minutes before you're supposed to leave, you drop by my desk, standing really close to me (in fact, you are touching me) you give me a crude map to your house. I pretend nonchalance when really my heart is beating wildly. I tell you that I'll call you the next day just to confirm that we're still on.
You just smile and say, “Oh, nothing will change from my side.”
I watch you walk away from desk. The sexy way that you move makes me breathless with anticipation.
I'm at home and I can't wait for the night to end and the next day to begin. I keep trying to talk myself out of being so excited because I don't want to be disappointed in case I'm reading the signs wrong. I make it through the long agonizing night. To my surprise, the phone rings early the next morning and it's you. I'm disappointed because I think you’re cancelling our "date". You can sense the change in my voice and ask what's wrong. I say nothing because I don't want you to know what I'm feeling. You say that you're just calling to ask if I want to come for dinner too. I immediately perk up and say yes, I 'd love to. We chat for a few minutes and then hang up.
I spend the rest of the day getting ready. It's going to take me a while to get to your house so I leave with plenty of time to spare. It's a nice drive up to your house. I arrive with half an hour to spare. I can't decide whether I should sit outside your house for half an hour or go in early. I decide to go up early. I knock on your day and you seem pleasantly surprised to see me early. You're wearing a sexy pair of tight fitting jeans and a white long sleeved blouse. You look incredible! I decide to take the risk and tell you so. Your face lights up with a smile. You thank me and say that they’re just weekend clothes. I can tell they're not though and that maybe you've dressed up for me but I just smile innocently.
You offer me a drink and invite me to keep you company in the kitchen while you finish dinner. We chat about different things while you're cooking. You're making some kind of stir fry you tell me. It smells and looks wonderful I tell you. I notice that you're having a drink and comment on it as you don't normally drink. You just smile and tell that me when the kids and hubby are away, you like to play. I take note of this comment for later use.
Dinner is ready all too soon. You've set up small folding tables in the living room so that we can watch the move while we eat. We didn't discuss which movie to rent so I ask you what we're going to watch. You tell me but it's not a movie that I recognize. We sit down to eat and you put the movie on. Right away, I like the lead character as she's pretty hot. As the movies progresses, I get the feeling that this movie has lesbian undertones and sure enough, I'm right. The lead character does get involved with a woman.
By this point in the movie, we've finished dinner and are both on a second drink. I'm at one end of the couch and you're at the other. When the love scene between the two women gets really heated, I get a little uncomfortable because it's turning me on. You can feel me squirming and I feel you look over at me a couple of times. You have this smirk on your face as you ask me what's wrong.
“Oh nothing” I say.
You say,”Yeah right,” and chuckle. “Is it turning you on, you ask?”
I laugh nervously and say,” Hell, yes!”
“Good, you say, I was hoping it would have that affect on you.”
“ What do you mean I ask?”
At this point, you turn to me and say, “Haven't you been getting the vibes I've been sending your way?”
I decide to play innocent and ask, “What vibes?”
“Come on “ you say, “I know you feel the same way. I can tell.”
“You can tell what?” I ask.