Deep breathes. You look fine; she wouldn't be meeting you if she didn't like you, right?
I sigh, steadying my shaky hands as they clasp on the top button of my jean jacket. Standing in front of the mirror, I give myself one last once-over before I head out. Light makeup-that'll get messed up, anyway, so no point. Hair down, hair-tie on wrist- easy access for once things get started.
God, I can't believe I'm doing this.
Shaking my head, I force myself out the door. This was something I would have never imagined-sure, I browse Craigslist all the time, sometimes even send a message, but nobody ever replied. That is, until she did. As I open the door to my car, I recall the ad: experienced femme looking to dominate innocent femme. My curiosity made me click, and the picture made me reply. The day went on and I forgot about it.
Then, after my college literature class, I checked my email. Much to my surprise, she had replied. That began the chain of emails- playful flirtation, descriptions of theoretical situations I never thought would happen, descriptions of what our first night together might be like, planning a meeting... And here I am. Driving down the 45 to meet a woman, whom I've only spoken to online, for coffee, and if we hit if off... for more.
It doesn't take long to make it to the small, charming building that is "Jitters". I've only been here once, since it's 20 minutes away from my apartment. However, I find the parking lot and front door easily enough; with my sense of direction, that isn't always a guarantee. Before stepping inside, I pull out my phone to check the time. 10 minutes early, just enough time for my insides to broil with anxiety. I order a large cappuccino to keep me busy and calm my nerves, but my mind continues racing despite my efforts.
Thankfully, it isn't long before she arrives. I recognize her instantly, jerking my head as the little tinkling of the bell alerts me to another patron. Her striking hazel eyes lock with mine, and a sideways smile makes my heart jump. I watch her swaying hips as she makes her way to the counter, admiring her long, dark brown hair as she faces away from me. God, what could this gorgeous woman possibly want from me? My plump frame, plain dirty-blonde hair, and haphazard style couldn't compare to her. Soon enough she has her drink, a medium something, and slides into the seat across from me.
"Ellabee?" She asks, her eyes burning holes in my reddening face.
"Y-Yes," I stutter, "You're Hannah, right? It's nice to meet you."
"The pleasure's mine." Hannah coos.
I feel my face somehow heat up more as I, clear as day, observe her checking me out.
Her room is dark, mysterious, and sexy. Red light illuminates the ceiling and I look about in wonder as she steps away, connecting her phone to a Bluetooth speaker. An indie-rock song begins at a soft volume, and my eyes catch the bed. It looks to be a queen mattress, donned with plenty of pillows. I continue looking everywhere but at her, until she is in front of me and I have no excuse. Our eyes lock.
In that moment, my breath hitches and my heart pounds in excitement. She moves in slowly, her eyes hooded with the intent of a hunter. My flesh warms at her touch as she grips my wrists, pressing me against the wall and smirking as I take in a sharp breath.
"Are you ready? After this, there's no going back." She asks, though it sounds more like a command. I nod sheepishly in reply.
With that, my breath is stolen from my body. Her lips slam against mine as she aggressively moves forward. I feel a warm, wet force press into my mouth with carnal ferocity and I melt into her touch, in that moment willing to be whatever she wanted. Just as suddenly as this intrusion came, it left; we part, a cool air brushing my face as she tugs my wrist, turning away.
I gasp as my back absorbs a good amount of force, finding myself on her bed. I don't even have time to think before she is upon me again, guiding me into a more comfortable position. She hovers over me, warm breath teasing my cheeks. I find the courage to open my eyes, and I almost shrink away at the intensity of her gaze. Her breath hits my ear, tickling just slightly as she leans down and whispers,
"Say you want me."
My face burns in embarrassment as a shiver of arousal courses through my being. For a moment, I am silent, gazing up at her in wonder and shock. It is only now that I hear my rapid breathing over the pounding of my heart. A delicious, sharp pain greets my scalp as she tugs my head back by the ponytail, her teeth trailing over my earlobe as she speaks more forcefully.